But it doesn't seem to matter so much anymore, maybe people can only realize their true selves in extreme cases, and if they can protect everyone, Li Ru doesn't mind becoming a madman.

In fact, he already has some tendencies in this area, and there may be a lot of things to do and dangers to face, but he feels very calm now, and he is a little scared when he is calm, maybe he really has something wrong in some place, and he only remembers to lose, and he doesn't know whether the behavior is good or bad regardless of the risk.

Rubbing his temples, Li Ru actually understood in his heart that it was just reality that forced him to this point, if there was only Li Wei all the time, many dangers could be avoided, and now there are two more women, one of whom is still pregnant, the burden on his shoulders is heavy, and his mood is different, and he even plans to give up his plan to go home.

Now there are four people, no, it should be counted as three people, Li Ru thinks about it and has to start trying to let them take on some things in the future, although they are all women, but there is always something that can be done, but if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, even if you want to do it, Li Ru also plans to start with Li Wei first.

A night of cranky thinking has no result, but things always have to be done, Li Ru took a homemade spear or spear, and went out directly to practice, the density of monsters in this area is very low, in Li Ru's opinion, it is a natural combat training ground.

There was a stabbing sound, the sharp pole head did not reach the monster's chest, and the monster fell in response, this is already the tenth monster that Li Ru put today, tried to attack various parts, and sure enough, the heart and head are the key points, but the head is not easy to hit because the monster shakes more when it rushes over, so the position of the heart of the attack chest is the best, and it must be fast at the same time, otherwise it will not be able to deal with many monsters, Li Ru did not dare to hold it up, and stabbed a few monsters to death and complacently thought that he could go out of the mountain, But insist on not necessarily looking for a lone monster to kill around, until there is really no strength to kill again, Li Ru has stabbed nearly fifty monsters to death, at first Li Ru hit the monster chest once and had to make up two more times to ensure that the monster died, that is because although he hit the chest but did not hit the heart position, and gradually became proficient, the kung fu paid off, he can basically kill with one hit.

It was not dark yet, but Li Ru's hands and feet were sore, and he felt almost, so he went home, and the tip of the pole head had been stabbed by him, so he had to go back and sharpen it again, and the head of the gun was full of blood, which was not good for cleaning, Li Ru did not know whether the monster's body fluids were at risk of contact infection, so he did not dare to take the risk.

Why did you go?

I went to practice marksmanship. Li Ru said a little proudly, and gestured a few times with the blood-stained headless spear.

Maybe it's the aggressive instinct of male animals, Li Ru is a little enthusiastic, although the monsters can no longer be counted as people, but Li Ru can still feel the pleasure of killing, like drug addiction, giving people paralyzing pleasure in this dangerous world, reason tells Li Ru that this feeling is not good, but he still can't help but be a little addicted.

Li Wei didn't know what he meant by the so-called marksmanship, but he hadn't come back and was worried about him, seeing that he had come back safely, he was relieved, and wanted to reprimand him, but the words came to her mouth and swallowed back, although she didn't say it but knew in her heart how much Li Ru had paid, he came back for so long must be for the future, Li Ru is not as weak as he looks, but is already unexpectedly capable, and he can't understand him anymore.

Li Ru didn't want Li Wei to worry, so she didn't tell her what she was going to do, at least she had to wait until she completed her purpose before talking about her madness, and Li Qiulan on the side had been very honest and silent since she was with them, not saying but doing, trying her best to help with some things she could, and she also took on a large part of the cleaning work in the supermarket, you must know that there were originally dead bodies in the supermarket, which was not easy for a girl to accept, Li Ru had a good impression of her, And she seems to be like sisters with Li Wei in just a few days, which shows that her emotional intelligence is very high, but Li Ru obviously feels that Li Qiulan has a special eye for herself, if it is like that from the beginning, forget it, but Li Ru feels that it has only changed after being with them, and he thinks that he has never said or done anything bad or may be bad to her, so he can't figure it out, and he doesn't have the slightest clue.

