Chapter 455 Reasoning in the Leaning House Act 9: Embarrassing Love
"I wanted to expose someone's crime, so I kept conspiring with Liu Yunzhao as an accomplice, and I bought that dilapidated motorcycle in the hope of attracting the attention of investigators."
When Xu Qing said these words, everyone fell silent, what was the truth about the car accident that happened in the lavender field in the past? Yun Yeyao has no less doubts about this matter than anyone else. So he listened carefully to every word Xu Qing said.
"It all starts with me working in the city, my original name is Xu Jinghong, after graduating from high school, I came to the city alone with a bag on my back, and in the first few years here, I couldn't find any good jobs at all, and I didn't have much ability, so I often starved. Later, I finally scraped together some money, bought a dilapidated motorcycle, and roamed around the city, picking up some scattered jobs for painting walls and bricks. ”
"At that time, I didn't have much hope for the future at all, I just thought about living one day at a time, and I was satisfied with being able to support my parents back home. Near the area I often wander around is a small field of lavender flowers, which is very luxuriant, right in the middle of the fork in the road. When I'm not working, I always like to stare at the lavender fields. ”
"Gradually, I noticed that there was often a young girl sitting in the flower field, where she would read and sometimes paint. So I began to look closely at the girl, and I also noticed that he occasionally danced in the flower field, and did not know what to do. ”
So one time, I mustered up the courage to go up to her and ask, "What are you doing?" I thought I would be blinded or scolded, but I didn't expect the girl to smile at me and say gently: I'm practicing acting! Later, I found out that she was attending an acting school, and the strange movements she practiced in the flower field were the homework assigned by the school. ”
"I envy her very, very much, that the people who can go to this kind of school are all born into wealthy families. In order to be able to get close to her, I bought myself a decent dress, and I was not afraid of your jokes when I said it, and the clothes that cost a few hundred yuan almost cost all my savings, and at that time, after buying clothes, I almost couldn't even eat. When Xu Qing said this, the tears in his eyes slowly fell. He is lamenting his fate and grieving for those who have passed.
"I looked for every opportunity to talk to the girl, and gradually, we began to get acquainted, and I finally learned her name, Wu Qingqing. She told me that her parents were both actors, especially her father, who was very famous when he was younger. I think you probably have guessed that Wu Qingqing's father is Wu Weiyun. ”
"In fact, from the very beginning, I fell in love with Wu Qingqing, and it can be said that it was love at first sight. But I know that my identity is not worthy of her, and marriage always has to pay attention to the right person, right? So I can only hide this love silently in my heart, as long as Wu Qingqing does not reject me, I am very happy. ”
"I never thought that one day I would be able to get together with Wu Qingqing, but God's arrangement is so wonderful. At the turning point of things, on the way back from a business, I accidentally saw Wu Qingqing shopping with a beautiful woman. This woman is really beautiful, and even compares Qingqing's beauty, I thought she was Qingqing's sister at first, because her eyebrows and eyes look a little similar. ”
So I sneaked after them, and I didn't know what I wanted to do. I just want to take a look at Qingqing more and get to know her a little more. Really, I didn't have any thoughts at the time, I just wanted to know the woman I loved. However, the sharp-eyed Qingqing found me, and she actually took the initiative to greet me and pulled the beautiful woman next to me to walk over to me. ”
"At that time, Qingqing's actions made me feel extremely embarrassed and regretful, and I was afraid that if Qingqing knew that I was following them, she would not hesitate to abandon me and ignore me from now on. So I stood there with a flushed face, not knowing what to say. I remember Qingqing looking very happy, but the woman next to him showed an indifferent expression, I couldn't guess what she was thinking? I don't have the heart to guess. ”
"Through the conversation that day, I learned that the woman who accompanied Qingqing to go shopping was his mother Luo Lingling. She is also the same Ms. Wenyuan who is leaning on me now. ”
