Chapter 129: Bai Chen's thoughts
When she got home, the house was quite lively, in addition to Cheng Yan and Mu Liu, Yu Xiaoxiao and Zhang Lei also came, and Yuan Xiaotang was sitting at the dining table drinking porridge, it was inconvenient to wrap gauze around her fingers, so she directly held the bowl with her palms and drank it, which looked a little funny and inexplicably sad, and this sad person was Bai Chen who came in behind Chu Yi.
"Bai Chen is also here, in fact, I'm fine, really, you don't have to come to see me." Yuan Xiaotang's face was already a little ruddy, and Yanzi brought the soup again.
"Alas, silly Xiaotang, I was almost scared to death by you, don't hold everything in your heart in the future, no matter who you talk to, can you say it?" He rubbed her hair across the dining table, looking at her and laughing, the heart that had been carrying it was put down, and Mu Liu, who was standing on the balcony on the phone, saw this scene in his eyes, and his lips were so bitten that he lost blood.
Chu Yi washed his hands and sat next to Yuan Xiaotang, picked up a spoon and fed her soup, Yuan Xiaotang was still a little embarrassed, but he couldn't resist him, so he let him feed it.
Mu Liu returned to the living room after making the call, Bai Chen realized that she was also here, and after the two glanced at each other, they quickly looked away.
"Xiaoxiao said that the love letter was sent to the forum by Lan Yue." Yuan Xiaotang suddenly said, seeing that he was not too surprised, he couldn't help muttering: "It turned out to be true." ”
Chu Yi put down the soup bowl and wiped the corners of her mouth with a tissue.
"What you said before has come true, she is not a simple girl." He talked about tonight's situation in general, and after finishing speaking, Yuan Xiaotang was silent for a long time.
"Teacher Chu, she had planned it a long time ago, and I was also part of her plan, approached me, and then stole that love letter and posted it on the Internet." Yu Xiaoxiao was very angry, although she hadn't known her for a long time, she really regarded her as a friend, and because of the identity of Xiaotang's younger brother's girlfriend, she was really defenseless against her.
Yuan Xiaotang didn't say anything, Chu Yi knew her thoughts, picked up the soup bowl and fed her a few sips, and said, "Don't think too much, I'll handle the rest, and the doctor will let you rest more." ”
Probably because she slept too much during the day, and when it was time to go to bed, she couldn't sleep.
"Teacher Chu, I'm worried about you today." She lay on his chest, listening to his heartbeat, and there was a trace of fear in her heart, although she didn't remember the scene at that time, but she knew that if it wasn't for Chu Yi hugging her, I was afraid that they would be separated by yin and yang now. ”
"I'm scared, Xiaotang, I'm scared, I've never been so scared." He took a deep breath, and if she looked up at this point, she would see that his eyes were red.
"I didn't tell you before, but my mother didn't die of illness, she committed suicide by jumping from the haunted piano room you mentioned last time." He stabilized his mood and continued, "She called me before jumping down, saying that she couldn't stay up, and said that I was most sorry for me, she said that love is beautiful, they are just one of the examples, let me not lose confidence in love and marriage, I begged her not to think about it, for me to live well, but in the end, I still couldn't keep her, the fifth floor window, she jumped without nostalgia, I remember that the breakfast she made me that morning was a sandwich with bacon, Because I used hot sauce as ketchup, I laughed at myself for being old and having a bad brain. Unexpectedly, it was the last meal she cooked for me. The scene of the burst of blood plasma was like the bright red hot sauce being graffitied, and his stomach churned.
Yuan Xiaotang leaned up and buried his face in his neck, tears rubbing against the side of his face, which was slippery.
"I won't leave you, I won't." She hugged him as hard as he held her on the rooftop today, as if this was the only way to soothe his painful heart, and only in this way could he feel his determination.
Originally, Chu Yi asked for leave to accompany her out for a walk, but Yuan Xiaotang didn't want him to delay work for her, so the two went to the nearest resort for two days.
Bai Chen also came to join in the fun when he heard the news, Chu Yi found a reason to find Mu Liu in order not to let him disturb their two-person world, and the strange thing was that when the person came, he left under the pretext of something.
In the hot spring pool, Yuan Xiaotang asked Mu Liu tentatively: "I feel that there is a little weird between you and Bai Chen." In fact, she had already seen it at home that day.
"No, what's wrong, don't be sensitive." Mu Liu turned around to get something, but he smiled unnaturally on his face.
She followed him when he came out of Fina that night. On the side of the road, he almost vomited but couldn't, and finally leaned weakly against the tree. She walked over and patted him on the back, but he pulled her into his arms and kissed her, and the happiness came so suddenly that she stopped the car and took him back to her apartment.
In the apartment, he kept whispering I love you, I love you, and Mu Liu couldn't help himself with joy.
"Bai Chen, I love you too." She responded eagerly, pouring out her love for him, when did she begin? Was it from the time when he took her shoulders and said to her that the old will not go, and the new will not come?
However, in the end, a name he spat out caused her to fall from heaven to hell in an instant.
"Xiaotang, Xiaotang."
She was stunned, completely stunned, did she take her for Yuan Xiaotang? Her intellect told her that she should push him away at this point, but her body honestly gave the opposite opinion.
After the dust had settled, he was still drunk, muttering to himself and confiding in a low voice.
"Xiaotang, you are someone I shouldn't think about, but I do."
"Chu Yi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't control myself, you're right, love is beautiful, it makes people not like themselves, I understand, I really understand."
"Xiaotang, the starry sky in the Maldives is so beautiful, and your songs are so beautiful, but you just want to watch the starry sky with Chu Yi, and you only want to sing to him."
"I won't intervene in your relationship, I just want to be a person who silently guards you, but why is it so uncomfortable in my heart."
His words struck her heart, and she sat beside him with her legs in her arms until dawn.
She had already guessed his reaction the moment he woke up, and sure enough, he seemed to have been struck by lightning, without the slightest swinger's care.
She was as confused as she was when she heard him call out another woman's name last night, and even asked her childishly if she had done anything to her.
What is she supposed to say, is it time to say that she has done something to her physically, but to another woman mentally?
After he left, he sent her a WeChat message to apologize to her, she didn't reply, not because she was angry, but because she felt that she couldn't bear this apology, she could have pushed him away last night, but she didn't do it, this was her choice, so there was nothing to be wronged about.
A voice in the bottom of her heart encouraged her to play the emotional card to keep him by her side, but she didn't do it because she had her pride.
After that, Bai Chen wanted to compensate her, but she refused, she said that if a one-night stand could be compensated with material, then she would be too cheap.
She swallowed her own bitterness, she suddenly felt that she had grown up, and in the last year, she might have gathered her sisters, and then denounced them together, drank or cried bitterly, and the next day she was still a good man. But now she wants to hide this little secret, like a seed, which will eventually wither or bloom, and she will appreciate and soothe herself.
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