Han Chunmei thanked him gratefully after her state stabilized, but due to the limited living conditions now, her physical condition as a pregnant woman is not optimistic, if she continues like this, after a while, but she can't live a lifetime, she may be able to live, but the fetus in her womb will be difficult to protect, if the fetus is stillborn, the last support in her heart is lost, and the person whose heart is like ashes can be imagined.

It is necessary to improve the quality of daily meals, and for a pregnant woman, balanced nutrition is very important, but having said that, it is difficult to do, and doing his best is the only thing he can do at the moment.

As usual, Li Ru slept near the exit, and it was a little reluctant to squeeze four people into that small room, the most important thing was that Li Ru couldn't stand that atmosphere, and stayed with a few women all the time, Li Ru couldn't stand it physiologically, he was also a normal man, especially in this case, sometimes desire is a kind of torment, so he usually kept his distance from them as much as possible, he didn't want to make mistakes, sometimes he felt that he was getting closer and closer to the red line, but he knew that once he crossed that bottom line, it would only gradually fall, The result of self-indulgence is undoubtedly the end of the same thing.

If he really wants to die, then he also hopes to die as a person in the end, Li Ru thinks this is his last willfulness.

Everything seems to be ready, today Li Ru holds the flagpole that has been resharpened, looking at the monsters wandering at the entrance of the community, although his arms are still a little sore because of yesterday's vigorous exercise, but it will not have much impact.

Li Ru approached the gate of the community, gently tapping the ground with the tail of the flagpole, making a clanging sound to attract monsters to come, Li Ru had experience in this area, and learned to control the sound volume to control the range of influence, so that he could attract fewer monsters at a time, and this small detail could reduce the risk a lot.

The plan went unexpectedly smoothly, and in less than a cup of tea, Li Ru cleaned up the monsters inside and outside the door, and Li Ru took a gun to patrol the community for a week, eliminating the scattered remnants of the monsters, and then relaxed a little, as for the monsters that may exist in the household, it can only be said later.

Li Ru went to the nearest building and a unit, many rooms and doors were closed, and the forced opening of the door was too loud, before the situation was clear, Li Ru did not dare to die like this, only carefully searched the room with the door wide open, in the end, it was a household, only two were searched, and the living materials were relatively sufficient, Li Ru did not plan to take it back, but was ready to make a place here, the supermarket was not suitable for long-term living after all.

He also briefly investigated the other buildings, the high-rise is not easy to do, but the residents on the first floor can basically understand the internal situation through the window, the number of monsters trapped in the building is really a lot, many closed room doors have one or two monsters, Li Ru roughly estimated that there are probably no less than a hundred monsters in this community.

Li Ru simply cleaned up a relatively convenient room, the master bedroom and guest room are enough for four people to rest, the best is that there is still half a tank of liquefied natural gas left in the kitchen, although the refrigerator is broken, but the eggs in the fresh-keeping room are still intact, plus there are some bags of polished rice in the supermarket, there are vegetables planted in the lawn, the whole set of kitchen utensils in the kitchen is intact, and a long-lost hot meal is what Li Ru is looking forward to the most.

Taking advantage of the fact that it was not yet dark, Li Ru went back and asked Li Wei and the two to pack up their things and move to the room vacated by Li Ru with Han Chunmei, who was physically inconvenient, although he heard Li Ru say that there were still many monsters around that could not come out, but Li Wei believed in Li Ru, and he was relieved to let them come, that is, he didn't have to worry too much about danger.

Li Ru found a lot of candles from various families, tonight is also a rare bright night, four people sit around the dinner table, this long-lost feeling makes Li Ru a little tearful, Li Ru has not cooked for a long time, dinner is still made by Li Wei, Li Qiulan is helping on the side, the meal is very simple, scrambled eggs and fried vegetables, plus a big pot of rice, this is already a very rich meal for them now, everyone is in a good mood, there are many words, the four of them have a word to chat, chatting about the good past, Chatting about the uncertain future, in the flickering candlelight, a happy scene, Li Ru wants to protect the beauty of this moment forever, for this moment, his efforts are worth it.