"To this day, I still love Wu Qingqing deeply, so I should call Ms. Wen an aunt, at least an aunt, but she firmly disagrees, and when she enters the lavender villa, she must let me call her Sister Wen. This title has been fixed in this way, and I think that in the following narrative, it is more appropriate for me to call her Sister Wen. ”
"When I first met Sister Wen, I felt that she was very snobbish, and most of this feeling came from her attitude and my low self-esteem. After that shopping, I never saw Sister Wen again, and Qingqing never mentioned her. ”
But Sister Wen's attitude was deeply rooted in my heart, at that time, I was all about Qingqing, but I didn't dare to ask Qingqing's heart for me, so I became more and more inferior. I feel that I am a poor man who does not seek progress, and it is impossible to bring a happy life to Qingqing. ”
"Even if Qingqing agrees with my confession, should I let a girl from an acting family live in a rented dilapidated house? What's more, I don't even have a rented dilapidated house, and I often live in a shack that people don't use. ”
So I can only choose to avoid it again and again, avoid talking to Qingqing, and avoid meeting her. During that time, I was like the walking dead. I don't know what it's like for someone to lose their first love, but for me, it undoubtedly nailed my life to the spot and made me bleed. ”
"In the midst of painful thoughts, I would sit alone in the lavender field every night, unable to sleep night after night. Maybe God couldn't bear to see me go on like this, one night, Qingqing actually took the initiative to appear in front of me, she didn't allow me to say anything, just took my hand and said to me: Don't care about my mother's attitude, continue to chat with me in the lavender field, okay? I like you very much, Jinghong. ”
This is the first time Qingqing called my name, when these two words came out of her mouth, I felt that the haze in my heart was suddenly dispelled by hope, I almost jumped up with joy, as long as Qingqing is willing, I will do anything willingly. People in love are the stupidest, and there is nothing wrong with this statement. ”
"I felt inferior and miserable because of Qingqing's mother's face. and cheered because of the words or even two words that Qingqing said, as if the sun was shining again in his life. Isn't this stupid? I remember that day, I held Qingqing's hand, and all I could do was nod wildly, and I couldn't even speak completely, and let Qingqing laugh at me for a long time. ”
"But now that I think about it, it was really full of happiness, and it was probably the happiest moment of my life, and there was no one."
"Next, I don't need to say that you can imagine it, I still ride a broken motorcycle every day, waiting on the edge of the fork in the road, doing the business that is not enough to make ends meet, while watching Qingqing's every move with joy. Qingqing, on the other hand, always appears in a fixed place at a fixed time, unless it is windy and rainy, she has never been absent for a day. Sister Wen and Qingqing's father seem to be very busy and rarely have time to spend with her. ”
After more than a year like this, one day, Qingqing suddenly cried very sadly, and I asked her what happened? Qingqing choked up for a long time before telling me that her mother was gone again. I don't understand what Qingqing means? But it's not too much to ask, so I can only hold her shoulder, and when she has cried enough, tell me myself.
What I learned about that time was that Sister Wen and Wu Weiyun had divorced many years ago, and the reason for the divorce was that Sister Wen disliked Wu Weiyun for being too rigid, and she wouldn't make money if her acting career didn't improve, so she found a better person and left Qingqing to go abroad. This so-called 'better' person is also surnamed Wu, and he also has a son named Wu Xinghan, who is a few years younger than me and Qingqing. ”
I asked Qingqing: What happened when I saw her with her mother before? Qingqing told me that it was Sister Wen who came back from abroad and wanted to take her with her, but she couldn't give up her father, so she didn't agree. Qingqing's words reminded me of my parents who were born in the countryside, so poor and miserable, and sick, didn't they also accompany each other for a lifetime? ”
But why can't husband and wife work together in a rich and wealthy family? At the time, I didn't understand this truth, and I don't think Qingqing will understand it either. ”
"After this incident, my impression of Sister Wen is extremely bad, I don't think I will like a woman like her in this life, no matter how beautiful she looks, she is ugly in my heart, extremely ugly."
