Chapter 170: The Gift (10)
Liu Xiang's expression became more and more stiff, and his attitude towards Luo Chuan was obviously more hostile. He squinted at Luo Chuan and said disdainfully: "I am really surprised that you are so far-fetched to sit down." I'm starting to wonder if all the police officers are like this when they can't solve crimes. ”
"I don't want to admit it, I don't want to admit it, it's all normal. Anyone will try to resist in the face of the death penalty, especially your rape and murder criminal, who doesn't have much to offer. Luo Chuan deliberately used a look of disdain and disgust.
Touching Liu Xiang's bottom line of patience again and again, Liu Xiang was like a beast that would be angry and hurt people at any time, staring at Luo Chuan viciously.
Seeing his state, Guan Shan slowly shook his head and said, "No matter how you disguise yourself as an honest and good person, that false appearance will be broken at the touch of a button, and it won't last long. Your peace is limited to the absence of any turmoil. Just since you came to the police force, Luo Chuan's words and deeds are consuming your patience, making you more irritable and more real. Although I haven't talked to you about anything thoroughly, it is now almost certain that you have depressive obsessive-compulsive disorder and are very aggressive. In order to adapt to the life of the social group, you have to disguise yourself as the good person who looks like you are on a good day. Oh, by the way, and it's possible that you're pretending to be this not just for society, but also for your family? Parents? Well...... It's probably your mother, right? ”
Liu Xiang had been listening to Guan Shan's words, and didn't notice that Luo Chuan walked to him quietly, and at this moment, not far from his ear, Luo Chuan bent over, stared at Liu Xiang's ear with a curious expression, and said, "Oh, you still have ear piercings?" Judging by the size and drape of the piercings, this is not a recent phenomenon. Did you hit it when you were a kid? Ha...... It won't be raised with you as a daughter, right? ”
Luo Chuan's voice suddenly appeared in his ears, which frightened Liu Xiang. Hearing Luo Chuan's ridiculous tone again, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and roared loudly: "You shut up for me!" ”
"Yo, angry? In fact, it's normal, there are patriarchs, and there are relatively patriarchs. It's not a big deal. That's what he said, but Luo Chuan's expression was like a joke.
Liu Xiang's face turned pale, he clenched his fists and gurgled loudly, glaring at Luo Chuan deadly, as if he had made up his mind to kill this hateful policeman with his own hands.
Guan Shan always observed Liu Xiang, and then felt that the time had come, and asked unexpectedly: "Those birthday gifts that belong to girls since childhood are difficult for you to accept, right?" She's humiliated your man's self-esteem since you were young, hasn't she? ”
The words that attacked the heart at the right time instantly made Liu Xiang's defense collapse. He covered his ears in pain, and then pulled his earlobes over and over again rhythmically and regularly and said, "I don't want to, I don't want to listen, I don't want to!" ”
Guan Shan and Luo Chuan looked at each other, Luo Chuan put away his demeanor just now, sat back in his place solemnly, and looked at the crazy Liu Xiang. His tugging of the earlobe is very regular, and it seems to be a restraint habit that he often does. Constantly repeating an action and being uncontrollable are in line with what Guan Shan once said about obsessive-compulsive disorder. The suspect has been exposed, and now it is only for him to tell the guilt himself.
In order to calm down the manic Liu Xiang, Guan Shan turned on his mobile phone and played a piece of soothing music. The whole room was only the sound of music and Liu Xiang's unconscious muttering. After a while, he finally calmed down, his ears were red from his tugging, and there were many scratches on the sides of his neck.
He bowed his head in frustration, nodded and said, "Yes, you have caught the right person." The few times I've watched you on the spot, I've secretly hoped that you'd catch me. In that way, I was also relieved. After speaking, Liu Xiang put his hands on the table and slowly spread his hands.
Luo Chuan and Guan Shan couldn't help frowning. Those hands, covered with scars and pinholes. There are a lot of blisters and calluses on the pads of the thumb and index finger of the right hand. Even on the palms of the hands, there are a lot of slender strips of blisters and scratches. Come to think of it, when he repeats the needle poke action, and his fingers can't hold it down, he will probably use the palm of his hand to hold the needle. A pair of hands, festering beyond the eyes of the eye. Probably because he had to wear gloves for the sake of hygiene in the cake shop, that's why he was able to hide it for so long. As long as he doesn't spread his hands out to people, just looking at the back of his hand doesn't tell anything abnormal.
Liu Xiang seemed to have finally been relieved, raised his head, looked at the roof with blank eyes, and said, "I was destined to be a mistake since I was born. ”
A mistake led to a gloomy childhood that was embarrassing.
Liu Xiang's mother had a daughter before she conceived him, and that child was regarded as a pearl in the palm of her hand by her mother and pampered in every way. But when the girl was 7 years old, she fell into the river and drowned in an accident. Since then, the mother, who has been greatly stimulated, has become a little abnormal. She would often go to the river, dig rocks, fill in stones, and so on until she was tired and went into shock.
Liu Xiang's father felt that his wife was too sad because of the loss of his beloved daughter, and thought that everything would be fine if he had another child. So, with mental illness, Liu Xiang's mother gave birth to Liu Xiang. But she couldn't accept it, she thought that her favorite daughter was reincarnated, but who would have thought that it was a son.
So when she first gave birth to Liu Xiang, the mother refused to accept the child. She cried, roared, howled, and even almost fell to Liu Xiang countless times.
In order to prevent her from really missing one day, Liu Xiang's father isolated the mother and son as much as possible. When Liu Xiang was a child, he survived listening to the terrifying cries every day.
With genetics and such a "special" environment, it is not difficult to imagine that Liu Xiang's life is difficult to be peaceful. By the time he was four years old, his mother's condition seemed to have improved slightly. His father had to take on the responsibility of a family, and he couldn't watch Liu Xiang every day, so he had to hand him over to his mother to take with him.
At first, nothing out of the ordinary. Liu Xiang's mother was no longer hysterical, nor did she want to kill Liu Xiang again. She was like an ordinary mother, no difference. But gradually, the young Liu Xiang could notice the difference.
His mother would often dress him in a skirt, not cut his hair, and insist that he comb his braids. This caused him to suffer ridicule and humiliation at his doorstep. There are even extreme moments when his mother wants to remove the symbol that he belongs to the "male".
Every year on his birthday, Liu Xiang is like a great enemy. He saw other children have their parents on their birthdays, cakes, gifts, laughter, and even if there is nothing, there is still the pampering of normal parents. And he ...... For as long as I can remember, the birthday gift for the fifth year old is a red hair rope from my mother, the sixth year old is a flower dress, the seventh year old is a bright red nail polish, the eighth year old is a birthday photo with braids, the nine years old is almost "baptized" into a real girl, and the ten year old...... Overwhelmed and unable to endure the torture of his perennial mentally abnormal wife, Liu Xiang's father jumped into the river with exhaustion and guilt for his son. On his birthday when he was ten years old, his birthday present was his father's blistered corpse.
The mental torture of the years made Liu Xiang gradually become psychologically distorted. He desperately wanted a normal birthday present, so he did not hesitate to pretend to be a girl to please his mother, and his mother would continue to buy him dolls and flower dresses...... His long hair was finally cut off until long after he entered junior high school, when the school did not allow boys to have long hair. At that moment, he felt like he was finally alive. Of course, because he cut his hair, he was beaten for three whole days, and his mother never looked at him again.
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