Chapter 41: What is it?
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When Chen Dacheng said this, his voice had become choked, he covered his face and sobbed, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying more intensely.
After his emotions fluctuated for a while, Chen Dacheng raised his head again and shouted at Qin Ming with red eyes:
"Why are good people not loved?
Why are good people not rewarded at all?
Why was Dalong obviously forced to die, but he ended up committing suicide with cowardice?
Why, you say! ”
Qin Ming looked at Chen Dacheng, who had a hideous face, and did not answer.
"Can't answer, can you?
Because this world is meant to survive for those who are shady, right?
Good people will eventually be eliminated because of discomfort.
I feel sorry for Dalong, I really feel sorry for him, but he is stupid, really stupid.
I persuaded him countless times that if you want to survive in this dark world, you must change yourself.
You have to adapt so that you don't get hurt.
But he didn't listen to me...... Why won't he listen to me...... Still dreaming?
Oh, people are dead, what's the use of dreaming?
Who does the dream belong to?
What is a dream?
It's a lie at all, a lie that deceives oneself and keeps running, even running to death.
It's like a mirage, you can see it, but you can never get close to it.
Only reality that we can see, feel, and touch is the real thing.
Only the benefits that you have won for yourself, and only those that you have in your hands, are real.
Pity...... Dalong will never understand this truth.
But it can't be helped, after all, Dalong is a good person, but I'm not, I'm a layman.
I am a layman who breathes the air and stands on this world, I have no so-called fraternity, I only have myself in my heart, only my family and friends around me.
I don't know any reason, I only know how to kill people to pay for my life, and pay off debts.
I thought I wouldn't be able to take revenge on those people, and I thought I would live with this kind of resentment that woke me up from my daily nightmares.
But fate was on my side after all, and it gave me a chance for revenge.
Gave me a chance to torture them, to exterminate them.
Really, there is nothing more exciting than watching them die tragically one by one, struggling in endless panic and despair one by one.
Dalong once asked me what was the most terrifying.
I didn't answer him at the time.
But now I can say that it is capable of cursing the reader.
Looking at the experiences of others will never be more remembered than one's own personal experience.
Isn't that great, you say?
If they want to see the horror, I will give them the horror, and if they want to die, I will help them die.
Dalong can finally rest in peace, and those who force him to death will be punished. ”
When Chen Dacheng said this, he suddenly laughed on his back, and then said to Qin Ming a little provocatively:
"I don't know if you're secretly recording or how you found out about me, but what I just said is just a story.
I'm at home these days except for work, and the missing person you want to find, even the murderer, has nothing to do with me at all.
I'm not afraid of your investigation, you can check it casually, anyway, like an alibi, I don't meet the conditions of the time of the crime.
But what I can foresee is that the number of missing people is far more than just now, and there will be more scum to disappear from this world in the future.
What is happening right now is just a wedge. ”
The more Chen Dacheng spoke, the more hideous his expression became, and after Qin Ming heard his words, he suddenly sighed, and then showed a trace of pity on his face.
Seeing that Qin Ming actually showed him such an expression, Chen Dalong suddenly roared:
"What's that look on your face!"
"It's nothing, I just pity Zhang Yaolong, he died and died, and he didn't even have any friends left.
Isn't it pitiful enough for a person who didn't even have friends when he was alive? ”
"I'm Dalong's best friend!"
Chen Dacheng retorted.
"You're his friend? And the best?
Do you know what a friend is?
Do you know what the most basic thing is between friends?
It's respect, it's trust.
Zhang Yaolong has respect and trust for you, do you have for him?
You don't respect Zhang Yaolong's kind-hearted nature, don't respect his kindness in everything for the sake of others, and even oppose the dream he insists on.
He even has the face to say that you are his best friend?
Not only that, you took what Zhang Yaolong valued the most, pretended to be him to harm others, splashed all the dirty water on his head, and you hid behind and were proud, thinking that you were avenging him.
But have you ever thought about it, does he need you to take revenge?
Did he say he hated those people, he hated the world?
What would he like to see?
I hope you can inherit that pen name, use your talents, and write better things.
But what about you?
is completely venting his emotions, and he is simply ruining what Zhang Yaolong left you.
Do you say you're worthy of being his friend?
You don't even understand the principle that you should do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
It can be said that if you are not a friend of Zhang Yaolong, but just a reader, I think you will be like those trolls, to maliciously slander him or others.
You are also what you call the scumbag, the executioners who drive people to death. ”
"You talk nonsense!"
Chen Dacheng jumped up from the sofa angrily and argued loudly:
"I'm helping Dalong, Dalong has a weak personality, that's why he will be bullied, so he doesn't dare to resist.
I am here to give him rest and to get justice for him.
You don't understand anything at all!
You will only speak for those people, you will only speak for your position, you are the one who has no humanity! ”
"I want to ask you, do you think that all those who have criticized Zhang Yaolong deserve to die?
Have you criticized him?
You criticize him no less than others, right?
So why don't you give a damn?
Have you ever vented on the web? Have you ever hurt someone?
Have you been retaliated against?
Do you know how many people have died, how many families have been destroyed, and how many innocent people have been implicated.
Are they guilty?
Do they deserve to bear the pain of missing wives and children and broken families?
Everyone has done something wrong, everyone grows, and tolerance and understanding are fundamental components of human nature.
You keep saying they're scumbag, so what are you now?
Scum?
Do you accept it?
You won't accept it.
I said it when I first met you, I understand your feelings.
Because even if it were me, maybe it would be the same as you. But I will think about it a little more than you, and I will think about whether what I am doing now is what my friends want to see, whether it is for my friends, or simply for myself.
After all, Mr. Chen, under the guise of avenging your good friend, you are venting your guilt for not understanding and supporting Zhang Yaolong for a long time. ”
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