"Alas! How to say it, everything can only be attributed to creation and man! In order to comfort Qingqing, I made her happy every day, and even asked her to teach me to act and draw to pass the time. I deliberately played the clown during the performance, did some funny moves, and made a mess of the painting. Anyway, as long as she can smile, I feel like everything I do is worth it. ”
"But the reality is still in front of us, Qingqing's father has fewer and fewer jobs, and I am still the penniless poor bastard, and I can't even find a formal job. I gradually began to feel sad again, at that time Qingqing and I still did not confess to each other, I did not dare to say the word love to her, for fear that everything would be lost. ”
"After about half a year of such hesitation and worry, our relationship had a further breakthrough, and when I finally confirmed Qingqing's feelings in the lavender flower field, I made up my mind to work hard to make Qingqing and her parents live a good life."
"But in response to that sentence, the good times didn't last long, and after more than two months of our relationship, Qingqing was about to move, because Wu Weiyun sold the house in the city and was going to move back to the old house to live, their old house was not in the city, and it was far away from the lavender field where we dated."
"After hearing the news, I decided that I must propose to Qingqing, even if the wedding cannot be held now, just verbally, I hope she can give me a positive answer, which is the greatest encouragement for me."
"But I can't afford a ring, what should I do? Of course, Qingqing would not dislike me for being poor, so I thought I would surprise her in the name of painting. The day before I was about to move, I asked Qingqing to go to the lavender field, and I said that I was going to paint a special picture for her, but she must not peek until she was done. ”
So, that day, one of us sat at one end of the lavender field to draw, and the other sat at the other end of the lavender field and read, and we had to shout even to speak, because the noise on the road around us was so noisy. If you are a little farther away, you can't hear the sound clearly. ”
"Where do I draw something? I'm just scribbling on the drawing board, and my hands are secretly making lavender bouquets. I want to give Qingqing the most beautiful bouquet and kneel down to propose to her. ”
"The accident happened when I was happily collecting the lavender bouquet, a red car rushed into the flower field, and then I saw Qingqing fall under the wheels, because of the distance, I couldn't see how badly injured she was."
"I rushed to the location of the car like crazy, and the only thing on my mind was to call an ambulance and save Qingqing. But in the next second, the people who got out of the car stunned me, I actually saw Luo Lingling wearing a mask, yes, I recognized the person driving at a glance as Sister Wen. Although she used a hat and a mask to cover her face tightly, and even her long hair was coiled into the hat, I can still be sure that it is Sister Wen. ”
"Just when I was stunned, the car suddenly moved, blocking between me and Sister Wen. I can't see what Sister Wen is doing at all? Only a man could be seen faintly in the car, a thin man wearing a mask and a wide-brimmed hat. ”
"When I rushed in front of them, the two people had already started the car and drove away, leaving only the corpse of a girl covered in blood on the ground, whether it was clothes, shoes, body or hair color, they were exactly the same as Qingqing, but that face was flesh and blood because of the crushing of the car,
"I'll admit that I could see that the girl on the ground was still breathing, but when I was sure that she wasn't Qingqing, I went crazy and rode my old motorcycle desperately to chase the red car. At that time, I was really stupid, how could my broken car catch up with other people's high-end cars? ”
"On the way to the pursuit, I almost got into a car accident several times, and finally fell on the side of the road, scarring myself, but I didn't even catch up with the shadow of the red car. Since then, I've wandered around like a lonely ghost, looking for Qingqing. While I was working, I was desperately inquiring about the whereabouts of Sister Wen and Qingqing. ”
"I know that only by finding Sister Wen can I get the news of Qingqing, but Sister Wen seems to have evaporated from the world, I searched every corner of the city, but I didn't find her again, so I can only turn to find out the whereabouts of Sister Wen's second husband, the rich Mr. Wu."