Chapter 502: Jiang Yansheng, You Have the Instinct to Love People
"I'm mentally ill, when did you find out?"
When Jiang Yansheng raised her head again, her trembling eyes were already bloody, as if she was about to leave blood and tears, she stared at the man's dark eyes, and her voice was imperceptibly weak: "You reacted twice in my sleep, in fact...... Is it because of her? ”
Huo Xiumo's thin lips were tightly pursed, and in the face of her questioning, the contours of his facial features hidden in the dim light became more and more cold and hard.
Jiang Yansheng stood up from the ground, her long black hair was messy by the sea breeze, and her skin was tingling with pain, she cried and cried, and laughed.
That smile was extremely weak and beautiful.
"I should have guessed it...... The subconscious mind is unwilling to confirm it with you, and every time it is timidly evading, blindly deceiving yourself is actually thinking too much, and you don't know it at all. ”
Jiang Yan's low voice overflowed from her clenched lip, and she wiped the tears from her face with her fingertips, but the more she wiped, the more she wiped.
"I don't dare to find fault with ...... I am too infatuated with the warmth you give me, and I am afraid that you are in a position of responsibility so that you will not abandon a deformed and sick woman in your heart. ”
She cried until she had no strength, stared at the man, and said word by word: "You can go to a woman with an extremely healthy heart to be your wife, and you won't be hurt by me." ”
Huo Xiumo's gloomy expression, which had not changed for thousands of years, finally cracked completely in seconds after hearing her words, his eyes were deep and sharp, and his voice overflowed with thin lips revealing thick displeasure: "Jiang Yansheng, you have the instinct of a lover, why do you have to be inferior and escape?" ”
Jiang Yansheng bit her lip hard, almost being bitten by her and bleeding.
The pain in her throat diffused inch by inch, and her voice was dry: "You are a normal person, you can't understand my feelings at all, if you are mentally ill, will you still be with me?" Huo Xiumo, I just ask you, will you? ”
Her last sentence was heartbreaking.
Huo Xiumo looked at her like this, and the suppressed emotions in his chest also made him feel dull, and his voice was deep: "I am mentally ill, will you leave me?" ”
Jiang Yansheng was stunned for a long time before he choked up and said, "Yes, so you have no choice at all, you will be kidnapped by my side in the name of love." ”
He is a good man and a good husband, he doesn't bother and doesn't cheat, he doesn't have any perverted habits, and he is even more responsible for the family, so he is no different from being kidnapped by her.
Jiang Yansheng found that he was very selfish and excessive, too embarrassed and embarrassed in front of him, like an extremely ugly woman.
From the angle that the woman couldn't see, Huo Xiumo had already faintly bruised on his forehead and neck, and he had been deeply suppressing the tumbling strong emotions, calmly facing the helpless woman in front of him who had been psychologically traumatized.
He softened his indifferent voice, mixed with the sea breeze, into Jiang Yansheng's ears: "Shengsheng, I have been forcing you to tie you to your side, no matter what you become, you can only be crazy by my side in this life." ”
At this moment, the aggrieved and embarrassed feeling in Jiang Yansheng's chest instantly welled up, and the indescribable discomfort in her throat made her lower her head and keep shedding tears.
"I know you're wronged, be obedient, come here." Huo Xiumo stared at the woman standing on the balcony with deep eyes, coaxing her, and his voice continued to be soft: "Come to me." ”
Jiang Yansheng was a little dazed, and his eyes were defenseless.
Huo Xiumo stood in the dark, and his slender and beautiful hands stretched out to her: "I want to hug you, is it okay?" ”
Jiang Yansheng stepped on the ground with bare feet, cold and piercing, she shrank slightly, and just about to take a step and paused.
Huo Xiumo's deep, unfathomable eyes narrowed, staring at her.
Jiang Yansheng regretted it, took a step back, and saw through his thoughts: "You are so gentle to me, are you afraid that I will jump into the sea?" ”
Huo Xiumo's eyebrows remained unchanged, and he opened his voice in a low voice: "What are you talking about?" ”
"Actually, you're going to want to arrest me and lock me up now, right?" After Jiang Yansheng was locked in bed by him once, he became afraid of this matter.
He was ruthless and capable.
Huo Xiumo smiled lowly: "What am I locking you for?" ”
The more indifferent and calm the man was, the more frightened Jiang Yansheng became, and he took a few steps back, his tears covered by his hair: "You will, since you knew that I had schizophrenia, you treated me as a psychopath, you chained me and secretly fed me medicine in private......
"I don't want to go to a psychiatric hospital, I don't want others to know that I'm an abnormal woman."
"No one is going to take you to the hospital, Shengsheng, you dare to fall down and give it a try!" Huo Xiumo saw that she had reached the edge of the balcony, and if she took one step, she would fall into the sea.
His voice grew a little colder, and he stared at her for a moment.
Jiang Yansheng is too strong in her bones, and she is good at deceiving herself, others don't know that her mental illness seems to be like a fig leaf, which can make her mentality like a normal person's life.
But......
Once revealed, it was as if she had been cramped and skinned.
All the unbearable hidden in the depths was exposed to everyone's eyes, and she couldn't bear such a strange gaze.
Her throat was inexplicably stuck, and she cried heartbreakingly, and she knelt on the ground unsteadily, with black messy hair, a long skirt that was blown by the sea breeze, and her face was full of tears.
made her whole person look pitiful and helpless.
Huo Xiumo saw that she didn't come in, and stood in place expressionless for a few seconds, then suddenly turned around and strode away.
Jiang Yansheng was at a loss, lost in his own collapsed world.
Until the ......
The ankle at the hem of her skirt suddenly hurt, and when she looked up, she suddenly saw the handsome and cold man who appeared in front of her.
Huo Xiumo's indifferent and handsome look disappeared on his facial features, and because of the influence of the night, in the eyes of a woman, his eyebrows were cold at this moment, with a bit of coldness.
Jiang Yansheng's face was pale, and her eyelashes stained with tears trembled densely.
Huo Xiumo grabbed her foot, with great force, stared at her and spoke in a low voice: "Come here." ”
Jiang Yansheng tried to struggle, but he was too tightly held by his big hand, his voice trembled, and his emotions began to become unstable: "Huo Xiumo, don't arrest me, you let go, let go." ”
Huo Xiumo's tall body approached her slightly, and the posture of looking down condescendingly seemed to completely press the woman to the ground, without touching her body.
"Let go?"
He pulled his lips and sneered: "You just die of this heart, I can't let go of you in this life." ”
"Then aren't you afraid that my mental illness will not be cured for the rest of my life?" Jiang Yansheng roared out with all his might, his voice full of endless pain: "I have a split personality, what do you know it means?" Huo Xiumo, I can't take care of you like a normal person or an ordinary wife in my life, impossible! ”