Chapter 363: I Don't Want to

He sighed, "Okay...... I admit it...... At that time, I had some intention to stimulate the third child. And...... And......" he looked at me, looking a little embarrassed, "I also liked her a little at the time. ”

“……”

"I just don't know, but she's like this now."

“……”

"In this palace, even simple people will become complicated." He suddenly looked at me with a deep gaze, "It's only you, and you're still so simple and kind, which is why I value you." ”

I looked at the emperor in a daze, and I hadn't recovered from his words.

I thought that I would be happy when I said it, but I didn't expect to get such an answer. Far from being lighter, my mood is heavier at the moment.

Should I believe the emperor's words, if it is really as he said, he did not take advantage of Concubine Li.

So what about him?

What did he do to me like this?

Is it utilization?

If you use it, he is the emperor, the king of a country, why would he tolerate me so rudely, and explain so much to me so patiently?

If not exploitation, then for what?

Have you forgotten that you were so bullied because you were too innocent before?

Therefore, if he didn't use Concubine Li to deal with King Yu, it doesn't mean that he won't use you to deal with King Luo. So, you are still a pawn, a pawn that cannot decide your own fate.

I didn't dare to think about it, so I hid the panic in my heart, and pretended to be calm: "Since you like her." Then why are you trading her for me? And why did you send her to King Yu? Isn't that a use? ”

The emperor looked at me and couldn't laugh or cry, "Hey, I'm here to save you!" Isn't it too unconscionable for you to say that! ”

"I ......" I still felt that I was very reasonable, but now I feel more and more like I am being unreasonable, the emperor is really the emperor, I am still too tender.

I hurriedly pleaded for sin: "The emperor forgives me, I just want to figure things out, Xiaoyue is a wild girl in the countryside, she has no knowledge, she doesn't listen to what she says, it's really not ungrateful......"

He stretched out his hand and pointed at me, a little helpless and a little reproachful, "You said that I sent Concubine Li to King Yu's side?" Concubine Li told you, you even believe her words, but you don't believe me? I saved you. ”

"I ......" I bowed my head weakly, unable to speak. He is really amazing, just two simple sentences, I was speechless. Not only did my anger disappear, but I felt a little guilty and felt like an ungrateful bad person.

"I didn't send her to King Yu. I was just hoping to get you back. I really didn't plan to give up on her at that time, my plan was to bring both of you back, and I made careful arrangements. Before doing this, I also asked her for advice, and she didn't have any objection at the time, but I didn't expect that she would hurt you so unknowingly. It's okay, you're fine. Otherwise......" He snorted coldly, his gaze turning cold.

Now I know that I have completely lost, and now the question is not whether I believe it or not, but whether I believe it or not. The emperor's eloquence is much better than mine, I really can't talk about him. What he said was reasonable and flawless. I knew I shouldn't have believed him, but I just couldn't think of any reason not to believe him.

I just said, "Oh, I see." It seems that Xiaoyue misunderstood the emperor. Satsuki, I know it's wrong. Please punish the emperor. ”

"Punishment?" He looked at me, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, revealing a faint smile with a hint of banter, "You should indeed be punished!" ”

My heart fluttered.

What will he do to me next?

"But what to do?" He blinked at me, his eyes shining with a charming light, and his tone was faintly doting, "But I am reluctant to punish you!" ”

Seeing that he didn't get angry, but looked at me like this, I panicked even more and didn't know what to do.

The smile on his face slowly faded, and he looked at me distractedly, his eyes blurred and deep.

I was so flustered that I didn't know what to do, and I clutched the quilt tightly with my hands.

He took a breath and said, "I've talked about it today, so ......"

My heart jumped, what did he want to say?

Suddenly, he reached out and took my hand, placing it in his wide palm.

I stared at him with wide eyes, and my heart stopped beating.

I suddenly seemed to understand what he was trying to say, and I panicked even more. I began to struggle hard, trying to pull my hand out of his hand.

"Don't move!" He couldn't say anything, and said very domineeringly: "Today, I will tell you." Why did I save you? And why do I explain so much to you! It's because ......"

I stopped his words and immediately said, "Don't say it, don't say it, Xiaoyue understands, understands!" "I'm really scared that he will say it, whether he is true or false, once he says it, he can't take it back.

"You understand!"

He looked stunned, his hand was not so tight, and I quickly pulled out my hand. But the heart still can't be calm, pounding.

He looked at me quietly, his expression still calm, his eyes still deep, his gaze still unfathomable. I really couldn't tell what he was thinking from his gaze, and I couldn't tell if he was true or fake.

He smiled suddenly, there seemed to be a river of spring water in his eyes, flowing quietly, and the smile on his face slowly expanded, covering his entire face, like a fire in summer, warm and hot.

"Since you understand, I won't say it. I've had a busy day today, I'm really tired, and I'm going to rest. Are you ......" stood up and looked at me condescendingly, with a smile shining like stars in his eyes.

I was stunned, "What? ”

He pointed to the bed, blinked, and said as a matter of course, "I'm tired and need to rest." Shouldn't you lean in and let me rest? ”

I stared at him dumbfoundedly with wide eyes for a long time before I came back to my senses.

Oh my God, how can this be?

You don't even give me time to think about it.

What am I going to do?

I was so anxious that I was about to cry, "Your Majesty, you should go to your concubines, they are all waiting for you." ”

His face sank, and he frowned, "Don't you understand my intentions?" Why do you still say such things. After saying that, I didn't care if I agreed or not, and sat on the edge of my bed very recklessly, "I don't care, I like you here, I am willing to be here with you!" I'm going to sleep with you today! ”

Ah, I gasped.

He's too straightforward!

I just felt like I was going crazy.

I finally couldn't help it, and said recklessly: "Your Majesty, can I say that I don't want to?" ”