Chapter 313: A Very Different Life

"I didn't worry about you, that's why I came to see you."

Shrugging his shoulders, Ya took care of himself and brought a rattan chair and sat down in front of Mu Wan'an, he glanced at Jiashu who was hiding beside Mu Wan's side with disgust

"You're acting like I'm bullying you, it's ......"

"He's still a kid! What are you doing to scare him so much? ”

Frowning, Mu Wan'an kicked him, "Come on, what's the matter with you coming here?" ”

"Didn't I say it all? I'm worried about you. When you encounter something like this during the day, I see that your mood is not right, so come here. ”

"What could I be wrong? It's just a man. ”

Having said that, there was something wrong in his heart, Mu Wan'an stroked Jiashu's back again and again, "I don't have to him, I am already married and divorced, I don't look at it so much." ”

"Is it really so free?"

He deceived him, and the distance between the two instantly became extremely close, and Mu Wanyi's breath couldn't help but hold her breath, and she could even see the lines of his pupils clearly.

"What are you doing all of a sudden?"

She felt a little uncomfortable being so close, and quickly pushed him away, and she curled up in the couch and stared at him with wariness

"You're the most wrong thing compared to me, aren't you? I haven't done much yet......"

"If only you can stand it."

Sitting back in his seat, under the vast starry sky, Ya's eyes were shining, as if they were full of stars, and he walked to the edge of the balcony, but suddenly told his story

"Although I was trained by Shen Yu and Shen Yu to grow into the person I am today, my hometown is actually in Thailand."

It was a place of dampness, heat, drugs, chaos, and poverty, notorious, with dirty deals, bloodshed between the mountains, and the government could not manage it effectively because of the terrain, so it had to be left to its own devices.

The hot and rainy climate at the foot of the subtropical mountains, the soft soil that sticks to the skin when walking barefoot, and the snakes, rats, insects and ants that cannot be avoided are all his impressions of this mountain village that is too far away to be long.

The old people who remained in the village turned their backs to the loess and guarded the poppies planted on the hillsides day after day, while the young strong men followed the different leaders to join the armed tribes.

The aroma of poppies, which are so fragrant that they can confuse the mind, does not give the villagers who have worked for it all their lives and even paid for their lives to live in the rich life they deserve, on the contrary, the more they are planted, the poorer they become.

The only ones who will benefit are the generals who control the region and have armed forces, and this is a real place outside the law.

"My grandmother heard that Europe is a free and equal place, where children do not have to be forced to fight for the generals at a very young age, as in the villages. So when she couldn't hold on to herself, she begged the captain of a stowaway boat to take me to Europe. ”

Speaking of the past, Ya had a confused and self-deprecating look on his face, "I came to Europe, and I was in the sight of the police, but I didn't have any skills to sustain my life, a child, where is there any ability to survive?" I was rummaging through the bins for food when I was brought back to the organization...... In the end, it was all about making people, and my grandmother thought that she could get me out of such a fate of fighting, killing, fighting and bloodshed, and in the end, I returned to the track that my life should be. ”

“……”

She never thought that Ya had her own past, she used to think that he was a child adopted and trained by the "snake head", she didn't know what to say, and sometimes even she had to admit that fate, the hand that controlled everything in secret, seemed to have arranged his ending for everyone a long time ago.

"However, I already feel lucky compared to those children who can only stay in the Golden Triangle for the rest of their lives."

As he spoke, he glanced at the one who could be listened to, and although the words were still so flat, he showed a rare gentle smile

"Little ghost, you've been lucky. You meet a good person who will bring you a completely different life. ”

"In a sense, you don't have a very different life, do you?"

She reached over and took his grip, and on a summer night, his hand had a burning warmth, and he was stunned by her actions, and then he couldn't help laughing

"You seem to have a point, because your brother, Shen Yu, I also have a ...... A new life. That's fine, it's good now. ”

Tonight's Ya gave her a strange feeling, Mu Wan'an was a little puzzled, let go of the hand holding him, leaned over and touched his forehead, tried his body temperature again, and said with a puzzled expression

"You don't have a fever, why do you keep saying strange things?"

"Cut! I'm giving my pain to make you happy! ”

Impatiently opened her hand, Ya couldn't help but glare at her, "If it weren't for the fact that you're not in a good mood, I wouldn't want to tell you this!" ”

"What's wrong with me?"

