When I opened my eyes, the thought of "noon" flashed through my mind, and I thought about what the little testimony said, "There is no time." "The subconscious mind began to get used to a situation that had nothing to do with time. Right now, my mind goes blank and I don't have anything.

"It's time to eat. Xiao Zheng said softly tentatively. "I'm tired. I said, "Little Witness......" "Don't make a sound, I know what you're thinking." After a pause, he said, "I know what your situation is." "Now, I want to take you out for a walk, you're not very familiar with this place, right?" I nodded.

"Are you curious about criminology?" asked me in a whisper. "Sort of. I replied in a whisper. "Do you particularly want to know more about the psychology of criminals?" asked the little witness. "Well, sort of. I said.

"I can take you somewhere to eat first. I didn't answer her. I thought that I suddenly felt that I was not in the right state, and I just wanted to wait quietly like this. I don't know where Dr. Lou went. I still feel like someone is watching me. Not only that, but I suddenly felt a little unwell. Seeing that I was stunned here, the little witness turned into two white lights and returned to the pass. I saw the sky outside the curtain start to gray, then there were dark clouds, thunder and lightning, and then I heard the sound of rain pounding on the glass, I looked out, opened the white curtains, and the sky outside became completely inky black, not exaggerated at all, the dark clouds in the sky seemed to roar with great anger, the rain poured like a waterfall, maybe a little exaggerated, but the momentum was really no different from a waterfall. The slightest thought of going out for a walk disappeared. I touched the glass window with my hand, watching the rain hit the glass violently with a "bang-bang-bang" sound, and I thought to myself, God, you're going to be angry too. Suddenly, I felt the hairs on my back stand on end, and I subconsciously felt that someone was staring at me, and it was still vicious. I wanted to look back, "Are you scared?" and suddenly I heard Dr. Lou's voice, and I heard Dr. Lou's leather shoes walking. "Don't be afraid. I said. I felt Dr. Lou about to walk to the glass window, "Do you believe in superpowers?" Dr. Lou asked in a relaxed tone. I relaxed, and I don't know why Dr. Lou always chatted in a relaxed tone about things that ordinary normal people rarely mentioned. Most people will always say, "What do you do?", "What is your salary?", "Where is your hometown?", "Are you married?", "How old are your children?", or they will ask, "How old are you this year?", "Have you ever been on a blind date?", "Do you have a partner?", these will always become their talking points, and they can't escape from asking questions. And I tried to divert the subject, but to no avail, because they would always say, "What's wrong with me asking you? I would like to introduce you to someone. How old are you, and you are not married? Men should marry women and this is a matter of course......" Then I could only smile speechlessly.

"At first, I didn't believe it, but then I encountered some abnormal situations that made me feel that nothing in this world is impossible. Dr. Lou didn't speak, and I continued, "So, I believe in superpowers. Dr. Lou looked at the windowsill thoughtfully. I saw the sun shining in and thought to myself, the sky was clear, and in such a short time the rain stopped and the sun came out. It was as if it had never rained in the sky.

"I still feel a voice speaking in my heart, but it's becoming less and less common. Actually, I'm a non-assertive person, and whenever the voice in my heart suggests that it would be better for me to do this, it's like I'm standing at a crossroads, not knowing where to go. "I said this to Dr. Lou, and I felt that it would be too abrupt to say this. I looked at Dr. Lou's expression, and he smiled calmly and relaxedly, but did not speak.

"Do you want to go out for a walk, don't you think it's boring to stay in this room?" Dr. Lou said. My mind went blank again.

Actually, I have some unspeakable secrets that I have never told anyone, and that is "Actually, there are still people staring at you, but you can say anything." Take it easy, you are now a patient. Nothing you say will make it feel abnormal to anyone. "Dr. Lou seemed to have something on my mind, so he encouraged me. I do still feel like someone is watching me, yes. I really had a lot to say, "Dr. Lou, can I say anything?" I asked Dr. Lou. Dr. Lou looked at me and said, "Yes." “

I seemed to gradually relax, and I told myself that I was indeed a patient, a patient with a history of mental illness. What I said doesn't have much legal effect even in court. Because I have seen normal people use the testimony of the rapist's ex-wife in order to correct a rapist, but the rapist's lawyer says that her testimony is invalid. The reason is that the rapist's wife is a mentally ill person and what she said has no legal effect. However, I once read a book that said that as a woman, you can't just talk about your privacy, otherwise you will be used as a weapon against yourself. Then I'll talk about privacy that is not privacy, anyway, I wanted to tell someone about it for a long time, but I couldn't find anyone to say it. So I tried to say, "I feel like I'm being controlled." "Dr. Lou seems to be calm, he must have seen a lot of patients like me, who always feel that they are being watched, that they are being controlled, that some of them feel that they are being followed, or that someone is trying to murder them, and this situation has a term in psychiatry, which is "victim paranoia." "This symptom is mainly manifested in the fact that there is nothing to do, always suspect that someone is trying to harm you, murder yourself, see everyone who feels that there is a suspicion of stalking and assassinating yourself, always feel that even if you are assassinated, no one will find out and call the police, so you begin to be afraid of contact with people, lock yourself in your home all day, and no one wants to believe it. These are the information I get when I type my question on Baidu. There is also a situation where there is always a voice in the heart to talk to oneself, this voice is male or female, old or young, and even some are ethereal voices from other worlds, and some hear demonic voices similar to the devil. And these voices also have a term called "auditory hallucinations" in psychiatry, once auditory hallucinations occur, they will be governed by this sound and that sound to govern their behavior, and they may be based on this voice, because if they do not do this, the patient will have a sense of insecurity, because these voices will make the patient "obedient" in a threatening and intimidating way. And at present, there is no drug in the world that has completely cured this auditory hallucination. So this phenomenon will accompany the patient until death from the day it arises. This is also the information I got from my search on Baidu.

