At about three o'clock in the morning on April 21, on the train back to his hometown, Li Hao was sleeping next to him, and Chen Xue, who couldn't sleep, was swiping his mobile phone, reading all the disturbances in the past few days, and then posted a Weibo.

A piece of snow that loves the little yellow duck: 'I have always been a little transparent on Weibo, and no one cares about anything, like a drop of rain falling into the sea. Until April 18th, it seemed that everyone knew me because of a girl named 'Xiaoyu'. I've watched "My Love is a Big Star", but because it's so bloody, I've only watched half of it, and I'm curious about how she has the same name as me.

The world is very big and small, because @crazydogcatsXXX, an enthusiastic netizen, let everyone pay attention to me. I don't know this netizen, I don't know if he knows me, he shouldn't know me, I don't have this kind of privacy among my friends, like a judge, I don't know why he thinks that 'Xiaoyu' is me, he may be the Jade Emperor, the Buddha, the Lord of Yama or the god in the sky, he must not be, otherwise he must know that he is talking nonsense.

Those netizens who followed me because of @crazydogcatsXXX's blog posts, comforted me, thanked you, and scolded me back.

@用户名565439810 Why do you post photos of irrelevant people? A man who has gone to heaven, why would you do this? I will greet you 10,000 times, and in the future, I will burn three pillars of incense to you every day, and curse you to not be happy in this life.

Goodbye, goodbye. ’

turned off the comments, quit Weibo, uninstalled Weibo, and she would never use Weibo again in her life.

On the evening of April 19, the hotel room.

"Chen Ruifeng, I bought a train ticket at three o'clock tomorrow afternoon and went back to my hometown."

Chen Xue finished speaking very calmly, her face was expressionless, and she couldn't hear any emotion in her tone.

Chen Ruifeng wanted to see something from her face, he called Li Hao as soon as he saw the hot search, and told him not to allow Chen Xue to go online, because he was always afraid that his heart would be exposed in front of her, and she would walk away if she couldn't accept it. He knew the weight of the eldest brother in her heart, and he also knew that so far, she had only treated him as a younger brother, instead of treating him like a man.

Back at the hotel, Li Hao told him that Xiaoyu had been watching TV series and had never touched his mobile phone, so he was relieved.

"Where did you buy the ticket?" Chen Ruifeng's heart lifted. "Li Hao bought it for me." That's it! The heart is put down.

"I don't worry about you going back alone, let Li Hao go back with you!" During special periods, being recognized on the road is hard to guarantee that you won't meet brainless fans. "Good!" Chen Xue obediently agreed, it was too simple, Chen Ruifeng felt a little uneasy in his heart, but staying in this place of right and wrong now is not good for her, and he can deal with those bad things with peace of mind when she returns to her hometown.

"Xiaoyu, you don't want to go online for a while, wait until I deal with it, okay?" Chen Ruifeng discussed, and Chen Xue nodded in agreement.

Li Hao quickly bought the train ticket, and Chen Xue went to pack his luggage with him.

The calmer Chen Xue was, the more uneasy Chen Ruifeng became, but he couldn't say why. After the incident, he regretted his death, and he shouldn't let Chen Xue go home.

On April 20, Chen Ruifeng went to the set to film alone, Brother Hua sent Chen Xue and Li Hao to the train station, explained a few words to Li Hao, and said to Chen Xue that he should believe Chen Ruifeng, and the two of them would deal with it. Chen Xue said: "Brother Hua takes care of Chen Ruifeng, and I'll go." ”

Brother Hua didn't think about it, watching the two enter the station, Chen Xue glanced back at him, he beckoned to her, and she beckoned to him. Brother Hua suddenly had the illusion of parting, shook his head, and said that he thought too much. Later, I found that I didn't think much about it, and it was too late to regret it.

On the morning of April 22, in front of the grave of the eldest brother in my hometown.

Chen Xue took a hoe and cleaned up the grave of the eldest brother a little rusty, cleaned it very seriously, made the tears uncontrollably drooled, crying so much that she couldn't help herself, sat in front of the eldest brother's grave, buried her head in her knees and hugged herself and cried.

"Woo woo woo woo ......"

I cried until I couldn't help myself, and after half an hour, I slowly stopped, the sadness in my heart was better, my brain was buzzing, my body was sobbing unconsciously, and I got up again to clean up the rest.

After everything was done, he sat down in front of the tombstone, poured a glass of white wine for his eldest brother, poured a glass for himself, touched it, drank it in one go, poured it again, drank several glasses in a row, and choked on it because he drank it too quickly, and a glass of wine spilled on the ground.

"Big brother, I seem to have done something wrong, will you forgive me?" As she spoke, Chen Xue let out a long breath, as if she had spit out all the turbidity in her heart.

"I ...... It seems that I like Chen Ruifeng a little, I ......" poured myself another glass of wine, poured it into my mouth, and it was so spicy that my eyes fell off. began to tell his eldest brother about the bits and pieces of getting along with Chen Ruifeng in the past two years, like a few family treasures.

"He had an affair with an actress, and I didn't feel good in my heart, I shook his face, he still laughed, why did he laugh? Big brother, why is he laughing? The wine was strong, Chen Xue held the tombstone in a daze, and her face was attached to the tablet, as if she was leaning on the chest of her eldest brother.

"Big brother, it would be nice if you were here." These things don't happen.

"Chen Ruifeng is a younger brother, he is a younger brother, how can I like my younger brother?" Tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, one after another, and sadness welled up from the bottom of his heart. "Big brother, woo woo...... Am I bad? ”

"Big brother, don't you like me anymore?" His head was dazed, leaning against the monument and squinting, and his mouth was still muttering, "Big brother, don't dislike me." ”

A few hours later, Chen Xue woke up dizzy, her neck was stiff and she couldn't move, and she actually fell asleep against her eldest brother's tombstone. Sit up straight and rub your neck. The wine bottle and glass were poured aside, and the sun was already high overhead, his eyes were sore and swollen, and his legs and feet were numb, and he slowly stood up with his support for the tombstone, motionless, waiting for the blood to flow freely.

"Big brother, I'm leaving, and I may not come to see you again in the future."

"I want to leave the Chen family and live my own life."

is mainly far away from Chen Ruifeng, so that he slowly forgets himself and finds a better girl to join hands for a lifetime.

Chen Xue went home to say goodbye to Chen's father and Chen's mother, only saying that Chen Ruifeng couldn't have no one around him, he was nervous about work, and he had to go back immediately, packed a few changes of clothes, put on his bag, endured sadness, and hugged Chen's father and Chen's mother.

"Dad Chen, Mom Chen, take care of your health, I'm leaving!" She still couldn't hold back her tears, turned around and walked out of the gate of the Chen family, where she had lived for almost ten years, she didn't dare to look back, for fear that she would be soft-hearted.

She deliberately went around to the back mountain, sat on the swing under the ginkgo tree, picked up a few leaves, put them in her notebook, and left.

Before going home, he opened a room for Li Hao in the county hotel and asked him to wait for him, saying that he would go to him on the 24th.

"Goodbye Li Hao!" Tell the mobile phone number, and the message will not be sent, so that he will not find it.

Chen Xue carried a bag and dragged a suitcase out of the village, onto the road, and towards her unknown future.

Goodbye, everyone!