I'm sorry, dear, my darling! Today I'm going on a long journey. I'm going to another world, where there may or may not be suffering.

But you won't be there. Child! You will be alone, you will be left alone! I hate the ruthlessness of this world, which is tolerant to many people, but too cruel to you alone.

But I can't do anything but leave you in the world! Child! Please stay! Please go on!

This world may be difficult, dangerous, and distressed! But what could be like being alive?

I want nothing more than hope, only prayer, only luxury, a little more courage, a little stronger, a little more persevering.

I just hope that you can live well! However, how can you make a young girl who has no father, no mother, no support, and low self-esteem from now on?

Poor Jiaohua, she was suffocated in the end, unbearable to the burden of the world, unable to penetrate the shadows and see the light through the darkness.

So, falling, dying! After the rainstorm, a drop of rain slipped from the green leaves of the branches, and there was also a butterfly with folded wings!

Water droplets drip into puddles of water accumulated on the concrete road, ripples spread, and tiny echoes are like bells ringing in the microcosm.

In the dimly lit room, the girl who fell on the floor woke up.

"Ah......" A faint gasp overflowed from the girl's lips, her body with a slight twitch, it was a magical reaction between the reorganization of life and death combined with fusion, in this trembling and convulsions, her neck was slightly invisibly deflected left and right under the control of her mind, and at the same time, a pair of eyes that seemed to have just woken up from the fog of deep sleep ushered in shock and surprise after the initial confusion.

The ground, yes, the ground! Ray! A dim but true gentle and harmless light! And also

"Ugh!" Controlling the stiffness of the body turned on its side, and very slowly a little bit of hands and feet to get up from the ground, the girl frowned and groaned, and when she stood up, her vision widened, and she could almost sweep the environment in front of her at a glance.

A small dwelling, old, shabby, and, visibly poor! With one hand at her side and the other on her right abdomen, she turned her steps and looked around before casting her eyes to the window.

Outside the old glass windows, you can see the blue sky and buildings of all shapes and colors. It doesn't look like a high-end place, and it can even be said to be primitive.

But, staring at the blue sky outside the window, the girl slowly took a step. The body was still in the early stages of restarting, and she couldn't even control her limbs perfectly, but it didn't matter.

The light fell on the window, the blue sky was not very clear and clean, and there was even a faint fog or haze, but it was indeed a sky without war, calm and peaceful, and you could rest assured to take a rest or taste a meal!

Unbelievable! She thought to herself! Unbelievable! She'll be alive! It's unbelievable! She will see a world that is no longer helpless, desperate, tense and chaotic, and full of darkness and blood!

"Peace~" A string of strange notes overflowed from the girl's lips, the corners of her lips slowly expanded, and on her cold and white face, a pair of black eyes showed a faint and pure smile.

"Peace!" This time, she spat out the pronunciation of Chinese characters with a round tone, her eyebrows slightly raised, and she smiled like a crescent moon.

"Ah~" Sure enough! She'll always be the damn lucky one! Of course, luck is only temporary, while reality is eternal.

Half an hour later, the girl, who dragged her hungry and sick body and rummaged through the entire small one-bedroom apartment to no avail, sat down on the old sofa in the living room in despair.

The sofa is really old, it was picked up by the grandmother of this body from the outside, the old man dragged it back slowly all the way, re-covered it with old clothes and fabrics, and put a piece of paper under the uneven fourth foot, Shen Xingran didn't like it at first, because it was an old thing that others didn't pick up, but the girl later lay on this sofa as soon as she got home, warm, even if it was an old thing, it belonged to this family, and the sofa with the smell of fireworks was warm.

Even after death, in the fragments of memory, there is a scene of an old man with gray hair and a leaning body sitting on the sofa and sewing and mending.

But it's a pity that there is no material, and pure warmth is not enough to support people's hearts, at least, Shen Xingran did not support it.

And what about her, the girl who took over this body and identity sighed and rubbed her twitching temples.

She really couldn't imagine that in this family, this girl named Shen Xingran removed the girl with the same name as her, and actually found a pitiful two yuan and five cents!

Ooh! In this way, it really is a suicide that is so desperate that there is nothing left after rounding! What can two pieces of five do?

In a small city on the 18th tier, if you had been ten years ago, you could have bought a bowl of fried noodles, but you could only eat a full meal, and the taste was barely enough.

And now, the girl who is walking slowly in the sunset has estimated that it is enough to buy a cup of soy milk and a fritters, which is probably just right!

