Chapter 48: The Night I Miss You
"Father, the sea of snowβ"
Ouyang Yifeng had a slight undercurrent in his eyes, and waved his hand, "For my father to understand, let's talk about it...... "No matter what, it is always him, who is ashamed of his wife and children as a husband, can make up for it a little more, and his heart will be a little better!"
ββ¦β¦οΌοΌβ The atmosphere changed suddenly, and Ouyang Xuehai, who was surprised, was confused for a while, "I want to take away 'everything' that belongs to my mother in the room, is it okay?" β
"It's up to you."
"Qingzhuxuan has always maintained the status quo, is it okay?"
"It's up to you."
"Before I go, I don't want to see people I don't want to see, okay?"
ββ¦β¦ It's up to you. β
The people you don't want to see, in addition to Yuehua and Wei'er, also include yourself! Alas, up to now, he is reaping the consequences of his own life, and he can't complain about others!
"Then the sea of snow will leave tomorrow."
ββ¦β¦ Tomorrow?? β
Hmph, the little bird that has been nesting at home for 14 years can't wait to go out and soar!! It's just that, daughter, the outside world is not as beautiful and wonderful as you imagined!
"Okay, it's arranged for the Father's Association." Ouyang Yifeng, who was always immersed in writing, the corners of his mouth rose strangely, and he continued as if nothing happened.
"Can I try it myself?"
"......" nonsense!
"What if I insist?"
"......" is naΓ―ve!
"What if I have to insist!"
There was a 'click' sound, and the brush in Ouyang Yifeng's hand broke into two parts, and he looked at each other for a long time before he said angrily word by word in a cold tone, "Okay, according to you, but ...... After-Consequences-Self-conceit! β
The same body, the same face, a cowardly inferiority, a brave and resolute, the difference between cloud and mud! If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes...... It's unbelievable!!
"Then the sea of snow won't bother, farewell."
After finishing speaking, Ouyang Xuehai turned around and walked slowly to the door......
At the same time, she silently made a decision in her heart, the last time, the last chance!
Give Ouyang Yifeng, and give it to yourself!
As long as he repented before leaving the room, he stopped her, kept her, and she could let go of the past and start again!
ββ¦β¦ Since you have chosen to leave, go to the ancestral hall to say goodbye to your mother! β
The ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny!
On the one hand, there is a desire for power, and on the other hand, there is a waste daughter, and the result is already doomed, isn't it?
"No need to say goodbye!" Ouyang Xuehai smiled bitterly, his eyes were closed, and he opened them again, his tongue spit out an ice pick, Ling Shuang Aoxue, "In my heart, my mother has never left, whether it is in the past, present, or future!" β
She has said everything that should be said, and she has done what she should do, the red dust is rolling, the years are murmuring, but it is just - ask for a worthy heart!
Looking at his daughter's unrelenting back, Ouyang Yifeng moved his lips, hesitated again and again, and finally failed to make a single sound.
There was silence for a long time......
His tall body sat on a chair with a dejected body, holding a piece of drawing paper full of the word 'Wan' in his hand, and muttered back and forth, "Wan'er, don't blame me, don't blame me......"
Ouyang Yifeng didn't know that today's decision would make him regret it for the rest of his life!
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"Miss is so amazing, Yu'er admires you so much!" The little girl clasped her hands and said with a look of adoration.
"Stop!" Although Ouyang Xuehai scolded on his mouth, the bottom of his eyes hidden by his thick eyelashes was overflowing with a pampering smile, "It's like touching honey on your mouth, when did you learn to shoot and fart, huh?" β
"Miss, Yu'er is wronged, Yu'er ......"
"Okay, I'm kidding you, really?! Go and bring my mother's Fengqiqin. β
"Miss...... "Do you still want to play the piano so late?"
"Let's go."
Yu'er replied blankly, "Ou." β
"Miss, here you go."
Ouyang Xuehai took the Fengqi qin and carefully rubbed the strings,
"Yu'er...... Come with me. β
"Yes."
After a while, the two came to the four-corner pavilion in the courtyard.
With the bright moonlight, Ouyang Xuehai gently placed the piano on the stone table, plucked the strings with both hands, and sang affectionately:
Mother, do you know? (Monologues)
How much I miss you in my days without you
On the day of separation, I watched you walk away
All the promises came to an end
Alone in an empty room
Love and pain are entangled in my heart
Our love has come to this day
Am I being a little too selfish
If love could come all over again
I will give up everything for you
Miss your night
I wish you were by my side
I don't know if you can change it for me
Miss your night
Please let me love you again
Let love go back to square one
This song is the most direct and red-fruited confession of a sad man who is obsessed with love to his favorite woman! Ouyang Xuehai found another way and turned it into a lonely and helpless daughter's painful self-blame for her early death mother! Endless remorse! Deeply missing!