The next day, I got up from the kang with a hangover, and I only felt that I had a splitting headache. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The side effects of alcohol were too great, and while complaining that I would never drink again, I quickly ran to my third uncle's house and continued to start my busy and fulfilling work for a day.

Since then, I have come to work at half past five in the morning and come home at seven or eight o'clock in the evening after dinner.

This kind of day is also very good, at least you don't have to worry about three meals a day, but there is no one to talk to you.

In my spare time, I tease the big black dog, or I just look at the photos of Sister Yun, her smile is the best elixir to heal my inner wounds.

I did it for nearly four months, and in a blink of an eye it was the end of '08.

Due to the cold weather, the work in the third uncle's farm is also less, and suddenly I am much more relaxed.

Before dinner, my cousin had come to me, and she was about to say something to me when she was called by the third uncle.

When it was time to eat, the third aunt gave the third uncle a look, as if something was wrong.

But the third uncle always pretended not to see it, and still lowered his head to eat his own food.

No matter how stupid people are, they can see that there must be something going on here, maybe it's inconvenient for them to talk about it here, after all, I'm an outsider.

I hurriedly finished eating, said hello to my third uncle and aunt, and got up and went home.

When I got home, I was going to sleep, but when my grandmother came back, she started arguing with me outside the door.

Thinking that something was wrong again, I quickly got off the kang and went to my grandmother's house.

As soon as I entered the house, my grandmother began to yell at me: "Let you be lazy and slippery every day, now it's okay, and you will be at home waiting to starve to death in the future!" ”

As soon as these words came out, they directly blinded me: "Am I lazy? What are you lazy about? ”

"You're not lazy? Just now you left, your third aunt guarded me and counted you hard, saying that you don't work hard, work lazy, know how to play every day, and usually don't want to talk, as if someone owes you eight million! ”

"Do you want to make the point?" I'm a little angry.

Grandma saw that I was impatient, and replied directly: "Your third aunt means that you don't need to go tomorrow!" ”

Me: "Why don't you want me to go?" ”

Grandma: "It's just to get rid of you, you don't have to work!" ”

What the!

I was surprised, the conscience of heaven and earth, in the past few months, I got up at five o'clock every day and went to work at my third uncle's house at half past five, and I didn't come back until dark, and I never rested, how can I say that I am lazy?

"Did the third aunt pay me?" I said anxiously.

Grandma gave me a blank look and replied to me, "Are you embarrassed to ask for money for this little work?" Besides, your third uncle has raised you for a year?

Grandma's tone was full of disdain and denial.

Then she said a lot of things, nothing more than that I was useless, and if I couldn't work, I wouldn't come to work...

I didn't listen any longer, and turned back to my room.

Now I have fully understood, the third uncle must be unwilling to open his mouth to drive me away if he doesn't speak, and in the end, the third aunt has no choice but to find grandma by herself.

The reason that the third aunt is looking for is nothing more than that the family is not busy and wants to drive me away, since people hate you so much, why do you bother to stick your face up?

In the past, I might have been very angry, and even went directly to the third aunt to theorize.

But not now, because my heart is already dead, and maybe from the moment my father died, I have lost my family affection forever.

The mountains will fall, and everyone will run.

At the moment, the only thing I can trust and rely on is myself.

It was late at night, my grandmother had fallen asleep, and I was lying on the kang tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

Where do you go from here?

Going out and looking for a job? But I am still a minor, the factory will not accept it, and it is already winter, and the people who build houses in the village have stopped working, and there is no way to move bricks and work as a small worker.

I can't wait for the spring flowers to bloom next year, and I guess I will starve to death by then......

Early the next morning, my grandmother went to the third uncle's house to watch the children as usual.

And I slept for the first time in half a year, since the summer vacation, I have been getting up early every day, and I thought about it last night, so when I opened my eyes in the morning, it was already half past eight.

It's time to go out and find a job......

Fortunately, there are 146 yuan saved by picking mink fur on my body, which is enough for me to eat for more than half a month if I don't spend it indiscriminately.

After a morning of wandering around the Shilipu area, as I expected, there was no construction team to continue the construction.

The nearby factory refused to accept me because I was only 15 years old.

Now I'm a little anxious, I don't know what else I can do.

I originally wanted to ask Uncle Wang for help, but after thinking about it, if he or Uncle Pan knew about this matter, I was afraid that it would be the same as last time, and it would be really troublesome to beat the second uncle and them again when the time came.

After all, this is a family ugly, and it's really embarrassing to spread it......

In desperation, I came to my second uncle's house.

The only way to do this now is to consult him first......

The second uncle was quite shocked when he found out that I was driven away by the third aunt, and his opinion was the same as mine: that is, the third aunt's family was not busy, so he found an excuse not to use me.

Although he supported me verbally, when I spoke out about my difficulties and asked him to help me find a job.

The second uncle thought for a moment before he muttered to me: "Alas, it's not that I don't help you, it's winter and there is no work on the farm, so my two workers are enough, if it's summer, I'll take you in." ”

Seeing that there was no hope at his house, I sat down for a while and then said hello to my second uncle and got up and left his house.

Walking on the road, looking at the passing vehicles, at that moment, I was extremely hesitant and helpless.

I bought 10 catties of dried noodles in the commissary, and I am ready to fight a protracted battle, and these 10 catties of noodles are enough for myself to eat for ten days and half a month.

But people are not as good as heaven, once people are unlucky, they will drink water and stuff their teeth.

I was already hungry and had just put the noodles out of the pot when the gas stove suddenly went out.

It's good now, the noodles haven't been eaten, and the gas canister has become a gas canister......

"If grandma comes back, I'm afraid I'll say I'm ...... again"

When I think of my grandmother's harsh floor holes, I feel a chill.

While lamenting my bad luck, I found a master in the village to change the gas, and a can of gas cost more than 80 yuan.

When I paid the money, I cried silently in my heart.

I'm really miserable......

When will the life of suffering end?

After dinner, I continued to go out in the afternoon to look for work.

God seems to understand my feelings, and there is snow in the sky at some point.

Snowflakes are falling, and the road is full of pedestrians in a hurry.

It's just me, walking aimlessly like a puppet.

As I walked, I couldn't help but look up to the sky and sigh: Is there really no way?

。。。。。。

"Oh, I'll go, isn't this Sun Xiaohe?"

Just when I was desperate, there was a call from the side of the road......