Chapter 448: Life and Death Go Together
Xuan Feilun didn't struggle, and let me pull him into the inner room. But when he saw the only bed inside, his face became unnatural, he looked at me and said, "Xiaoyue, you go to bed early, I'll go outside and keep watch." With that, he turned around and was about to go out.
"Flywheel, don't go!" I suddenly grabbed the corner of his clothes, "Don't go outside, just stay here with me, okay?" "The uneasiness in my heart can no longer be hidden at this moment, and it is all left in my eyes.
Xuan Feilun seemed to sense my abnormality, turned around, didn't ask me what was wrong, just took me in his arms, and whispered: "Okay, I'm not leaving, I'll accompany you, as long as you want, I will always accompany you." β
I listened to my nose, buried my head in his arms, and said in a muffled voice: "Na, you have to talk to him!" You won't be allowed to leave me in the future!" Hearing him say this, the worry and uneasiness in my heart turned invisible at this moment.
He tapped me lightly on the head, "Little fool! How is it possible not to leave a single step? What's going on your head? β
I coquettish, "I don't care, I just want you not to leave a single step!" β
He laughed angrily at me, "You're so unreasonable! β
I laughed and said, "I'm not being reasonable!" How are you! β
"Alright, alright, it's not early, let's go to bed early!"
I didn't give up, "Oh, you haven't promised me yet?" β
Xuan Feilun finally said helplessly: "I promise you, this will always work!" β
I laughed, "Hmm! β
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I lay in bed, but I didn't feel sleepy at all. The mission is about to fail, how can I possibly sleep?
I turned my head to look at the Flywheel, which was lying quietly beside me.
His eyes were tightly closed, and his chest was heaved together, as if he was asleep.
But I know that he didn't actually fall asleep, because if he did, his eyes wouldn't be so tight. He must have been afraid of arguing with me, so he deliberately pretended to be asleep.
Looking at that face that was vague and familiar in the darkness, my mind raced.
I sat up from my bed suddenly.
Xuan Fei took off, sat up and looked at me worriedly, "Xiaoyue, what's wrong?" β
It turns out that he really didn't fall asleep. Looking at him like this, my heart was sour, and I threw myself into his arms, "Flywheel, I'm afraid." β
I felt his heart beat flickering, then touched my head and said in a rare gentle tone, "Did you have a nightmare?" Don't be afraid, I'm here. β
I sniffed, "Hmm." β
He didn't know what I was afraid of, and I couldn't tell him.
After a while, I looked up from his arms and suddenly said, "Flywheel, you know what? This time, we may really not be able to persuade King Qi, and we may not be able to stop the war. β
Xuan Feilun froze for a moment and said, "Why do you say that?" β
I said, "King Qi seems to really want to be the emperor. β
Xuan Feilun was silent for a moment and said, "Oh, is it? β
"Aren't you surprised?"
"Nothing surprising. If he didn't have that idea, then what is he doing it for? β
I sighed, "yes, it's me who was stupid and naΓ―ve." I always thought that he was forced to do this out of desperation, and that he was taking revenge. I always fantasized that I could convince him to let go of his hatred and stop the war, but now it seems impossible. β
Xuan Feilun touched my head and said, "You still know that you are stupid!" β
"I'm not stupid, I'm kind." I glared at him, "I'll tell you about business, don't interrupt." β
Xuan Feilun also said with a straight face: "Don't be discouraged, I expected that this might be the result from the beginning......
"Since you know we can't persuade us, why didn't you say it earlier and let us run for nothing?"
He touched my head, "Because you want to come, I'll come with you." β
I was very moved, but before I could say anything, he continued, "And if I had said it at first, you wouldn't have believed it." β
"Am I that kind of person?" My mouth is hard, but I say in my heart, you still understand me.
He paused for a moment, and then added, "And...... I want to ...... again What if you can really convince him? I believe in your abilities. β
There seemed to be a slight vinegar flavor in his words.
I gave him a roll of the eyes and said angrily: "Thank you for your trust in me, I'm afraid there is no case, I don't have any confidence at all now." I thought of something and asked, "Flywheel, if we really can't persuade him, what do you think we should do next?" β
Xuan Feilun glanced at me and asked, "What do you want to do?" β
"I don't know, that's why I asked you? What are your plans? β
Xuan Feilun looked at me, with some hesitation in his eyes, "You asked me to say it, I said it, you are not allowed to be angry?" β
"I'm not angry, do you?" I'm busy.
He looked to the north, his eyes resolute, "If I can't dissuade the war, I want to go to the north!" β
I was stunned, "To the North?" Why? β
"I want to go to the north to stop the Beijung people from coming in!"
I looked at him stunned, happy and melancholy at the same time. He is not a coward, he is a man who stands up to the sky, and he has the courage and sentiment to fight for the country and his family, which is really happy. The melancholy thing is that in this way, we will not be able to go back to Qingqing Valley and live our life without fighting with the world.
Looking at him like this, I also made up my mind. yes, I shouldn't be selfish anymore, I should be like him! Although the war did not start because of me, I have a responsibility that cannot be shirked. I have to do something, even if we still can't change anything in the end, we have to keep going.
"Flywheel, you're right. If we really can't make King Qi change his mind, then I will accompany you to the northern border, and we will drive the Beirong people out together!" I said with pride.
Xuan Feilun denied, "No, you can't go, it's too dangerous there." β
"If you can go, I can go, and I will be together forever." I made up my mind that I wouldn't change easily, even though I knew he was doing it for my good.
Xuan Feilun didn't look like I was joking, and was a little anxious, "No, Xiaoyue, I heard that the Beirong people are very fierce, and they kill people without blinking, I can't let you take risks." β
I sneered, "Xuan Feilun, are you looking down on me?" Can't my current martial arts deal with a few Beirong people? β
Xuan Feilun hurriedly explained, "No! Of course not. I just ......"
"If you don't agree, you just look down on me......"
"I swear I really don't look down on you......" Xuan Feilun was anxious, pointing to the sky, and was about to swear.
I hurriedly pulled his hand down and smiled, "Okay, okay, I know!" I'm kidding you. I believe you. β
He glared at me and relaxed, "Can this kind of thing be a joke?" I won't let you go, I'm really afraid that you will be in danger. β
I said, "Of course I do." It's because I know the danger that I want to go. β
"Why?"
I looked at him, and there was tenderness in my eyes, "We said that we would be together forever and never leave." If you go, leave me alone, and I won't feel at ease for a moment. I must go with you. Even if there is a real accident at that time, then I will die with you. β
"Satsuki, thank you!" He looked at me stupidly, with both emotion and reluctance in his eyes, "But I still don't want to ......"
"Xuan Feilun, when did you become such a mother-in-law! Don't do it, that's it! β