Volume 13: April 24 (Mon)
At three o'clock in the morning, the mountain wind blew, the whole body was cold, and the hustle and bustle had long subsided, leaving only the sound of firewood burning and the pain in the hearts of relatives. Chen Ruifeng and Xu Xiaoyu sat on the side of the road, with a fire burning next to them, which was burned by other family members to keep warm. The cordon drifted with the cold wind, Xiaoyu didn't say anything from the moment she came, looking at the cliff and crying silently, the person who fell off the cliff was her husband who respected her, loved her and protected her, and was the one who made her feel particularly at ease, but now...... Tears always roll down unconsciously, the more I want to wipe it off, the more I can't wipe it off, the thin school uniform on my body is difficult to withstand the wind and cold, but the wind cold in my heart is not limited to this.
Chen Ruifeng, who was sitting next to him, was in even worse condition, and Xu Xiaoyu, who was distraught and helpless, naturally didn't know how to comfort people, so he had to look at him from time to time. When he first came, he was like a man with mania, walking around outside the cordon, unable to calm down at all, and tried to break through several times - jumping off the cliff to save people, but fortunately he was stopped by the police, then she would run over and pull the person up, and then forcibly dragged him back to the same place, back and forth dozens of times, so that the police made him a key care object, I was afraid that he would not be able to think about jumping down directly, and then I don't know if he was tired or figured out, so he sat by the fire and stared at the cliff, without blinking, and it didn't take long for him to hold himself and bury his head and cry, Xiaoyu still didn't comfort him, she thought that maybe it would be good to cry.
I don't know if anyone notified Chen's father and Chen's mother, telling her that she couldn't open her mouth. Xiaoyu silently wiped away the tears on her face, the sky was very dark at this time, there was no star in the sky, there was no moon, the fire in the fire was extinguished from time to time, and the smoke and dust were blown by the chaotic wind and wrapped in the sky, drifting to the endless darkness.
"The first time I met my eldest brother, I remember it very clearly. That day, he was wearing overalls, very clean, and a little white, and he was very tall and handsome. I sat in the farthest corner from the door, but as soon as the eldest brother entered the room, he saw me, and I froze at that moment, and then my face turned red, as if it had been roasted by fire, and I immediately staggered my eyes, and looked away to see that the eldest brother seemed to be blushing too. Xiaoyu suddenly opened her mouth in her crying voice, talking to herself, regardless of whether anyone listened or not. There were several strangers in that room, I only recognized Aunt Mei who brought me, a few strange men were guarding the door, and after the eldest brother came in, Aunt Mei and another aunt talked to the eldest brother. ”
Only then did Chen Ruifeng raise his head, and there was a focus in his eyes. "That aunt said that I was so thin, I didn't have a few pounds of meat on my body, and my ass was small. Aunt Mei said don't look at me as thin, but I'm very honest, I don't make noise, and I won't run away. The aunt looked at me like she was looking at a cow or a pig. Aunt Mei went on to say that as long as I raise it, I will have a round waist and a big buttocks. Xiaoyu said to herself, regardless of whether Chen Ruifeng was looking at her or not, let alone knowing what the complicated contents in his eyes were......
"In the end, I followed my eldest brother home, on the way I asked my eldest brother how much money he gave to that aunt, and my eldest brother just looked at me, and then my eldest brother smiled at me, which surprised me very much, he took my hand and said that he would be good to me." Hearing this, Chen Ruifeng's heart was even more mixed, in fact, he was suspicious when he saw her at home on the first day, but he didn't think about it deeply, and he didn't ask much before believing Chen's father's words.
"That day, my eldest brother took me back home, and he told me that my parents were authentic farmers, and they were very kind, hardworking, and simple; My younger brother is very smart and very good at reading, but he doesn't like to talk very much, especially when he doesn't talk to girls, he plays basketball very well, he is tall and handsome, and there are still many girls who like it. The eldest brother said that the younger brother would definitely be admitted to the university in Beijing and become the first college student in the village, and that he would hold a banquet in the village to celebrate and celebrate. The eldest brother also said that his younger brother will definitely be able to find a good job in Beijing in the future, find a Beijing girl to marry, and have a pair of children...... "Chen Ruifeng's nose was sour when he heard this, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and the more he fell, the more fierce he became, he couldn't wipe it off, and finally he simply didn't care."
"My eldest brother asked me if I knew what marriage was. I said I know, like my mother marrying my dad is getting married, living together, having children, taking care of children and grandparents, quarrelling, being beaten, ......" Chen Ruifeng suddenly turned his head to look at Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu seemed to be conscious, and he felt his worry and turned to look at him, and made a sad smile. "Big brother also looked at me with your eyes, which made me a little scared at that time, thinking that I had said something wrong. Fortunately, the eldest brother just touched my head and said that he would never beat me and would be kind to me......" Speaking of this, Xiaoyu silently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Big brother is really good to me, he didn't lock me up like others, buy me new clothes, give me pocket money, and send me to school, I don't know how he persuaded my parents, anyway, I'm like a daughter in the family, you didn't dislike me, you didn't bully me, my parents treated me like their own daughter, and even ......" Xiaoyu choked and stopped, tears were out of control like a desperate river, buried himself between his legs, hugged himself, his shoulders trembled because of crying, Chen Ruifeng stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder stiffly, and when he saw that she was not any better, he withdrew his hand stiffly.
The two sad teenagers, each crying and licking their wounds, Xu Xiaoyu calmed down first, she stubbornly raised her head and grabbed Chen Ruifeng's arm, so strong that he forgot the pain in his heart, and only felt the physical pain.
"I can't wait here any longer, I have to find the big brother no matter what!"