The biggest blow to Zhao Mengyao was not that Chu Yifan ignored her, but - she originally thought that Chu Yifan also liked her.

But the cruel reality told her that Chu Yifan was just gentle with everyone. She's not the only one. Now that I think about it, Chu Yifan may be the kind of central air conditioner that is hated? Warm man?

But it is also possible that it is simply the kindness of others. When I see others in difficulty, I will always be the first to help.

But no matter what, after this incident, Zhao Mengyao's heart hanging on Chu Yifan's body was trampled on, and the pain was so extreme that he couldn't feel the pain, only numbness remained.

Since then, Zhao Mengyao has become more taciturn and cold-hearted. It's like dead wood that has completely burned out of enthusiasm. No matter who it is, it's hard to give it sincerely.

It wasn't until many years later that he met Li Yinglong.

Thinking of Li Yinglong, Zhao Mengyao couldn't help but have a wry smile on her lips. She had obviously sworn not to be easily tempted, but as a result, she didn't have a long memory, and she was abandoned again.

Could it be that her fate is to always be abandoned by men?

Pathetic, pathetic. Zhao Mengyao, you are really pathetic.

Chu Yifan saw Zhao Mengyao's wry smile, his heart was even more uncomfortable, and he lowered his eyes and said guiltily: "I'm sorry...... I liked you back then! It's just that...... Lin Meijing said to me, it's all because of me that you will suffer these treatments. If you don't get out of business, you'll be bullied......"

Hearing these words, Zhao Mengyao's heart had no fluctuations.

After all, it's been too long. Time will erase everything, no matter how unforgettable the love, after the polishing of time, there will be no dregs left.

So Zhao Mengyao interrupted Chu Yifan's words: "Thank you." But the past is in the past, and I don't want to talk about it again. There's no use arguing about who's right and who's wrong, I don't care about those things anymore. ”

Hearing Zhao Mengyao's expression lightly spit out the three words "I don't care", Chu Yifan felt uncomfortable in his heart. This feeling is like knowing that he hasn't left that memory yet, and he still likes Zhao Mengyao, and time hasn't changed his feelings.

But Zhao Mengyao had already abandoned him and left far away.

This is probably retribution.

was not brave enough at the beginning, did not stand firmly by Zhao Mengyao's side, but chose to be a coward, let a girl bear everyone's abuse and bullying, but she was willing to hide in a comfortable snail shell as a shrinking turtle.

The reason why Chu Yifan always has a sense of guilt and inferiority complex in front of Zhao Mengyao is because it was completely his fault in the first place.

He just put the blame on Lin Meijing and wanted to deceive himself.

Lin Meijing did say those words back then, but if Chu Yifan could stand up and admit his feelings for Zhao Mengyao, or simply stand by Zhao Mengyao's side and fight side by side with her, the surrounding classmates would not be so rampant, and it would prove that Zhao Mengyao's diary was not simply delusional.

Chu Yifan, who is only gentle with Zhao Mengyao and only likes to make jokes about Zhao Mengyao, and tease her to see her blush, does exist.

But Chu Yifan didn't do it.

He was afraid of his own face, and he didn't want to admit that he was in love with a girl who was gloomy and silent, wore shabby clothes every day, and was not treated well by everyone.

Adolescent boys value face more than anything else.