It's been a month, and Zhu Shu deliberately bought a bronze mirror from the town and put it in Xia Yinhuan's room, and Xia Yinhuan's mood was relatively stable during this time.

I didn't cry and make a fuss anymore, and I would make some meals with a bamboo bundle tied to it every day, and occasionally go out for a walk.

Early this morning, she woke up early in the morning, and after removing the herbs from her face, she couldn't help but pout when she looked at herself in the bronze mirror, reflecting the dazzling scar on the left side of her face.

Although the scar was not so deep, it didn't fade anywhere, the nails that hadn't been bitten and trimmed for a long time were already very long, and she touched the scars on her cheeks and pursed her lips.

She still remembers Zhu Shu's words vividly, he once asked her where her self-confidence went, a person's self-confidence is something that extends according to their own ability, and when pride collapses, how can there be any self-confidence.

Even so, she also figured it out, since she can only make up for it as much as possible, she can't collapse because of a little setback in her life, and the road still has to go.

"You're awake, so let's eat something first." Bamboo Shu stood at the door, still wearing a black mask and black clothes.

He has never shown his true face, and he has never washed his face, his face under the mask is hidden in the dark, and his **Xia Yinhuan has no way to snoop.

"Okay." Xia Yinhuan smiled slightly, then retracted, stood up, put the herbs on his face again, and watched the bamboo bundle bring the meal to the table, which was fried meat and rice of unknown kinds.

I remember that when he woke up, all he had eaten was a plate of white tofu, and since she came, the three meals a day were not rich, but they were not much worse.

"The people in the village are afraid of you, when did you come to this village?" The naughty child still came to the yard from time to time to write some mean words, and Xia Yinhuan could guess that he must not have grown up in this village.

Zhu Shu put a bowl of rice in front of her, and he didn't mind, and replied lightly: "The day when Southern Xinjiang fell." ”

He still remembers the scene of the river of blood flowing in Nanyang City, and still remembers that a large number of desert troops poured into the desert, killing people when they saw them, from the rickety old man to the infant baby, all of them became the souls of the desert army.

"You're from Southern Xinjiang, so why do you want to kill King Anding?" Xia Yinhuan has been following him for a month, but she hasn't been able to figure out this doubt.

Since he is a person from Southern Xinjiang, shouldn't he assist King Anding in rebuilding Southern Xinjiang, but he killed King Anding and injured Ouyang Chen, which is difficult to understand.

"Southern Xinjiang will be annihilated, and he will be responsible for it, and he will die innocently." When he said this, Xia Yinhuan noticed a complicated light flashing in his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether it was hatred or pain.

Stunned, Xia Yinhuan sighed, she didn't know why Zhu Shu would think that the reason why Nanjiang would die was because of King Anding, King Anding was indeed not a good person, and few people should know about that coup, and Zhu Shu seemed to understand everything that had happened in the palace.

The answer is about to come out, but it seems to be covered with a veil in front of him, which can be touched by raising his hand, but he can't touch it.

"Don't speculate on my identity from the side, in short, I've seen you before, I won't hurt you, eat well." Zhu Shu said slowly, and served her a bowl of vegetable soup, and every movement was very elegant.

Xia Yinhuan noticed that his hands were unusually delicate, except for the thin calluses left by the mouth of the sword and tiger.

"You're from the court?" Xia Yinhuan frowned slightly and asked, where can ordinary people have a pair of delicate and white hands in the wind and rain, unless they have been pampered since childhood.

Zhu Shu picked up the chopsticks and paused, quickly returned to normal, took a bite of rice and chewed it slowly in his mouth before replying: "Sort of, my father used to be a great person in Southern Xinjiang, but he passed away, but I didn't even have the heart to take revenge, isn't it cowardly?" ”

There was a hint of self-deprecation at the corner of his mouth, and Xia Yinhuan didn't know how to comfort him when he looked at it, thinking that his family would definitely die in that massacre.

Think about it, Ouyang Chen is so powerful, dominating the entire desert, how can he resist with his own strength, even if he can't shoot a gun, he can't get close to Ouyang Chen!

"In fact, hatred is not something that people remember all their lives, let him pass in the past, isn't it good to start over, find the beauty of life, find someone to accompany you, and join hands for ......a lifetime from now on" She said but suddenly lost her voice, before the words could be spoken, her thoughts were like maggots on the tarsal bones, and the pain spread to the limbs.

As soon as the words came out, she thought of Cang Rinchen, she had never seen each other for so long, separated for so long, she was more and more worried about Cang Rinchen's condition, she was always anxious these days, and always felt that something had happened, which made her sleepless all night.

"Don't worry, if you want to leave, I'll send you back, Yasukuni is very stable now." Zhu Shu saw through her thoughts, Xia Yinhuan had been staying here for a month, and that was enough.

"Really?" Xia Yin raised his head violently, looking at him with a pair of amber eyes and a smile, looking like a very gentle person.

"Of course, but I'll send you away tomorrow." He smiled indifferently, the smile in his eyes gone, replaced by sorrow.

Xia Yinhuan was looking forward to this sentence early, but he couldn't laugh at the moment, and he was going back, that is, he was going to see Cang Linchen?

Subconsciously, he raised his hand to stroke his cheek, lowered his gaze, and looked at the grains of white rice in the bowl, with mixed feelings.

