The café is located by the river, on the wooden plank road, Chu Yi leaned on the arm of the railing, next to him, Yuan Xiaotang faced the river, his eyes looked into the distance, and Helian Ming's eyes were tightly locked on her side face.

"Yuan Xiaotang, you really shocked me, you tell me, what am I, what the hell am I in your heart."

Yuan Xiaotang licked the corners of her lips, turned to look at him, and faced his angry face, but her eyes were not shocked, or rather, they were extremely cold.

"Nightmare."

"What?" Helian couldn't believe what he heard.

"I said it was a nightmare." She repeated.

"Xiaotang... You're saying that on purpose, right, is it because of him? Helian Ming's gaze at Chu Yi was full of hatred.

"It has nothing to do with Teacher Chu, I said, you should not be looking for me but Ke'er."

"Don't mention her to me, you know I like you, why do you always push me to her." Unable to hold back his anger, he reached out to take her hand, and at the same time, his other hand gripped his wrist, and with a little force he let go.

Helian Ming endured the pain in his wrist and said to Chu Yi: "Xiaotang is not that kind of girl, if you just want to have fun, let her go." ”

He was a proud man, but at this time he was like a child who had lost a toy, helpless and flustered.

"I won't use this word between Xiaotang and me, I respect your past, that's why I transferred the class to accompany you to blow the river breeze, if the conversation can't get any results, then I'm going to take her back." He took Yuan Xiaotang's hand and turned around to leave.

"Wait, Xiaotang, do you really have no affection for me? Four years, I spent four years in Australia for you, I thought you would miss me the same, but I was wrong, did I pay too little or are you simply hard-hearted? ”

Yuan Xiaotang stopped and did not look back.

"Pay? Helian Ming, why are you always so self-righteous. She turned away, the anger in her eyes that made Helian Ming's heart flutter.

The emotions that have been withheld for so many years were stirred up by his words, and the grievances of such a long time came up one by one.

"When those things were found in my pocket, I told you, it's not mine, and I beg you to believe me, but do you believe it? You didn't believe it, you thought you were very chic and told me that you wouldn't let me have an accident, and indeed, you did it, but since then I have been accused of killing you. Want to know what kind of life I've had since you went to Australia? She paused, as if she was trying to suppress something, but there were some things that she didn't suppress as she wanted to.

"Every day on the blackboard of our class, my name is in the middle, next to it is full of abusive words, private life is chaotic, all kinds of voices come to my ears every day, at the beginning my classmates can also help me wipe the blackboard by the way to comfort a few words, after a long time, they also began to isolate me, the teacher reported the problem to the school, for this reason also launched anti-school bullying activities, but what can be, how good can the teacher's eyes look at me.

My schoolbag will still be hidden and I can't find it, and my textbooks will be missing a few pages from time to time, no matter where I go, someone will judge me, and occasionally there will be no surprises at a little accident, this is my senior year of high school life, how is it, exciting. Her hands trembled a little, and Chu Yi held them tightly from behind.

"You think what you give me is a blessing and a halo, but for me, that's a nightmare, you're my nightmare, Helianming, you keep saying that you like me, but what is like, liking is not blindly desperate, but you happen to be there when I need you."

His eyes were stunned, but she didn't want to say anything more, the heat of Chu Yi's palm warmed her just right, and the river was no longer calm because of the wind, just like the waves left when he left...

On the way back to school, Chu Yi parked the car on the side of the road, it was still the small square, and he said let's go down and walk.

The last time I came here, there were layers of floating snow on the road, but when I stepped in again, it was rain.

The life of the third year of high school is far more simple than she said, and she doesn't want to try it a second time because of the pain. At this time, his mood has calmed down a lot, and the palm of his hand is the temperature of his tolerance.

"Xiaotang, I didn't expect you to come over like this in your third year of high school." His shock was not inferior to Helian Ming at all, but more distressed, her sensibility, her introvertedness, and her repression were not without roots.

He could imagine how isolated she was in that huge campus.

She smiled lightly.

"Thanks to him, I studied hard and was admitted to H University, otherwise I wouldn't know you."

He took her into his arms and gently patted her on the back: "It's too cruel to send you to me in this way." ”

"Since it's not easy, then you have to guard it, don't accidentally lose me."

"You can rest assured that if you lose yourself, you won't lose it." He hugged her tighter.

If you lose yourself, you won't lose it, a few years later, when she thinks of this sentence again, she can still remember the corners of his smiling mouth and the loving gaze, just like the warmth he has always given her, sweeping away the darkness in her heart, which is probably the gift left by time.

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Xue Min's appearance was unexpected, it was the end of class, and the classmate said that someone was looking for her outside, and after going out, she found that it was Xue Min.

They found a place where no one was and went straight to the point.

"You don't have to guard against me anymore, I'm going to get out of here."

"You're resigning?" Yuan Xiaotang was a little surprised.

"Yes, the purpose of Ben coming here is Chu Yi, now it seems that this idea has been shattered, I never thought that he would fall in love with a little girl like you." After struggling, I had to accept this reality - Chu Yi really fell in love with Yuan Xiaotang.

"At first, I thought he was with you to get revenge on me, because I was confident that those three years were good for him and I couldn't bear to forget, and reality gave me a slap in the face." She smiled helplessly, "He is not as attached as I imagined, and no matter how beautiful he is, he can't withstand a little stain on his feelings." ”

"Did he say anything to you?" Yuan Xiaotang had a guess in his heart.

"Why, curious what he would say to me? Looks like he's saved face for me. She muttered to herself, "That's it, if you don't look up and see you in a school, I will quit automatically, at least I can still have some gesture to quit now." ”

She took a deep breath and could see that she still had a lot of reluctance.

"Then you came to me..."

"In addition to feelings, in fact, I still admire you, if I had your city when I was as young as you, I wouldn't have lost him. There is no other meaning to say goodbye to you, and ... Treat him well. ”

Her departing figure looked a little lonely, although Yuan Xiaotang couldn't bear it, but in front of feelings, everyone could only choose to be selfish.

She didn't ask Chu Yi what he told her, but one thing is certain, he treats feelings seriously, and he treats the first relationship seriously, not that he has no attachment, but chooses to keep it in his memories, even if he doesn't read it often, but he occasionally feels something in the dead of night, of course, he won't let her know, and she won't try to find out, she knows what respect is.

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