There was no one on the roof of the library building at noon, Yuan Xiaotang sat on the rooftop and sent a message to Chu Yi, and he came after a while.

In the shade, she sat cross-legged on the ground against the wall, with headphones hanging on her ears, looking at the blue sky with an uncertain expression, Chu Yi didn't immediately disturb her, stood in place for a while, and then walked to her side and sat down on her knees.

"Teacher Chu, you're here." She grinned, revealing a row of small white teeth.

Chu Yi always felt that she was a girl who loved to laugh, and gradually he found that he just loved to laugh in front of him.

He gently stroked her hair, "I watched the video, what do you want to say to me?" ”

She looked back at him, was silent for a long time, and told him about the invitation of the program team.

"So what? Would you like to participate? His tone was inquiring, but there was clarity in his eyes.

"I don't know, I told the program team that I wanted to think about it, and they agreed, I don't have an answer to what you asked me last time, I think I should think about this question first and then reply."

She rested her head on his shoulder and looked up at the sky.

"Do you know why I went to Fina to sing?" She muttered the words, then sighed softly.

"Why?" He loved the feeling of her snuggling up to his side on such a quiet afternoon.

"I needed a breakthrough after being suppressed for too long, but I didn't dare to put myself on the surface, so I went there. Xiaoxiao said that when I first arrived at school, I didn't talk to them coldly, but it wasn't because I was cold, but because I didn't know how to get along with them. ”

He took her into his arms in a different position and listened quietly to her continue.

"Do you know when I started liking you?" She suddenly lifted her chin and turned her head to look at him, the innocence in her eyes like the April sun.

"When I give you a lesson?"

She shook her head.

"A long time ago, so long ago that you wouldn't even remember." The corners of her mouth were raised, and the scene that had been hidden in her heart suddenly came to mind.

The sunshine that day was as good as today, the same afternoon, the same location, she took off her headphones and sang a song "Moonlight in the City" faintly, the blue sky was full of white clouds, she left this song on the rooftop in the afternoon, but she didn't know that in another corner, there were people who were guarding their own side of the peace.

The singing stopped for a while, Yuan Xiaotang was about to leave, but was surprised to find that someone came from the other side of the corner, a white T-shirt, light blue jeans, white sneakers, holding a starry sky picture book in his hand, and there was a hint of melancholy in his handsome facial features, but when he approached, his slight smile was comparable to the sunshine of the day, and it was just warm.

He said, "Classmate, you sing well. ”

Without much pause, he walked in front of her, cornering off the rooftop.

Yuan Xiaotang was stunned for a long time before packing up his things and leaving, and there was no longer that person in the library building.

She went to the Fina bar that night, and the owner looked at her for a moment and smiled, "I'm not suitable here to play with children." ”

She didn't explain too much, when it was, a man on the small stage was singing a song that sounded very desolate, she walked over quickly, snatched the microphone from the man's hand, and sang "Moonlight in the City".

After that, she and her roommate gradually became closer, and one day Mu Liu exclaimed that a male god-level teacher came to the Department of Astronomy, and dragged her and Yu Xiaoxiao to see it with great interest.

When it was, the teacher was giving a lecture in the multi-purpose hall, and there were many onlookers, when they squeezed in from the crowd, Yuan Xiaotang was stunned immediately, the man who was giving a lecture was in a white shirt and black pants, changed his outfit, and suddenly changed from a big boy to a calm and introverted man, the elegance of his gestures attracted everyone's attention, and his eyes no longer had the melancholy she saw on the rooftop, and the confidence was enough to make everything gloomy, Mu Liu said that his name was Chu Yi.

"A quick glance on the rooftop, I flooded the girl's heart like all young and ignorant girls, so when I knew that you were going to give us an elective, my joy you couldn't have imagined."

"That's long enough, you should have just finished military training as a freshman." There was a smile in his eyes all the time.

"Well, so I said you must not remember, even if you remember, you should be sorry with me, you know, the girl who has been trained in the military is more than two degrees dark, but at that time I thought you were the senior brother of which department, and I was quite surprised to know that you were actually a teacher."

After thinking about it, she continued: "I once said that the world of feelings, I was like an ostrich, burying my head and stealing joy, but I didn't dare to take another step forward, but in the end I still stepped out, it was you who took me to take this step, and also let me see more wonderful, the same, now I began to hesitate again, I yearn for the big stage, but I am not sure of everything I will face after that, too many unknowns, and even I am afraid that I will lose my original intention, and I am even more afraid of losing myself in the bright world." ”

He rubbed her hand around her shoulder gently, thought for a moment and said, "Many people have asked me what I am studying for, to get a diploma or to get a good job?" But even if you have a high degree of education, you can't find a good job, and when you find a job, you find that what you learn in school may not be used, and even if you need to turn over all the chicken ribs and start from scratch, even so, don't you study?

In fact, the root cause is not the question of whether to learn or not, these confusions only come from not understanding oneself correctly, reading for the sake of reading is called dead reading, if it is purposeful reading, everything becomes meaningful.

You remember so many lyrics well, but when you encounter ancient Chinese but you are busy scratching blind, this has nothing to do with memory, it completely depends on your own consciousness, you feel that ancient Chinese has no other meaning for you except for exams, so subconsciously began to reject.

Not everyone can be lucky to do what they like for a lifetime, and there are also people who live a lifetime but don't know what they want, the future is all kinds of unknowns, how to know how far you can go without trying. ”

Yuan Xiaotang raised his head and stared into his eyes, "Are you hinting at me participating?" ”

Chu Yi lowered his eyes and said, "Rationally, this is the case, but emotionally, I can't wait to hide you and be Yuan Xiaotang alone, but that would be too selfish, if you want to fly, I hope I am your help rather than a resistance." ”

She had been pondering his words all afternoon, and near evening, Kerr called her and said she wanted to borrow money.

She took a taxi to the hospital, in the ward, a frail old woman was lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were sunken, her lips were white, her eyes were looking out of the window blankly, the evening dusk cast a shadow on her face, Keer was holding a towel in her sleeve and was about to wipe her body, and when she came in, the movements of her hands stopped

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