Chapter 145: Easier said than done
arrogant, arrogant, narcissistic, mean, shameless, indecent, filthy......
Nangong Xuehai searched through all the derogatory terms she could think of in her mind.
Damn stinky fox, sassy fox, I'll make you scream, I'll let you show off, I'll stomp, I'll grind, I'll stomp.
A precious piece of letter paper was crumpled into a ball by Nangong Xuehai and thrown on the ground, trampled and ravaged in one fell swoop.
This piece of letter paper has become the embodiment of a thousand rain and stars.
Poor letterhead!
Bad luck letterhead!
Innocent letterhead!
In this way, he became the scapegoat of Qianyu Xingchen, and in this way, he became the punching bag of Nangong Xuehai.
Have you ever loved someone.
Have you ever hated someone.
For example, Kong Qinglan and others are the people Nangong Xuehai likes and loves.
Like the flow of a thousand rains and stars, he is the person that Nangong Xuehai hates and hates.
However, this is only the current situation.
Everything in the world, all things in the world, nothing is immutable.
After years of precipitation and specific tests, loving someone or hating someone can be transformed into each other.
Who is the ultimate manipulator of love and hate, and that is time.
As the saying goes, the road knows the horsepower, and the people will see it over time.
Ay......
It's really poured eight lifetimes of blood mold, saved such an ancestor, and met such a superlative.
"Qianyu Xingchen, this bastard, is deliberately avoiding my aunt and grandmother."
It is also called "retreat and cultivation".
hum
Shut the birds!
Cultivate a bird practice!
I'm in such a hurry, I'm in a hurry to be reincarnated!!
She wants to scold the street and be angry, but she has no place.
it.
Depressed.
The passion and strength of Nangong Xuehai's battle seemed to have been drained by a water pump all at once.
I saw her sigh and sit on the chair dejectedly, staring blankly at the roof of the carved railing.
There are many thoughts......
Neither crying, nor laughing, nor fighting, nor scolding, nor making trouble, nor being quiet.
not
One word,
Bother.
Just slept a little, alas...... I barely got some sleep.
Amitabha, forgive her self-paralysis and deliberate forgetfulness.
She really, really, didn't want to remember those three days and three nights of madness......
However, can self-paralysis, deliberate forgetting, be treated as if something never happened?
The answer is – no.
Although the ambiguous traces on her body are gone, the unique masculine aura of Qianyu Xingchen still lingers around her for a long time and has not dissipated.
It shows and reminds that none of this is the mirror and moon she hoped for, a phantom in a dream.
According to common sense, after double cultivation with Qianyu Xingchen, her cultivation was promoted from the fifth order of the Jiedan to the peak of the late Yuan Infant stage, which is a flying speed, which others may not be able to do for thousands of years.
She achieved it without much effort, and after a good night's sleep.
Moreover, there are follow-up benefits......
She should be happy, shouldn't she?
But in reality, she couldn't be happy.
Nangong Xuehai shook her head and smiled bitterly, asking herself.
Nangong Snow Sea, Nangong Snow Sea,
In order to fulfill the master's last wish, you want to protect the people you want to protect, you pursue the road of immortality in order to get rid of birth, old age, sickness and death, and you want to stand on the peak and see the mountains.
You superficially accepted the arrangement of Master Shui Ruyan, and you superficially succumbed to your own special physique.
But what about your heart?
It's still rejection, subconscious rejection, rejection in the bones.
Admit it
You are a woman after all, a relatively conservative woman.
Some things are easier said than done.
Even if she is a human being in two lives, she still can't get out of it.