Naturally, he said, "In a dream." ”

"I've also been to the space station in my dreams. That feels great. "It felt so nice to think about it now, it was quiet, and there was a rabbit in the dream.

"What do you see in your dreams?"

"A lot of stars, very bright and bright stars. I said. "And the breeze, gently blowing in my hair.

I continued. "And a cute rabbit who stayed with me all the time.

“

"Have you seen the Dream Girl?" he asked. I nodded and said, "You even know about this cartoon?" and he smiled and didn't answer.

"I also know that you have read the novel "The Little Prince", in fact, in addition to the earth, there are many planets suitable for human habitation, if one day you are tired of staying on the earth, you can go to live on other planets. "I was sure of what he said.

"yes," I was a little excited, and I didn't know what to say.

"So how do you find a planet that humans can live on? I remember scientists saying that they were trying to find a second Earth, so that when the number of humans exploded, there would not be enough habitable area on the earth, and humans could migrate to other planets. It is said that Mars is currently a planet that can be inhabited in place of Earth, and I heard that some scientists have found traces of water on Mars. I said.

He smiled and said, "There is a vehicle that can take you to the universe to explore new habitable planets, and this vehicle can travel a billion light-years in a second at an ordinary speed." ”

"How many meters is a light-year?" I smiled awkwardly,

"I forgot all about physics in junior high school. ”

"I don't remember either.

Li Yifeng said. "I'll go to the universe when I'm fine. Wandering.

"I suddenly hugged his head and snuggled up to him, and tears began to fall. "What are you crying about?

He said, "I listened to his heartbeat, felt his temperature, and felt like I was back in my girlhood many years ago. "Although I want to go to space, I am very afraid of the huge planets, because compared to them I am like the smallest component of basic matter, which is much smaller than dust, protons, I have been to space in my dreams, and I am floating in space.

"I was scared by a lot of huge planets, like Saturn. I remember you talking about this thing, this dream.

Li Yifeng continued. "When I was a child, not long after I dropped out of school and got married, I always felt that I would meet a lot of good people and good things in my life, and these good people and good things were arranged by the gods.

It's also arranged by my own feelings, but I have experienced a long period of boredom, and I have experienced a long period of pain, and then I try to escape, in fact, I don't want to escape at all, I want to get out of that painful state, but the more I want to break free, the more I find that those who may be the extraordinary people who are chosen by God need to experience the boredom and pain, because when a person's life is always smooth, TA will not be able to experience the hardships of others, and the mentality will feel that I am born with a sense of superiority, I should be born an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, and even more abnormal than the IQ of ordinary people, so I always feel that when I am different from others, I am worse than others, so there is a natural inferiority, until later, I experienced more, saw more others, only to find that when I was different from others, it was because I was better at observing and appreciating the beauty of life than others, when others were talking nonsense, I was silently observing the things they thought were insignificant, and I was thinking about what structure those insignificant things would have such a beautiful appearance?

How can those insignificant things be made more perfect and better? And so I gradually became a little silent in the group.

"He-Li Yifeng is still listening to me carefully," I sometimes think a lot in my heart, but rarely say it, just like when I read a book, I was thinking that the book became an automatic page turning good, automatic page turning is to turn the page by the mind, so that I can free my slightly lazy hands-on hand, although there is now a software that can listen to books, but I don't have much confidence in my hearing, I feel that I will hear it wrong, I remember when I was a child, an English teacher asked me and other classmates to write English words silently, and she suddenly seemed to burp 'vomit-' After a while, I looked back at her, and her expression turned out to be 'see what you would write on the blackboard', and as a result, I didn't write anything and waited for her to continue to read the English words of the Chinese words, and then after checking all the words silently, she actually said a very clear word 'steal', and also drew a circle in the blank space where I touched and wrote, saying that I didn't write this word because I couldn't write, I thought to myself that I just heard you make a strange tone, and I don't know if you are pronouncing 'stealing' You pronounce this word so clearly now, did you deliberately pronounce it so vaguely that I can't touch it?

It turned out that the other two students wrote except for two who couldn't write silently, 'I can also write this word.'

I thought to myself, but I can't say it now, she misunderstood me like that. Oops.

I still glanced at Li Yifeng, "Am I talking too much and too lazy?"

"You don't talk much, and you've always been diligent.

I smiled, "You look good when you smile, you look really good."

I smiled again, and Li Yifeng said: "Actually, you can go to acting and be an actor." I think you'll be a good actor.

"Really?

My eyes widened. "Ugh.

He nodded slightly. Then he put his arm around my waist and said, "What's wrong with you today? How do you feel like you just met me?"

We've all been married for so long?

"I don't know.

I said. I am like that sometimes, I say, "I am like this sometimes, I have lived for more than 20 years, but I suddenly feel like I have just started to live, as if I have just encountered everything around me." ”

"How long has this been going on?

He asked. "I can't remember, it's been years.

I said, then I put my arms around him and said, "If only I had been with you forever."

"Do you believe that people can live forever? As long as people can live forever, we can be together forever."

Suddenly I said, "I'm sleepy."

"Then I want to get under the covers and get some sleep. But I still held his hand, pulled him to the bed, and then we lay side by side and closed our eyes, a Taoist temple came to mind, I walked in with him hand in hand, it was still a newly built Taoist temple, the name of the Taoist temple is Xiao Seal or Lishu I am a little vague, "This is the Sanqing Taoist Temple,

Li Yifeng said, "How do you know?

"These words should be Lishu, I learned some Lishu in my spare time.

"After I entered with Li Yifeng, I began to walk to the side of the room, the whole Taoist temple is circular, the courtyard is also circular, and in the center of the courtyard there is a circular altar-like cement built of carved high platform. Entering the room on the side, I found that there was a big water tank inside, and when I got closer, I saw that it was still empty, "I came here in 2014, when I wrote a suicide note, I wanted to leave home alone and then jump into the sea, but I met a person, he is a Taoist priest."

I said. "What impressed me most about this room was a painting of a bird standing on a branch, and there were a few brightly colored peony flowers under the tree, and the bird's expression seemed to be imagining the happiness and sweetness of having a mate with him, but somehow, I always felt that there should be a pair of birds standing on the branch, but the author drew one, and there were two lines of poetry on the painting, and the content of the poem was roughly that when you get married, you will be rich and prosperous for a lifetime.

I feel as if it's me.

After saying that, I walked outside the room, and after a few steps I came to a staircase, which led to the second floor, and I couldn't remember how many floors this temple had, whether it was two or three. I just remember very well that I wanted to go to the second floor, because there was a room on the second floor that made me feel very comfortable, it felt so good, it attracted me to want to go up and have a look, I remember that there was a white shirt hanging in front of that room, I can't remember whether it was a shirt or a button-up shirt, and then I started to climb the stairs step by step, Li Yifeng followed me, what was in this room? Why did it make me feel so comfortable? I wondered.