In the memory of the former master, she recalled the delicacies and delicacies of this world, the girl's eyes searched several times, and finally, her eyes slid past an Internet café, where a group of young boys and girls were talking and laughing towards the door of the Internet café, she was standing across the road, still dozens of meters away, but fortunately this body was not four-eyed, and on the opposite side of the distance, a group of youthful and flamboyant teenagers were too eye-catching.

That's good, Shen Xingran curled his lips. Look, she's a lucky one! Li Huan and a group of friends slipped out again, in fact, he himself is not very keen on video games, and the Internet café is a place like this, no matter how well it is cleaned up, the air is not circulating, but his legs are not good yet, the ball is still not touched, and it is so idle at home that it hurts, and it is naturally impossible to finally take a vacation and plunge into the bitter sea of study, so he called three or two little friends and came out to hang out to pass the time.

A group of people first went to the video game city in the commercial center to play around, and after coming out, they walked a short distance to the Internet café they frequented.

"Squad leader!" The inch-headed young man who was showing off his brilliant achievements last time with his good friend suddenly reflexively stopped talking and turned his head in the direction of the voice.

Everyone else turned their heads one after another. Directly across the road, there was a girl in school uniform. It was their school uniform, a loose and unfashionable dark blue casual sportswear, which was worn at the flag-raising ceremony or major events every Monday, and at other times, few students were willing to wear it.

。 At least in their class, there is only one girl who wears a school uniform all year round. In fact, the street is not wide, so the boys and girls can clearly see what the girl on the other side is like.

Emaciated, dusty, a poor girl who became an orphan not long ago because of the death of her only relative, she was reported in the newspaper and raised donations in the whole school!

It seems that Shen Xingran is here? The boys and girls are still at a loss how to meet each other, and this girl who has been silent can be said to have never had anything to do with them and took the initiative to say hello, really, it feels a little strange.

At this time, the green light finally turned on, only to see the girl holding the wide school uniform walked off the road, she walked very slowly, both hands were in the pockets of the school uniform jacket, to be honest, the weather in April this year was very abnormal, in the past this month did need to wear a thin coat, but these days it has been so hot that the air conditioner must be turned on, they are wearing short-sleeved T-shirts standing in the shadows and feel too hot, the other party is actually wearing long pants and long-sleeved jackets, but it really makes people feel sweaty.

But as they got closer, the attention of the group of young people shifted from the airtight clothes to the girl's face.

The girl is still dressed as usual with thick Qi bangs, her face is thin and fleshless, and her skin is slightly yellow, but the gray eyes that used to be gray seem to have been wiped away, and they actually reveal light!

And it's not just that there is light, when looking at people, it's not the same posture that dodges and always avoids the eyes of others before, and even the back feels like it's become straight!

The change in temperament is too obvious, and it is by no means a deliberate performance, and for a while, everyone wonders in their hearts and can't help but feel a little apprehensive.

Shen Xingran is synonymous with poor people in their impressions, and the other party's tragic life experience and inferiority complex, sensitive, depressed and withdrawn personality make everyone can't help but be cautious when facing her.

Such a poor person, suddenly uncharacteristically took the initiative to talk to them, to be honest, they don't even dare to breathe now, they are really afraid that a sneeze will hurt this poor and sensitive girl.

It was the squad leader Cheng Yuan who was shouted, at this moment he looked at the girl standing in front of him, and he only felt that his heart was raised, he softened his voice, and asked with caution and care: "Shen, classmate Shen!" Such a coincidence~ Is there something wrong with you? When he asked this, his mind was already running at high speed, guessing what the girl was calling him for.

But it's a pity that he and this famous poor student have a limited intersection when he organized a visit to the school where his grandmother passed away and a follow-up fundraiser, he followed the head teacher to fight a few times, but that was all last semester, he couldn't think of what the other party was looking for him when he suddenly met.

But he didn't need to think about it anymore, the girl on the other side had already shown a bleak wry smile, and said to him, including the group of friends around him who had a lot of spare money: "I really have no other way, and I can't find someone who can help me, can you help me call an ambulance and take me to the hospital?" ”

"By the way, can you help me contact the head teacher again?" After saying that, the girl finally couldn't hold on, her body shook for a moment, and the next second, she fell straight down.

Cheng Yuan and a group of friends: "Eh, ......" Hey! What the hell, if you say you're dizzy, you're dizzy?

Goose dripping mother! What the hell is going on?