Being so troubled by him, the previous depression seemed to be swept away, Mu Wan'an lay back on her sleeping chair, she could see a vast galaxy with a faint purple light, and all the troubles seemed to be insignificant between the vast world and the world

"Actually, I know you're trying to make me happy. When Song Bingjue said these words to me at that time, I felt that the sky had fallen. He...... It was probably his old attitude towards me that made me misunderstand that he really loved me, or rather, it was all my own illusion. ”

Seeing that Ya wanted to say something, she raised a finger at him and shook it, signaling him not to say it yet, and then let out a long sigh, although there was disappointment in her eyes, it was not low

"After I came back, I gradually figured out how many people in this world would truly love another person. I'm an adult, and I've been through a not-so-successful marriage, and I should wake up. ”

As she spoke, she turned her head to look at him, her eyes as clear as a mirror, "Just like now, you will come to persuade me, partly because of the friendship between you and me, and partly because of my brother." How could I not know these truths? ”

"You're being too pessimistic."

Her tone is too negative, this is not a good signal, although Ya hopes that she can let go of Song Bingjue, but it is by no means that she will "break the love of the world" from now on, thought about it and said

"Sima Xiangru and Zhuo Wenjun, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, aren't they all good examples? There is a poem in China: If you want to have one heart, the white head will not be separated. Isn't it to praise the love between Sima Xiangru and Zhuo Wenjun? Take your time, you'll always come across it. ”

"It's just a beautiful vision of a woman in the world, where is it really praised?"

Shaking his head with a smile, Mu Wan'an couldn't help but laugh at his half-Chinese expert, and after speaking, he felt that Ya was really interesting, so he looked at him with a smile:

"I think you have a different yearning for love, do you have someone you like? If so, be sure to tell me, I'll stay away from you, lest people misunderstand. ”

"Where is the man you are talking about...... Every day in the organization is a task! Where is the time to think about this? ”

Her gossipy smile made his scalp tingle, even more terrifying than Shen Yu, he suppressed the urge to escape, his eyes glanced at Jiashu who was snuggling next to Mu Goodnight, and instantly his confidence returned, and he said with a smile:

"If you say this in front of your children, aren't you afraid that you will take Katsuki badly? Mu, Ah, Auntie? ”

Only then did he realize what he had said in front of Kashu, Mu Wan'an's face turned red, he was annoyed and angry, and kicked Ya on him, covering Kashu's ears with the situation:

"Didn't you know to remind me earlier? Katsuki is still young! ”

"This is also my pot?"

One dodged away, afraid that she would continue to hold on to herself, and the sub-figure ran out nimbly, and before leaving, she didn't forget to poke her head in:

"Katsuki! It's time to go to bed! Don't go to bed yet? Watch out for me throwing you out! ”

"What are you scaring kids for?!"

Is! After leaving, he was still restless, and Mu said to Jiashu:

"You don't have to take his words to heart, he just likes to scare people!"

"Hmm!"

Nodding heavily, Kaki looked in the direction Ya left, and then looked at Mu Goodnight, his white little face had a solemnity that was extremely inconsistent with this age:

"I will definitely study hard, and I will become a very strong person in the future, and I will never let those who make you sad and bully you again!"

“…… You, you! ”

It seems that the conversation just now still had a certain impact on this precocious child, Mu Wan'an nodded his delicate nose with a gentle expression:

"Children, don't think so much, I'm already an adult, and I won't let others bully me. Okay, it's time to go to bed, if the child doesn't sleep obediently, it won't grow tall! ”

Took Katsuki to his room, watched him get on the bed and cover the quilt, Mu Wan'an was about to leave, a small hand stretched out from the quilt and held hers, she looked back, Kashu's eyes were closed tightly, but the hand trembled slightly.

Are you feeling uneasy because you've come to a new environment?

She felt pity in her heart, sat down on his pillow, patted the quilt gently, and soon heard the sound of his breathing soundly asleep.

Tucked the quilt for him again, this action she had done for Xiao Si countless times, Xiao Si was not very restless when she slept, she always fell asleep and slept the quilt aside, she could only cover the quilt for him over and over again.

The intentions for Xiao Si in the past were not for Song Bingjue, so it didn't seem to be a big deal to be said a few words, I just hope that someone can take good care of that child in the future......

Putting away his worries, Mu Wan'an walked out of the room slowly and turned off the lights in the room.