The fish balls around me now have a feeling of being close to a doll, but, for me, it's all floating clouds, although I don't believe in the set of demons and monsters, but whether it is the experience at dawn, or the attitude of these evil creatures, or even the strange cat's attitude towards her, it is difficult for me to equate her with normal humans, even if she is now holding my little hand to reveal a burst of warmth to my body, I don't want to admit that she is a person.

Without looking back, he continued to walk in the direction of the entrance of the cave, as if the little hand hanging on his body was a void, and he ignored the child, to tell the truth, his heart beat as if he had exploded, and the fluttering and fluttering had completely lost its rhythm.

But the thing in this world is that the more you are afraid of something, the more special you are, and I still missed a person, who can mix any plot into a tragedy or a thrilling drama "ball".

"Fish balls"? , A slightly questioning voice came from behind me, followed by a chirp of local language, the broken mouth, like a bamboo tube pouring beans, I turned around and looked, good guy, this face full of black mud, is pulling the head of this little guy who doesn't know whether it is a human or a demon to look around, as if repeatedly confirming whether the doll in front of him is her little slave.

"I don't know you", I don't understand the local language, but I can understand the words of the fish ball, I stepped up, trotted into the hole, let the fish ball cry behind me, and let the egg who didn't know whether to live or die to hand the business card to the Hades Palace, Lao Tzu can't be provoked, but Lao Tzu can always afford to hide!

Tiger girl, indigenous girl, bird, fried rice can, clear water can, calendar board, sundries wooden box, one by one pile by me from the hole laboriously carried out, and then one yard on the gentle slope, not to mention, in the past five years, I actually saved so many belongings, although I decided that some unimportant things were thrown away, but, when it was time to throw away, but always convinced myself of "how important this thing" is to me, "that thing" I must use, in short, until I moved the "old Tan statue" to the sun, The move was over, and there was nothing in the cave except some firewood and soot from the fireplace.

The sun was already high in the sky, and it took me a whole morning, during which I never glanced at the fish balls and the evil spirits, as if they did not exist, but the sound of "singing and laughing" came to my ears from time to time, and it was clear that Dan Dan had not been murdered, and the reborn doll-like fish balls now seemed to be familiar with him.

Under the dazzling bright light, the statue of "Lao Tan" looks particularly solemn, which may be due to the fact that I oiled the huge wood when I first made this statue, and the sandalwood statue stands on the gentle slope, lifelike, yes, for the past five years, this godson of my own father has always been with me, watching over me, and carrying out and carrying out the tasks given to him by my own father as always.

Not far away, the sound of laughter as clear as a silver bell disturbed my thoughts from time to time, and my nerves, which were originally very nervous, were also soothed a lot with this laughter, I sat down in front of the statue, thinking of my father, who was far away, hey, a wave of sadness came out again, I knew that it was out of place, but this emotion was difficult to control.

Hey, five years, in the past five years, I have endured all the hardships of this life until now, and even now, I don't know whether the future is a pit or a drum. If I had remained with my parents, instead of the rebellious, willful, and fearful Wu Luoyin who dared to go to the shop with a grenade to exchange for popsicles, perhaps I would have become a piccolo musician or a poet by now....... Don't laugh, I also know that the word "poet" can't be compared to me, but if I hadn't used a grenade to change popsicles when I was twelve, and I hadn't followed my classmates to shoot the front windshield of a helicopter with bricks, then my father wouldn't have kicked me out at the age of twelve, let alone tore up my exam letter and sent me to a military school. , she is my enlightenment teacher of sex education, and it is because of her two big pieces of meat that I know the difference between men and women.

Okay, it's far away, it seems that the five-year isolated island career has made my thinking a little confused, to blame, it's all very blamed "Lao Tan", Ya Yier once promised my father that he would take care of me in the army, or without him, my father may not have sent me over, or without him, Lao Tzu may have learned a lot of survival skills in the army, why bother to run to this broken island to "further study", hey, of course, if he was on this island, I would not have suffered so much, yes, absolutely not, even, maybe now I have long been out of the sea of suffering, When I returned home, I was blowing the air conditioner and hugging my big sister to live a happy life.

I've never missed someone as much as I do now, but I can't tell whether I'm missing my own father who "educated" me with cold water at every turn, or the old Tan who made me a ninth-level cripple.

Moved his butt towards the statue, grabbed the sleeve on his wrist and wiped the dust on the statue a few times, "Brother, take me away, I know you can do anything, no matter how I get into trouble or make a mistake, you can help me resolve it, although I said that I annoyed you, and said a lot of things that will definitely make you sad, but, now, I admit that I was wrong, I am just covering my fragile self-esteem, so as not to always make myself feel worthless, but now, please come and save me, let me get out of here and take me home."

Everything in front of me became blurred, and the liquid with body temperature poured out of my eyes, watering the dirt that had stuck to my face in the morning, and I knelt in front of the statue, folded my hands, and bowed to the statue three times reverently, thinking to myself, "Whoever can save me from this sea of suffering, whether it is God or any god I have heard of, I will worship and be faithful all my life."

In the middle of my thoughts, a rustling sound came to my ears behind me, and I looked back, Dan Dan and Yu Ball knelt there at some point like me, facing the statue and bowing three times, and there seemed to be words in their mouths, and when I listened carefully, they were actually repeating the same sentence: "I will believe in it all my life, and I will always be loyal", the tone, the tone, although it is a cat drawing a tiger parrot, but, as if reciting a mantra, is always repeated behind me.