"Forget it, let's wait a few days." Xia Yinhuan suddenly changed her mind, and her eyes dimmed inch by inch: "I want to sort out my mood." ”

To this day, she still doesn't know how to return to the palace, and countless times she has imagined how Cang Linchen will look like when she sees herself again, will she be surprised or burst into tears?

"Okay." Zhu Shu looked at her quietly and said, and began to eat by herself, he understood, he understood, and she was in a dilemma.

Full of wine and food, Xia Yinhuan walked out of the door, pushed open the door and walked out, just in time to see a small figure dodging outside the courtyard, seeing her push the door out, she immediately hid behind the earthen wall, revealing a piece of clothes.

The corners of Xia Yinhuan's mouth twitched, and she knew that it was the child who often came here to vent her dissatisfaction, she walked to the gate of the courtyard with a step, and said coldly: "It's useless to hide, I know you're here, come out." ”

The figure trembled and was stunned for a long time, and then walked out, with a look of disdain on his immature little face: "What are you doing, ugly monster!" ”

After that, he took two steps back and distanced himself from her, stuck out his tongue at Xia Yinhuan, made a grimace and ran away.

Xia Yinhuan had expected him to run away, so she grabbed his hand behind him and said with a smug smile: "It's not so easy to run this time, a man dares to act, and it's not her husband's job to escape." ”

"What are you doing, ugly bastard, let go!" The little boy screamed and hurriedly wanted to shake off her hand, but unfortunately his strength was too small to break free, so he could only blush and break Xia Yinhuan's fingers with great effort.

"Little brat!" Xia Yinhuan only felt cute when he saw him like this, so that he didn't feel disgusted, his bulging little face was fat, and he couldn't help but want people to pinch it.

She thought so, and really did, and reached out to pinch his face, but the boy suddenly cried: "Ugly bastard, don't touch me with your dirty hands!" ”

Xia Yinhuan had heard him scold countless times, and he had long been accustomed to the title of 'ugly eight monsters', but when he heard him say this, he was suddenly stunned.

The little boy took advantage of her distraction, shook off her hand and ran away, his red eyes firmly imprinted in Xia Yinhuan's eyes.

She remembered that Cang Linchen had told her that she would have a child in the future, what if her child hated herself so much in the future?

Even if you can't face your own children, how will the people in the palace talk about it? What the little one would endure, she had almost predicted.

At this moment, she seemed to be on the edge of a black hole, and desolation struck her, and fear filled her, as if to engulf her, and suddenly she felt the world spinning, and she fell backwards.

"Yin Huan!" Fortunately, Zhu Shu was agile, and a flying body stopped beside her and hugged her in his arms: "Are you okay?" ”

Her face was pale, and her eyes widened as if she had seen something terrible.

Xia Yinhuan came back to his senses, stood up straight and pushed him away, squatted down with some embarrassment and hugged his knees and said, "It's okay, I just thought of some terrible things." ”

"Don't be afraid, if you're worried about seeing Cang Rinchen, don't worry, he won't dislike you." He said and squatted down with her, as if he understood everything: "He regards you as his life, and what he loves is not your face but your soul, and besides, the famous doctors in the Yasukuni Palace are like clouds, and someone will be able to heal the wounds on your face." ”

"How do you know?" Xia Yinhuan raised her eyes and looked at him in a daze, she always felt that the bamboo bundle was very strange, when she was today, apart from herself, she had only heard two people call Cang Rinchen by his name, one was Ouyang Chen and the other was Tuoba Ce!

Normal people, at this time, should be talking about the Yasukuni monarch, how can they directly say his name, and there is no sense of disobedience.

"Because I've seen you together, and I've watched you all the way." Zhu Shu smiled, but his eyes were moist, and he raised his hand to rub her long hair tied up with a hair towel and said, "You used to be very smart, and you probably fell off the cliff and broke your brain." ”

I haven't been able to recognize me yet, and I still don't know who I am......

"You've just broken your brain." Xia Yinhuan slapped his hand away angrily, stared at the bamboo bundle suspiciously, and said disdainfully: "If you lie again, there are few words that are true." ”

Whatever she said, two months could fade the wounds on her face, and now a month has passed, the scars are still there, and her face is still ugly.

said that he was lonely and wanted to keep her down to accompany her, but he just wanted to heal her, and even she couldn't tell how many of his words were true and how false.

"Well, I broke my brain." Zhu Shu shook her head helplessly, and swallowed back what she wanted to tell her, even if she didn't find out.

At least two identities, one disgusting, and at least one that can make her smile when she thinks about it.

"What are you going to do in the future?" Xia Yinhuan always felt that he was not an ordinary person, his martial arts were strong, and it was not easy to hurt Ouyang Chen when Ouyang Chen relaxed his vigilance.

Moreover, he first killed King Anding and then injured Ouyang Chen, he seemed to be taking revenge, and he must have the next move.

"It depends, if I can rebuild southern Xinjiang, I will do it." The corners of Zhushu's mouth are bitter, it is not easy to rebuild southern Xinjiang, and he also has a long and difficult road to go.

"Then can you promise me one thing?" When Xia Yinhuan was surprised that he was so ambitious, a sly smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Zhu Shu was a little inexplicable by her laughter, and Nana said, "What's the matter?" ”

"Promise me, even if one day you can become the lord of southern Xinjiang, don't be insatiable, don't attack Yasukuni, and let the people of Li live and work in peace and contentment." Xia Yinhuan's eyes were sincere and full of hope.

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