Dr. Lou's expression was a little gloomy, but he still didn't speak, he must have sensed that my brain was deserting again.

"Dr. Lou, in fact, I have been suffering from this disease for a long time, it has been tormenting me for a long time, about ten years ago, I have had this disease, I have been in a psychiatric hospital twice. "With that, I thought about what I should say next. I have so many symptoms, they all flash through my mind so quickly. Thinking of this, I suddenly wanted to ignore the voices that threatened me, I wanted to do things according to my own ideas in the future, and I wanted to stop listening to those voices in the future. I think there is a definite number for everything, and I have believed this sentence countless times. Thinking about it, I suddenly said to Dr. Lou, "Dr. Lou, do you believe that evil does not prevail over good?" Dr. Lou still did not speak.

I suddenly didn't know what to say. "I know you've been molested. "Dr. Lou suddenly said what I had been trying to say to people but hadn't said. When I heard this, I felt very relaxed and no longer depressed. But Dr. Lou felt that it had violated my privacy, and it was the look in his eyes that he felt that he had said something he shouldn't have said.

"It's okay, you can say something. Don't think about my feelings. Dr. Lou looked at me and said.

"I feel like I'm legally blind. I said, "I have never read the general principles of civil law, nor have I seen any other laws that protect the rights of citizens." In my hometown, there is this view, as long as a lawsuit costs money. That was years ago, and I don't know if it will happen now. I once watched a news broadcast saying that after the people's congress, the state has begun to formulate the punishment for child molestation, but many people have reported that this kind of law was enacted too late, and the legal punishment is too light, what if those criminals who molest children continue to molest children after being in prison for several years and then come out of prison?" I paused, and suddenly countless images flashed through my mind. "I once watched a TV series called "Bad Fate", the story is about the heroine who goes to a friend's wedding, but is raped by her friend's husband, the groom, on the wedding night, but this scene is recorded by a university professor from a long distance and through the glass window. But when the heroine wanted to go to the court to sue the person who raped her, she was stopped by her father, on the grounds that it would be shameful enough for this kind of thing to happen before she got married, and if she made trouble in court again, everyone would know about it, and then she would not only not be able to get married, but the whole family would have no face to see. "Speaking of which, I found that Dr. Lou listened to me very carefully. I breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "Later, the heroine and her father found out that the heroine was pregnant, and the heroine's father insisted that the heroine kill the child. And the heroine feels that there is nothing wrong with the child and should not be killed. In this way, the heroine's father had a dispute with the heroine.,Caused the heroine's father to get sick and stay hospitalized for a long time.,And the heroine was kicked out of the house by her father.,The heroine began to live strongly.,Looking for odd jobs everywhere.,The living conditions are also extremely bad.,Seeing that the stomach is fighting day by day.,A friend of the opposite sex of the heroine began to help and pursue her.,They got married.,Just when the heroine thought they would be together forever.,The heroine's husband suddenly had a car accident and eventually died.,And it was the person who raped the heroine before.。 He was asking her for custody of the child, and the heroine had already given up going to the court to sue him, but at this time the idea began again. Because the heroine firmly believes that she must fight against the evil forces all the time, so that the evil forces will not continue to spread and harm the weak. So, just after the heroine became a famous host, she finally told this thing after six years with the determination and certainty to win. Moreover, the major media and the general public are paying attention to this matter, and the person who raped her found the most powerful lawyer in the city in order to win the lawsuit, and also said to the heroine: You said that I raped you, do you have evidence? Even if you have no evidence, do you have witnesses? And if I raped you, why didn't you immediately call the police at that time, but waited until I became famous to say these things, didn't you obviously want to destroy my reputation? You are maliciously slandering you, do you know? I can sue you for this one crime, and sue you until you go bankrupt and ruin your reputation. But in the end, the heroine still won the lawsuit. And found his own happiness. The heroine is convinced that the bad guy will get the punishment he deserves. At any time, the ugly lie will be exposed, because no matter how perfect the lie is, it cannot cover an ugly and evil heart. After saying that, I breathed a sigh of relief, "Dr. Lou, I'm so sleepy now. But I still have a lot more to say. Dr. Lou still didn't speak, thoughtfully unaware of what he was thinking.

"You will also find your own happiness. Dr. Lou looked at me with a smile in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly. "Just now you asked me, do you believe that evil does not prevail over good? I will answer you now, I believe it. ”

"Hmm. The corners of my mouth turned up, and my eyes were smiling. But I really, really, many, many times, "You know what? Dr. Lou, I've been through many, many things. Hehe, but I still choose to live optimistically, because I think God is not kind to me. ”