After returning to the villa, Qin Ming first took a bath, and wanted to fall asleep after taking a bath, but for some reason he had insomnia again.

Speaking of which, the frequency and time of his current sleep is completely out of the trajectory of a normal person.

Normal people are like Yi Shaodong, who can basically ensure 6 to 8 hours of sleep when they are fine, even if they need to stay up late during the event, they will make up for it after the event.

He was actually like this at first, sleeping at home for two days every time he returned from the incident, but he didn't know when he started to sleep less and less.

Not to mention 6 to 8 hours, even 5 hours is not guaranteed, like the other day in the incident, he may have slept less than 8 hours in a few days.

But the strange thing is that although he has such a poor sleep, not only is he not sleepy, but he is also relatively energetic. It's as if his current physical function does not need to be on standby to work, and he can work 24 hours a day. Especially at night, after the early hours of the morning, not only did he not feel sleepy, but he would be a little excited.

For this change in himself, he actually had some guesses in his heart, and felt that it was probably affected by the dark attribute in his body. The reason why it was not obvious before was because his dark attribute reserves were not much, but recently, his dark attribute reserves have been in a state of rapid growth, and even the whole person seems to be about to change to sneaky.

Walking into the bathroom and taking a closer look at the mirror on the sink, Qin Ming only felt that his face in the mirror was becoming distorted.

He turned on the faucet and slapped some cold water on his face, and when he looked in the mirror again, instead of returning to normal, he was more distorted.

In a trance, he seemed to see a self that had completely degenerated into a sneaky self.

Qin Ming subconsciously swung his fist towards the mirror, but before the fist could touch the mirror, he forcibly took it back. Because anger seems to be the act of a coward most of the time, if there is a problem, solve it, if there is a problem, solve it, if there is a problem, you will solve the problem, and hammer the mirror with your fist, what is the matter?

Vent? No. He didn't think he was qualified to vent, because no one forced him to take this path, although he had two attributes, fire and darkness, but he didn't have to improve the dark attributes, so to put it bluntly, this path of fire and darkness cultivation was chosen by himself.

And as early as the beginning of the choice, he probably expected some of the situations that would arise today. He was worried that the dark attribute would be discovered by the academy one day, and he was also worried that as the level of the dark attribute became higher and higher, his mind and other aspects would be affected until he would become a sneaky one.

He had actually thought about all of this, and the trend of change was indeed becoming more and more obvious. The anger in his heart is getting heavier and heavier, and he will always suddenly have the idea of wanting to kill, and he will always think of a solution to it to the extreme.

Let's just say that when he was in the multi-layered world, he had the idea of killing all the employees of Yuchang Company in his heart. Because then, if the sneaky is really hidden among the employees, then it will have nowhere to hide.

It's just that he didn't say this idea to Yi Shaodong and them, because this is too crazy and too cruel, don't say that others can't accept it, even when he calms down and thinks about it, he feels that this is not the idea that people think.

And in addition to the psychological changes, his desire for dark attributes has also become stronger than before. In the past, when he was in an incident, his first thought was how to solve the incident as soon as possible. But now, his first thought was how to absorb more of the dark attributes.

And in the incident, the more the number of victims, the greater the panic they experienced, the more desperate the situation, and the more dark attributes will be released, so he has almost lost the idea of saving people in the past.

Although he will feel something in his heart after the incident, those feelings are more like a kind of self-deception than before.

It's like a thief who tells himself in his heart when he steals something that when he is developed in the future, he will definitely take out a lot of money to do good deeds and give back to this society.

To put it bluntly, it's just a matter of finding a high-sounding reason for doing evil for yourself.

But although he has seen through the nature of his psychology and seen the disadvantages of changes under this trend, he still refuses to stop his steps on the "wrong path".

It's not that he can't help it, but he refuses, because that's the price he's prepared to pay.

He has always felt that in this world, no matter what he does, no one can succeed casually, and no one can simply succeed. For the world is both fair and not fair, and just as rain rains on the rich and on the poor, on those who are healthy and on those who are physically disabled.

Rain is fair to everyone, or the laws of nature don't treat everyone differently. So in the end, it's the human race itself that really creates this injustice.

For example, the poor and the rich, healthy and physically ill, so when the poor compare with the rich, they will feel that the world is unfair, why can they have so many opportunities, can occupy so many high-quality resources, can have so many seemingly no struggle, can get a relatively bright future.

In the same way, those who are born with diseases will be more likely to be compared to those who are healthy because of their congenital defects. In fact, they are also the people who complain the most about the world, because they have no money, as long as they work hard, as long as they have the right opportunity, they can turn over, but they will not let their defects be made up for no matter what.

So they feel that the world is not fair, that the world is hateful.

But in fact, none of these injustices have anything to do with the world. Because tracing its essence is all man-made.

You compare the conditions with the rich second generation, saying that the world is unfair, but the parents of the rich second generation have to work harder than your fathers. So they can get more wealth than their family, so that their children can have a better start than you.

If you are born with a disease, it is largely due to your parents' genetics or carelessness during pregnancy. Or if there is a case in your family's ancestors, in the final analysis, it is your own direct blood relatives who account for the bigger problem.

But if you look for the reason for your own parents, parents also have parents, their genes, their character formation, is also determined by their parents, by their parents created for them to live in the living environment, they are strictly just a "chess piece" placed at will.

And because of the bondage of morality, most people don't complain about their parents, hate their parents and even the bigger elders, so often the world becomes the hateful and unjust one.

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