Chapter 271: My heart is biased
I was groggy and didn't know how long I had been asleep, and suddenly I felt someone gently caressing my face, it felt so familiar, I felt as if I had returned to my carefree childhood, and my mother always gently stroked my face like this, as if she wanted to rub me into her palm.
Mother, is that you? Did you come to see me? Mother, it's all daughters who are unfilial, and it's daughters who have burdened you!
I threw myself into her arms from the bed and hugged her, lying on her arms and crying bitterly, "Mother, I will be obedient in the future, and I will never be naughty again, don't go, don't go!" Will you always be with me? ”
My mother hugged me tightly in her arms, her arms were so warm, she gently stroked my head, and said softly, "Mother is not leaving!" Mother doesn't go! My mother will always be with you. ”
I felt a tear fall down my neck, and I panicked and looked up at her.
When I saw the person in front of me clearly, it was like someone had hit me the head, and I was stupid all of a sudden. I struggled out of her arms and lay down on the bed again, closing my eyes. I hate myself a little in my heart, why do I treat her as a mother, you bastard, you unfilial daughter.
"Satsuki, I know you're sad, and we're sad too. Alas! Princess Yuanhe sighed as she spoke, was silent for a while, and then said, "Xiaoyue, don't be sad, you still have your father, and me, I will be your mother in the future, okay?" ”
I felt a pain in my heart when I heard this, tears flowed down my eyes, I turned around and lay down, covering my ears, "I don't want to hear it, you go away!" ”
"I know you hate me, you hate me for robbing your father, you hate me for letting you live such a hard life. Speaking of which, maybe you don't believe it, I really didn't know that your father had your mother, and if I had known, I wouldn't have snatched him. ”
What's the use of talking about it now? It's too late to say anything.
I was still facing away from her, covering my ears. Tears flowed down his face, wetting the pillow below.
"You think we hurt your mother, don't you? You have to believe that it's really not us. We took you over, I really just wanted to compensate you well, but I didn't expect some gangsters to come in the house, we are not strictly supervised, I'm sorry! The emperor has personally ordered the Ministry of Punishment to strictly investigate this matter, and I believe that there will be a result soon, and justice will be given to you and your mother. ”
She paused and said, "You know what? When I learned their story, to be honest, I was really angry at first, hating your father for cheating on me, but after thinking about it, in fact, it was your mother who should be angry the most, and your mother who should be hated the most. I didn't expect that he had hurt her so much, and that she would do that. She's really great, for you, for your father, ...... I really admire her. If she is still alive, I will definitely give him back to her, so that you can be a family of three......"
I finally couldn't help it at this time, and cried: "You give me out, I don't want to see you, I don't want to listen to you." Get out! ”
"Xiaoyue, don't be like this, we..."
"You get me out, don't you hear! If you don't go out, then I'll go out. ”
"Good! Good! I'm out, I'm out! She sighed behind my back and said to Youlan and Xianghui, "You two take good care of her." ”
"Yes! Princess! ”
I heard that Princess Yuanhe had gone out, and said to Youlan and Xianghui: "What about Jia Siwen, I want to see Jia Siwen." ”
Youlan hurriedly said: "He's outside, I'll call him." ”
After a while, Jia Siwen walked in from outside, I sat crooked on the bed, and looked at Jia Siwen steadily, "Since you can save me, why can't you save her?" ”
Jia Siwen lowered his head and sighed: "When I came back, it was already late, too late, she was already ...... I'm sorry! ”
"I don't believe it! You can save me, why can't you save her? ”
"You're different from her, her stab hit her in the heart, and I can't save her. And you ......" he paused, then looked up at me with some inquiry in his eyes, "If it weren't for your body being different from ordinary people, I wouldn't have been able to save you!" ”
"What?"
"Your heart is different from others!"
I was stunned, "How is it different?" ”
"Your heart is a little bit longer than others, so the dagger didn't stab the heart, so I can save you."
I was a little surprised, "You said my heart is too long?" ”
Jia Siwen nodded, "Hmm! ”
I didn't expect that it was my partiality that saved my life. Although I knew that what he said was true, I still didn't want to believe his words in my heart, "I don't believe it!" You're lying to me, aren't you? I'm fine, and she must be okay too! I don't believe it, I'm going to see her, if I can't see her, I won't believe it, I'm going to see her. I struggled to get off the bed, and Youlan and Xianghui immediately stepped forward to stop me, "Miss Xiaoyue, you lie back quickly." ”
"You two hurry up and give me a change, I'm going to see my mother."
The two of them looked at Jia Siwen and didn't move.
Jia Siwen said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you. You really can't go out physically, so go back and lie down, right? ”
"Okay, then I'll do it myself." I put on my shoes and stood up suddenly, my head "buzzed" a little, my eyes were full of gold stars, my limbs were weak, and my feet were like stepping on cotton, fluttering, shaking a little, and I was about to fall.
Jia Siwen stretched out his hand to support me, "You don't even have the strength to stand, how can you get out?" ”
I fixed my mind, although I felt dizzy and couldn't lift my spirits, I still gritted my teeth and said, "I have to go to see her, no one should stop me, whoever stops me will get out of me." ”
"Then I'll go out first." Jia Siwen sighed and walked out.
Youlan and Xianghui had to change their clothes, and helped me slowly walk out of the inner room, Princess Yuanhe and Qin Yichang were sitting outside, and when they saw me coming out, they seemed to be a little surprised, and immediately stood up and ushered in, Qin Yichang said: "Xiaoyue, you have just woken up, your body is very weak, let's go back and lie down." It's cold outside, you must not go out, your body will not be able to stand it. Then he said to Youlan and Xianghui: "You two quickly help her in." ”
I saw that he was angry in my heart, turned my head and ignored him, broke free of Youlan and Xianghui's hands, and said to Jia Siwen: "Wenwen, come and help me, I want to see my mother!" ”
Jia Siwen had no choice but to come over and support me, and said, "Xiaoyue, don't go, it's been really cold these two days, and I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it if you go out now." Wait until you're feeling better, okay? ”
I was annoyed, "If you talk nonsense, then I'll do it myself." ”
"Okay, I'll hold you!" Jia Siwen had no choice but to help me go out.
"Xiaoyue, you better not go." Princess Yuanhe suddenly stopped me from behind.
I ignored her and continued walking.
"Xiaoyue, don't go! Your mother...... She...... She ......"
I heard something unusual about her words, and hurriedly turned around, "What's wrong with her, she's okay, isn't she?" Will you tell me soon? I looked at her expectantly.
Princess Yuanhe seemed a little embarrassed when she saw me like this, and she opened her mouth and seemed to be unable to speak, "She...... She ......"
I was a little anxious, "What the hell is wrong with her?" Say it quickly! ”