Chapter 350: Inattentive
Chapter 314 is careless
Maybe it's all about not loving, if you don't like something, you really don't like it completely, and when he doesn't want to pay for the Su family anymore, he really doesn't want to pay at all.
Because there are already too many things to give, and no matter how much you give, there is no return, so why pay so much? Pay, no return, even by someone, go? Even having to be responsible for people, all of this is too disappointing.
Su Jinyun also thought about it so much for the first time, once, he felt that he would be a slave to the scholar in this life, but now she feels that she doesn't need to pay so much because of the summer vacation, I really don't know.
The people of the Su family are not worth paying so much, the people of the Su family are not worth it, these are not worth it, they are not worth it, why should they do it? And why bother?
Seeing that Gao Zhao can't go on, why can't he be happy? Why can't you be happy for yourself, live once, there are only so many in a person's life, and there is only one chance in a person's life, why can't you?
Go for yourself.
I'm gone, why because of someone else? If you are alive, why should you work hard because of others? Can't you work hard for yourself? Can't you make some plans for your life?
What are other people? What's the matter with everyone else? Why should I be lived by others? Why do you want to go and see what others think, why can't you be brave and insist on living for yourself?
So why should people be stubborn? Why is it so stubborn? What's the point of being so stubborn? It doesn't make any sense at all, it doesn't make sense now, so why continue to be stubborn? If you are on the wrong path, you know that it is wrong, why do you want to keep going, why don't you know to turn back? This is the wrong path, and it is also wrong to continue.
What is wrong is always wrong, so why keep being wrong? What's the point of going on? Why can't you go to the right path, choose the right path, is a very people's choice.
Something worth doing.
The right path can change a person's life.
Therefore, embarking on a road of no return is not the same as embarking on a correct path, they are two different things, so it is different, life is also different, when you choose what kind of life, what kind of life you have to adhere to.
Originally, Su Jinyun also thought so, and felt that what kind of life she chose should be insisted on, but what was the result of persevering? If you persist and there is no result, there is no result, so what is the point of persevering? So why stick to it?
Since there is no point in persevering, and since there will be no results if you persist, why not get lost? Wouldn't it be better to know if you were lost? Why keep making a bad decision, making a bad choice? Why be so stupid? Why go on like this? It's not a responsibility, these people are stupid, it's really stupid.
Thinking of my own ignorant thoughts in those years is actually a very stupid thing, stupid to the point of being unreasonable.
Is he lost now? It's rare that he has now found a reason for him to stick to it, and also let him leave Shujia Island to travel, in fact, this is a very rare decision, in fact, this is a very good decision, and it is also a decision that makes people feel admired.
Because he has persisted for so long and persisted for so many years in those years, and now being able to make such a change is actually a thing that makes people feel happy and excited, at least Su Yunman is happy for his decision, at least Su Yunman will support him for such a choice, as long as someone stands by his side, as long as someone insists on his choice, he feels that he has not done anything wrong, the decision he once made is wrong, and now he has corrected his mistake.
This is the right life, if you still insist on those, it is really, a big fool, she never wants to be this big fool again, this big fool, has been doing it for many, many years, she also wants to change, she also wants to change her life, no longer be that little fool, whether it is a big fool or a little fool, he doesn't want to be a fool anymore, he also wants to be a good person, he wants to live for himself, live a person, not live for others, what others do has nothing to do with him, No matter how intriguing the loser is, no matter how bad it is, it has nothing to do with him.
Originally, she hated these intrigues, she felt that she was a family, why did she do those intrigues? But not everyone thinks like him, not everyone thinks like him, he thinks that nothing matters, if everyone is like him, there will be no more things that can't be communicated, maybe this is also his idea is too simple.
But is it so simple, really pure and fruitless, without any results, so that you will only continue to be in the wrong place, in the wrong place, when you continue to go on the wrong time?
That is really hopeless, when it is still too late to save it, he hopes that he can have a correct choice to leave the Su family, this is his most correct choice.
Over the years, he has not been able to decide, he has never thought about what to change, because he has never thought about making any changes in his heart, because he has never felt that this is wrong, not that he does not think that this is wrong, but he knows that this is wrong, but he still has not changed, and it is precisely because of this kind of thinking that he will never think of changing for himself.
Over the years, he has always thought like this, he has been ingrained in this kind of thought, and he will never change, but since he met Su Yunman, since Su Yunman told him those things, he began to slowly reminisce about his whole life, and felt that life was too much of a failure, and he felt that his life was an example of failure.
I obviously want to change something, but in the end, nothing has changed, I can't stick to it, I can't stick to the result, I can't stick to it, I can't do it, because I can't stick to it.
I used to think that I could persevere, I used to think that I could keep going, keep going like this, and change the position of others, but now in Taobao County, I have no way to change others, and I can't even change myself.
This kind of thinking will make people feel particularly frustrated, will make people feel that they are special failures, will make people feel that this kind of life has no meaning, when a person's life is meaningless, there is no reason to persevere.
What kind of life is a meaningless life? A life without meaning is not a life at all, so what is the meaning of such a life? What's the use of being really deep? What is the difference between such a person and a dead person?
So now he has learned, now he has learned to change himself, he has learned to change his thinking, he has learned to do what he wants to do, instead of blindly living for others, this is not right, this is not right, this is not what should be done.