Chapter 36: I'm afraid

Jiang Nan was already asleep on his side with his long hair scattered.

Ren Zitao kissed her forehead, then pulled the quilt up, covered Jiang Nan tightly, and quietly adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner and moved out of bed.

At this time, in the living room, the night breeze blew the window screens.

Clothes were littered on the sofa and floor, water stains from footprints on the floor, and the bathtub on the balcony was a mess.

Ren Zitao didn't care about this.

He sat on the floor, looking at the blue sheet he clutched.

Spread out the sheets, the blue of the sea and the red blood reflected in the light.

He rubbed his thumb over the dried blood, rubbed it over and over again before he folded the sheets again and stood up, limped to the cloakroom, and placed them in the bottom drawer.

In front of the writing desk, he took out a brand new diary, took off the cap of the pen and wrote on it:

On September 3, 2019, I got Jiang Nan and I was very happy.

If a woman looks good and uses it well, that's really good.

She is such a woman.

And I, the first time, behaved very badly, in order to prove myself, I could only ignore her begging for mercy, and finally tired her to sleep.

How do you feel at the moment?

Well, from now on, whatever I am in the future, I am hers.

And in my heart I look forward to:

When I was young, I could be her closest lover, make her happy like a little princess, and give me a little princess in the future, I will hold her in the palm of one hand and the little princess in the palm of the other.

When I was middle-aged, I was her trusted lover side by side, and one day my parents were born, old, sick and died, and we had no relatives around us, so I would be by her side, take responsibility for her, and be the last one to protect her.

In old age, I was the most playful companion with her. At that time, no matter how the technology products are updated, we must be responsible for teaching her, not giving our children and grandchildren the opportunity to dislike us, and making her feel that she has never been eliminated by society, and she is still the most fashionable old lady.

Can......

Ren Zitao, who is really twenty-one years old, I'm not sure if you'll come back at the moment.

If, I mean, one day you come back and I'm gone, I beg you, make sure to do what I promised. Please, too, don't let her down, don't let her feel down, and don't let you regret it later.

You have to remember, don't make mistakes, don't be curious about whether other girls are different and cute, don't be blinded by the world of flowers, because her heart is afraid of drifting, and she will never give you a chance to improve.

In addition, she is not a person who likes to lose her temper, and she is not a woman who is good at coquettishness, you have to take the initiative.

If one day she is arrogant, she is very angry with outsiders, even other men, no matter how jealous and angry you are, how much truth and principles you adhere to, please remember to take care of her face first.

Let her have a step, trust me, you don't even have to lecture her again, she will be good next time.

She will also be envious and jealous, but it is often not obvious compared to other girls, so please listen carefully no matter how busy you are.

She often loses her keys and often forgets to bring her mobile phone charger, so you'd better have a set on her in case she can't even go home.

She loves food very much, she doesn't actually want to lose weight, she can't wait to have three meals a day and another supper in the evening, and the best supper is a roadside barbecue.

Therefore, when eating out, other women rub lipstick to indicate that they are full, but she may take a few more bites after wiping her lipstick, you are wrong to judge by this, try not to let her eat lipstick.

So, don't easily believe her saying that she is full, don't believe her saying that it's good to deal with it, you don't want her to deal with it, don't do it in any aspect, deal with this word, no.

She's also lazy, she doesn't even bother to dry her hair after washing, and since you like her long hair, you have to be responsible to the end.

She likes to put things in a mess and doesn't do things carefully, I know you have a slight cleanliness fetish, but please remember the most important thing, all her little flaws are because she is in the most relaxed state in front of you.

If one day, she is polite and self-contained in front of you, down-and-out and generous, pays attention to details, and everything is according to the most standard manners, it means that she doesn't love you anymore.

She......

Ren Zi threw the ballpoint pen into the corner of the wall with a bang, and he couldn't write anymore at all.

Taking a deep breath, he hid his diary, limped into the gym, and began to sweat and lift dumbbells, but what he thought was completely different from what he had just written.

I thought: Why should I write that bad thing, and I still told him? Why is he!

If, there is no what if, if there is a day, he will have to listen to it or not.

Because I've got to find a way to make him a pauper.

At that time, a really twenty-one-year-old hairy boy is too tender, if there is no company and no money, and Jiang Nan is a big beauty who wants something, then he can only look up.

When the time comes, he will never be able to reach her, he will be obedient, and he will even be able to go home to be a virtuous helper, so Jiang Nan can live a more worry-free life.

Live?

Thinking of this, Ren Zitao thought about the picture and almost threw the dumbbell out of the window in anger.

No, not even himself!

Dragged the towel while wiping the sweat on his face, wondering why he had come back again, shook his head, and muttered several times in his heart: I won't come back, I won't come back.

Ren Zitao pushed open the window, looked at the night outside, took a deep breath and made up his mind: if he was more stable, he confessed that he was reborn.

Isn't this what I toss and turn, and is uneasy?

Just then, the doorbell rang, startling him.

In a hurry, don't ring the doorbell anymore, don't wake up Jiang Nan, when Ren Zitao hurriedly pulled open the door of the fitness room, he tripped over the equipment placed at the door, and he couldn't help but hiss when he touched the pain in his knee.

"Why are you here?" Ren Zitao twisted his eyebrows and said with a breath.

Assistant Zhang: "......"

Didn't you ask me to come?

I accidentally aimed at the lady's little white shoes at the door, ah, I see, it's over.

I didn't dare to delay, so I hurriedly handed over the folder, and replied with a breath: "Mr. Ren, this is the information of all the first-time examinees today, and I have sorted it out." Are you okay with your feet? You don't need to see a doctor tomorrow. ”

Ren Zitao then remembered that there was still this stubble: "No, you can go back and rest early." Leaving this sentence, he closed the door, and hurriedly went back to see if Jiang Nan had been woken up.

Zhang Yichi glanced at the door, shook his head, and smoothed his heart again, feeling that it had been a little uncomfortable since the morning, and he must have not dreamed last night in order to be disgusted by the boss again.

And this doorbell did make a noise to Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan felt uncomfortable up and down, hugged the quilt and rubbed his eyes before sitting up, Ren Zitao pounced forward and pounced on her, and the mattress trembled a few times.

Ren Zitao hugged Jiang Nan through the quilt and said, "Sleep." ”

Afraid that he would not be able to sleep steadily, he patted Jiang Nan's back and hummed in a low voice:

"Under the bridge in front of the door, a flock of ducks swam by, come and count them, two, four, six, seven, eight, quack, quack, I can't count how many ducks."

Jiang Nan arched into Ren Zitao's arms and giggled.

I was embarrassed, I was all amused.