Chapter 52: Speaking Open (Plus Change)
When she said that she just wanted someone to talk to, although Yinhuan's tone was very light, Zongbei still felt the helplessness in her heart from her slightly exaggerated voice and movements.
Yes, what girl doesn't look forward to meeting someone who likes each other and can be with you for a lifetime?
After being silent for a long time, Zong Bei sighed and said to Yinhuan: "What you are worried about, according to common sense, is indeed like that, but the matter of feelings is actually quite unknown.
I don't want to say some nonsense to persuade you, but you have to promise me that if one day, when you meet a boy who has a crush on you, don't be in a hurry to refuse, and then make a decision after understanding, okay? ”
"Okay." Yinhuan replied quite quickly, and then laughed at himself, "I just don't know if I can have that opportunity in my life." ”
At this moment, Zongbei had a feeling that she didn't really know Yinhuan, and she had always felt that Yinhuan was a girl with strong self-esteem and a strong personality.
Now it seems that there is more inferiority complex mixed with this than she imagined, and all the hard shells are just a disguise that she uses to arm herself to protect herself.
After hesitating, Zongbei touched on a topic that he had never dared to touch head-on: "Yinhuan, do you hate the parents who gave birth to you?" ”
After a long silence, Yinhuan sighed: "If you hadn't persuaded me, wouldn't it be funny that I still want to know who they are?" ”
She didn't answer Zong Bei's question, but Zong Bei understood what she meant, even if she didn't know who the other party was now, and what kind of person the other party was, how could she really not hate it at all because of the mental trauma caused by her physical disability?
Feeling the heaviness of Zongbei's heart, Yinhuan chuckled and said: "Beibei, people are really very contradictory animals, you see, I want to know who they are, and I will hate them, but sometimes, I am grateful that they gave birth to me, otherwise, how could I meet my grandfather who loves me so much?"
It's true that grandpa is very tired of raising me to such a big age, but to tell the truth, because of my existence, it also makes grandpa have hope for life, otherwise, grandpa's character may not be better than now, right? ”
"Yes." Zongbei nodded approvingly, she knew that Yinhuan didn't just say this to comfort her, but the truth.
Before the confiscation of the silver ring, Mr. Zhu's personality was not to mention annoying, but he was absolutely lonely, plus he was physically disabled, and his family was poor, and he was basically destined to be single for a lifetime.
With the company of Yinhuan, Old Man Zhu found the motivation to work hard and the value of existence, although his personality is still a little unsociable, compared with before, it is very different.
Therefore, between Yinhuan and Old Man Zhu, there is no way to say who owes whom and who drags down whom, it is simply two poor people who help each other, which can be regarded as a matter of relying on the old and having little support.
"I also made my grandfather angry in the morning, and all the negative emotions came out, so I will talk to you about this ......" exhaled a long breath, this time Yinhuan's voice was really relaxed, "I have said everything in my heart, and I feel much more comfortable."
By the way, Beibei, don't be afraid of this and that when I talk because of my body, I, I know my own situation, if we are always so cautious when we talk, it won't be interesting, right? ”
Zong Bei nodded, and stroked her comfortingly: "Don't worry, I won't." ”
Yinhuan was interested in talking, so he continued: "Actually, although I am a little inferior, but self-confidence is still greater than inferiority, I don't believe it, all people in this world only look at the appearance and not the soul, of course, I was also emotional at that time, and what I said was a little extreme.
In fact, if I meet the person I like one day, even if he is poor, even if he is old, even if he is divorced, even if he has children, even if he meets all the conditions for being disliked, as long as I feel that he treats me and grandpa sincerely, I will not mind.
You have to face up to your own conditions, and you can't superficially ask others not to follow the rules and regulations to card the standard, and use the rules and regulations to card the standard, right? ”
Zongbei turned his head and shook his head amusedly: "I said, are you too honest today, I'm a little uncomfortable." ”
"It's not a hasty matter, but when it comes to this, I'll just say all my thoughts, so as not to make you worry and worry about it." Yinhuan said twice, "And the weather is good today, and there is no one on the road, so it's a very chatty atmosphere, don't waste it." ”
On the day of the lunar month, the wind is light, the sky is cloudless, and the sun is shining, which is indeed a rare good weather, so Zongbei prayed: "I hope that tomorrow will be the same weather, and we will be more comfortable when we go out." ”
Yinhuan patted her back with a smile: "Zong Da beauty, don't worry, you are the lucky one covered by God, and tomorrow will definitely be a good weather." ”
Zongbei was happy: "Yes, I am such a beautiful person, God has to cover me, okay, it's decided, tomorrow will still be such good weather!" ”
I didn't expect Zongbei to answer the call so shamelessly, Yinhuan was slightly stunned, and nudged her with a smile: "If tomorrow is not as warm as today, I won't accompany you." ”
Zongbei: "......" is she a bit of a rock to shoot herself in the foot?
The next day, as Zongbei prayed, the weather was fine, and the warmth was even better than the day before, so when she went to make an appointment with Yinhuan to go out, the other party smiled at her teasingly: "You are really God's favorite." ”
"That's it." Zongbei responded cheekily, said goodbye to Old Man Zhu, and set off happily with Yinhuan, this is also the first time she went to the county after she came back, with enough money in her pocket, and her mood was a little excited.
The two met Yin Qian and Yin Long in the middle of the road, the sister and brother were riding a bicycle alone, and Zong Bei was carrying a silver ring, and the speed would inevitably be slower.
It was rare that the sister and brother pretended not to see them, and quickly overtook them.
Yinhuan, who was sitting in the back seat of the car, looked at the figure farther and farther away, and said with a puzzled face: "Beibei, do you think they are right?" ”
"What's wrong?" Zongbei shrugged his shoulders, "Isn't that good?" ”
"You may not have noticed, I'll sit in the back, and when I find that when they overtake, they don't look at us quite right......" Yinhuan frowned, "They won't run to the front of the wend and wait for us, right?" ”