Chapter 177 No hesitation

Time is extremely equal for everyone, and it will never stop moving forward because of your nostalgia and your reluctance.

And the long river of time will also bury and precipitate the joyful or sad past in the far-reaching tunnel.

It's like the scars she still aches in, even if she can't forget it, she can't let it go, so what? Isn't it finally a thing of the past?

If she was allowed to admit it against her will, she would have become unbearable about the past. If you say something insincere, you can deceive others, but can you deceive yourself?

No matter how hard her mouth is, the bloody scars still hurt...

In the evening, the cool breeze gently blew by, Cai Cai looked up at the gray sky, the bright starlight, not tonight.

At this time, she was standing here to wait for someone, someone who made her fall in love at first sight.

It was all in her expectation that he could agree to her invitation.

Because she could feel it, he wanted to talk to her well.

Looking at the gloomy rolling mountains in the distance, she reached out and held the big tree beside her, the lush branches and leaves on her head had quietly changed from green to golden, and they rubbed against each other in the breeze in layers, rustling.

She likes Mu Danchen because his face is full of sunshine and a warm smile, which makes her heart, which has been cold for a long time, feel the warmth of dissolving again.

She needs his warmth.

She could have expected an interview with him tonight, but the result would only be heartbreaking, but she still chose to do it without hesitation.

The last time she lost control of her emotions, she failed to adjust her mentality, and tonight, she believes that she will not be like that again.

Just because, in the emotional exchange between her and Deng Junting last night, she received his full support and encouragement.

He said:

"Love, to move forward, no matter what the final result is, you have worked hard, is the best explanation to yourself.

Unsatisfactory things in life, there are **, the moon in the sky, and there are also clouds and sunny days. We have to learn to appreciate the imperfection in perfection in order to appreciate another beauty that it sublimates to a higher level. ”

Yes, the pursuit of beauty is a process, and reaping the beauty is a result. As long as you are well prepared, even if you can't pick the good fruit in the end, try to accept the regret of imperfection.

A steady and gentle footsteps faintly came, it was him.

Cai Cai didn't look back, she still looked at the mountains in the distance, as if listening to the sound of the wind.

"Teacher Cai."

His deep, magnetic voice sounded softly in her ears, and it was so nice.

"Teacher Mu."

Cai Cai spoke slowly, and she looked back at the face that made her heart move.

The eyes of the two met each other, and they were both honest and honest.

"You can guess that I asked you out tonight to talk to you about something."

Bowing slightly, Mu Danchen did not speak.

He knows.

"Teacher Mu, do you know when I started liking you?"

Looking at him, she smiled softly:

"It was at the beginning of the semester, in the first meeting of the teachers' meeting, and when I first met you, I felt that you were the sunshine I was looking for."

The cool mountain breeze blew down a golden leaf, and it swirled and fell in mid-air, like a beautiful butterfly, dancing in front of their eyes.

"Because your smile is very warm, warm like a bright sunshine, shining into the darkest corner of my heart, and also giving me the courage to believe in love again."

Brushing away her windswept hair, she continued:

"To tell you the truth, I have experienced an unforgettable relationship, but as a result, I was hurt to the core, so from then on, I no longer believe in love."

The curvature of the corners of her lips, her smile, beautiful and gentle:

"It wasn't until I met you that I thought, perhaps, I should believe in love again."

&nbs

p; Turning her eyes into the distance, her voice was gently blown away by the wind and drifted into his cochlea:

"Frankly, my past wounds are still there, and they haven't healed yet, so..."

Turning, she stood in front of him, tilted her head slightly, and looked into his eyes:

"Whatever your answer is, I think, I can still bear it. That's just adding another scar to the original wound. ”

Looking back at her, Mu Danchen waited.

"Teacher Mu, please tell me honestly, have you ever liked me?"

She looked into his deep and distant eyes, trying to find a trace of hidden affection in them.

"Nope."

Her heart, tasting the tingling sensation, bit her lower lip and endured it for a moment, and she spoke again:

"Not at all?"

There was a slight mist in her eyes.

"Nope."

His answer was decisive and resolute, causing her eyes to slip a little sparkle, and the clear water light vaguely reflected a little bit of sparkle.

"Okay."

Her breath was unsteady, and her voice trembled a little, but she still looked at him strongly:

"Tell me, you like Roy, don't you?"

Mu Danchen didn't want to answer this question, he pursed his lips tightly and didn't speak.

The answer to this question has already been called out for a long time, and there is no need to ask him to confirm it in one more move.

A woman's instincts are sometimes really incredible.

smiled sadly, and another drop of crystal slipped down:

"Heh... yes, you don't need to answer me that question at all..."

Snorting, she sobbed and pleaded:

"I... Can I hug you? ”

Furrowing his brows, Mu Danchen didn't want to make such an intimate move with her.

His refusal made her tears fall uncontrollably, looking at the misty figure in front of her, she raised her head sadly, letting the tears roll down the sides of her cheeks, she kept blinking her eyes, trying to stop the speed of the raging tears pouring out.

It's a pity that everything was in vain.

A big hand patted her on the shoulder:

"I'm sorry."

These feather-like words made her suddenly raise her hands to cover her face, and she finally couldn't help crying:

"Don't tell me you're sorry... You're not sorry for me..."

Her twitching shoulders made Mu Danchen put down his hand.

It's painful, it's good to get through it.

Their choice was correct, in this quiet world, there was only the sad cry of Cai Cai, and the rustle of the branches and leaves.

It took a long, long time for her crying to slowly turn into sobbing.

With her red and swollen eyes open, she said to him intermittently:

"You... Let's go first... Bar... I'm here... Stay a little longer..."

Looking into her eyes, he said softly:

"Promise me, stop crying and take good care of yourself."

Nodding with red eyes, she watched as he turned away.

Tears once again couldn't help but burst out of my eyes.

When he was far away, she crouched down and hugged her knees, whimpering and crying lowly, for this emotion that had already withered before it could take root.

Behind a big tree not far away, Mu Danchen leaned against the thick trunk, he looked up at the sky that was gradually graying and black, and only felt that such an oppressive cold tone made people's hearts become gloomy and gloomy.

The quiet night was like water, and in the cold wind blowing from Xixi, he gradually couldn't hear her crying, and then he slowly walked away.

Feeling the numbness of her feet, Cai Cai raised her head from her knees, letting the cold wind blow through the coldness on her face, and she was stunned for a long time before slowly taking out her mobile phone from her pocket.

"Senior Deng, I failed to confess..."

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