Chapter 355: Inattentive
Chapter 319 is careless
Fortunately, it is the old lady of the Su family, and she has been so picky that she has never been able to find the girl she likes, if she follows the old man's previous style, then she must just casually get him a wife. The old lady of the Su family is also very shrewd, because when he goes out, he also knows that if his son has a family, then the son's focus will definitely be biased towards the family, and if the poor family is poor, he may not have so much time to take care of the business, as long as he is dual-minded, so the old lady of the Su family is also a little hesitant at this point.
In addition, Su Jinyun didn't want to look for it himself, and then, just, it hasn't been there, and the old lady of the Su family didn't urge him, just let him like it, he can do whatever he wants, he doesn't care about any grandson or grandson at his age, he can't even discipline his own son now, how can he still call his grandson? And the Su family still has a large family, let her take care of it.
The old lady of the Su family still has a wife and concubine, anyway, he won't care about this, he will only care about his own interests, if he is threatened, he will definitely be unwilling.
My problem now is that Su Jinyun doesn't want to marry a wife and have children, and the old lady of the Su family also agrees very much, sometimes the old lady still pretends, and let Su Jinyun find a similar marriage.
But Su Jinyun hates this reason the most, that is, two people are together, she thinks that if two people are together, it must be because they love each other and have feelings for each other, and they are used to seeing it, those of the Su family are all buckled, Su Jinyun will have a wonderful feeling, and she feels that in this life, she will only love one woman, no, marry one more woman, he doesn't want to be like his father, he doesn't want to be like the old lady of the Su family, he marries so many wives and concubines, there are groups of wives and concubines, and the family is noisy every day.
Su Jinyun actually hates his uncle's family very much, although the Su family gave him everything, but he still hates being a monk, she doesn't like the atmosphere of the Su family, he even hates the atmosphere of the Su family, what she wants is just an ordinary and simple family, but the Su family is not a simple family, and it is also a family that often intrigues, just like a palace fighting drama, either you update it or my beans.
It's really because of this that Su Jinyun is reluctant to go home often, if it wasn't for the last resort, Su Jinyun didn't want to go home, he felt that family actually couldn't bring him happiness, and it would still bring her nightmares.
Why doesn't Su Jinyun go home often, in fact, this is the truth, it's not that he doesn't like home, I don't like those people at home, those people in the family who only intrigue with each other, he thinks that a family should be very warm, with a father and a mother, the two of them are affectionate and loving, two people accommodate each other and take care of each other, even if he eats porridge and mussels every day, he is willing, it doesn't have to be that kind of rich and expensive family, as long as he can eat enough and fill his stomach.
Su Jinyun's wish is actually very simple, he wants to be a simple person from beginning to end, he just puts his work at the center, he longs for a simple family, she longs for a gentle wife who can share everything with him.
But so far, he has not been able to meet a woman who makes him excited, he has never had a person who can make her heart move, maybe fate has not yet arrived, maybe it is because it has not yet reached that time, anyway, there is still no one for the time being.
Others say that when you meet that person, you will feel the feeling of heartbeat, but Su Jinyun has never had that heartbeat feeling, maybe that feeling is not something that ordinary people can experience, but Su Jinyun still longs for a peace, a simple family, not a family as complicated as the Su family, he has always disliked the Su family, every time he returned to the Su family, he felt a headache, especially when he saw those people in the Su family intriguing openly and secretly, he really couldn't see it.
Of course, every time Su Jinyun goes home, those people in the Su family will restrain a lot, which is why Su Jinyun can't take care of the eldest lady of the Su family, because at that time, Su Jinyun himself didn't like to go back to his uncle's house, so how could he take care of the eldest lady of the Su family? The Su family will become like that when they come to this family, it actually has a lot to do with it.
Su Jinyun has always known that the Su family is such an environment, so she hates the Su family, he doesn't like to say plus, but he has no way to change the Su family, because the entire Shu family is actually saying that he should also change, on the surface, he saw that it was him who had accumulated the Su family, but behind it was the old lady of the Su family who had been covering the sky.
The old lady of the Su family is in charge of everything in the Su family, and he has no right to speak, he is just a tool raised by the old lady of the Su family, a tool for work.
Su Jinyun has always known it, but he didn't, he wanted to change all this, because he was used to it, after so many years, he had long been used to being a working machine, and his life was as if he was born for the Su family.
No matter how much he doesn't like it, no matter how much he resists, he is still a member of the Su family, he is still raised by the Su family, even if she wants to change all this, there is no way to change it, at that time he will accept his fate, and he feels that this life should be regarded as a repayment.
But Su Yunman's matter gave him a vigilance, and it was precisely because of Su Yunman's matter that he had his own ideas, and he no longer wanted to be a puppet of the Su family, he would count the time he had paid too much, and he had put too much effort into the Su family.
When a person puts in too much effort for a family, but there is no return at all, he will feel cold, he will feel that all this is not worth it, he will feel that everything he does is meaningless, and it will make people feel that it is not worth it, and it is no longer important.
He worked so hard and worked hard just to make the Su family live a better life, but this was what he thought before, but even if he tried his best to do his best and do his best, the old lady of the Su family would not admit it, and he would not give him real power.
Many times, he also wants to change the entire Su family, but his efforts are in vain every time, but because every time it is in vain, he completely loses that motivation and the feeling of taking care of the whole family.