Chapter 1337: Yiyi's Heart Knot (2)

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He was afraid.

How could he not be afraid?

But while he was afraid that Yiyi would have an accident, he was even more annoyed that Fu Sanshou dared to stop Yiyi from seeing him.

Although he knew that Fu Sanshou forcibly prevented Yi Yi from seeing him in order to allow his legs to heal and recover without any impact, these were what he had promised Fu Sanshou to himself from the beginning of the treatment.

However, he is still angry with Fu Sanshui, if Fu Sanshou first let Yiyi see himself, then Yiyi would not have to accompany him in the study day and night, let alone depression for a long time.

In the end, Fu Sanshou shouldn't have stopped her, if he hadn't stopped her, he wouldn't have noticed that she had made a mistake and wouldn't have seen her later.

Wrong.

It was wrong for him not to see her.

Fu Sanshou will start with a mistake, and he will carry out the mistake, which will eventually lead to a big mistake.

To this day, Yiyi's depression is all caused by him.

He knew that she prepared his daily meals for him, but he didn't stop her from going into the kitchen, and when he watched her in private, he was heartbroken after her hand burned.

Therefore, he changed to another dietitian to prepare meals for himself, but he didn't want to see her burned again, and he felt sorry for her.

He shouldn't have woken her up after seeing her, and wouldn't let her see him.

He was all wrong.

It was he who stimulated Yiyi halfway through the way because he was worried about Yiyi burning her hands and changed people to prepare food for herself, and then he went to see her but didn't wake her up, and she didn't know how to learn about it, which made her deeply shocked and thought that she didn't want her anymore.

His Yiyi is never afraid of any wind and rain when he is with him, but he is afraid that he doesn't want her and doesn't love her.

She was afraid.

She was afraid.

He finally understood why on the bridge on the night of the Qixi Festival, she said sorry but ran away in fear.

This sentence of sorry is not only her admitting her mistake to herself, but also the knot in her heart.

She was afraid that she didn't want her.

She was afraid that she would anger herself by making mistakes with her, which would cause him to leave her again and eventually run away from her altogether.

She was afraid.

She was really afraid.

At this moment, he couldn't breathe, as if a blunt knife was cutting his heart, making him feel painful.

He...... I really want to kill myself to take responsibility for my mistakes.

But......

He couldn't kill himself, his departure had already made her worse than dead, and if he left again, she wouldn't live alone.

At this time, he looked at Yiyi, who was asleep in his arms, his eyes were hot, his voice was very light and hoarse, and he said to her: "I love you, Yiyi, I love you very much, I love ...... very much"

She turned day and night upside down every day at the Fusan Reception Center, just to look at herself with a telescope in the study, so that she was by her side.

Companionship is the most affectionate confession.

He understands her.

He had always understood her.

He remembered that day he woke up to feel that she had come to him, and at this moment he understood that the drop of water on his cheek that day was not sweat, but her tears.

He had always wanted to hide from her that he was sick, just so that she would not worry about himself.

However, he was wrong.

From the very beginning, she knew about the surgery, but he couldn't hide it but deceived himself.

His eyes were hot and red, and the water was swirling in his sockets, and he looked at Yiyi with great pity.

He finally understood Yiyi's heart knot, and he kept asking, and she had been reluctant to talk about the heart knot.

The fear in her heart, the sadness in her heart, the depression in her heart, he finally knew everything.

However, he knew that it was useless, this was her heart knot, and what he needed was for her to say it herself, so that her suppressed heart hair||Vent your emotions.

One day she couldn't tell him the knot, not a day she couldn't relieve the depression in her heart, and the chemistry in her brain would still trap her.

As Nick said, the only good thing about his snuggling was silence and didn't turn into bipolar disorder, otherwise her extreme behavior would be more dangerous, and it was not only she who was afraid of it then, but he was even more afraid.

He lowered his head and landed a small kiss on her hair, and his eyes were red, and he said in an unsteady and hoarse tone: "Yiyi...... Sorry ......"

He apologized to her and could only take advantage of her sleep.

Because she was awake, he was not allowed to say sorry to her, which was the original agreement between the couple and the couple.

But he was really sorry for her, he shouldn't have eaten Ye Haoxuan's vinegar at that time, he shouldn't have been calculated by Ye Haoxuan's scheme, and finally left her angrily, if it weren't for this, everything would not have happened in the future.

He looked remorseful and hated himself, but he also knew very well that it was useless for him to regret what had happened before, what he should do was to make up for Yiyi, try to make her say her heart knot, and let her emotions be released.

Night, silent.

If he used to take some photos of Yiyi sleeping with his mobile phone late at night, but tonight he didn't take pictures, and he didn't have the intention to take them, but put the mobile phone in his hand that was clenched to the whiteness of the bones on the bedside table.

The next moment, he held Snuggle in his arms, tight, and his heart was full of pain and guilt and sleepless this night.

The long eyelashes fanned slightly, and a pair of eyes full of worry opened, and then Yun Yiyi's eyes were shocked, just because the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was Fei Mo.

It's just that what she saw was not his gentle eyes like water in the past, but a pair of bloodshot apologetic eyes, she was stunned, apologetic?

The next moment she hurriedly stretched out her hand and rubbed her eyes, and found that his eyes were indeed bloodshot, his expression was haggard, and his apologetic eyes were gone.

Fei Mo also came back to his senses suddenly when Yun Yiyi suddenly woke up, he was busy putting down the look that should not be revealed, he tried to make himself smile and said softly to her: "Wake up." ”

Yun Yiyi stared at Fei Mo, she opened her mouth and found that she couldn't speak, she found that she was getting more and more used to this situation, so she closed her mouth habitually, just looked at him with a thousand eyes.

Fei Mo landed a soft kiss on Yun Yiyi's forehead, pretending not to see what she meant to ask herself, and he said softly: "Good morning, Yiyi, every day is a good day." ”

Yun Yiyi looked directly at Fei Mo, looking at his gentle expression, she almost thought that she had just been dazzled.

However, she knew she wasn't dazzled because his eyes were bloodshot.

"Yiyi, what's wrong?" Fei Mo already knew what Yiyi wanted to ask himself, but she didn't have time to restrain her expression when he woke up, but he pretended not to understand and asked her, "Is there something uncomfortable?" ”

He pretended not to understand not to avoid her doubts, but to force her to speak.

Yun Yiyi listened to Fei Mo's words, the corners of her mouth moved slightly, but she still couldn't say a word, but the next moment she supported her hands, and it was quite difficult to sit up.

Fei Mo looked at Yiyi and still couldn't speak, and finally the calm in her eyes made him understand that she chose not to continue to ask herself, and he felt very bad in his heart.