Chapter 41: Delusion

The hospital seems to be very shabby, the clothes people wear are also decades old, I can't hear any sounds around, it's like watching a silent movie, there is a man sitting on the hospital bench frowning anxiously waiting for something, I take a closer look at the man sitting is actually my dad when he was young, he sat on the bench outside the delivery room and smoked one after another, although my dad was not very handsome but definitely heroic.

My family's eyebrows are very good-looking, and in my cognition, Zhao Yun in the Three Kingdoms should be this kind of eyebrows, whether it is my grandfather, my father or me.

After a while, from a distance, a person about the same age as my dad sat next to my dad and the two of them were chatting about something, that person looked a bit like Lao Wang in the hospital morgue from his appearance, but I was not sure if it was Lao Wang, the man talked to my dad for a while and patted my dad on the shoulder and left.

My dad began to smoke one after another, from time to time to look at the door of the delivery room, after a long time the door of the delivery room opened, a nurse came out of it, my dad hurriedly threw down the cigarette and trotted to the door of the delivery room, my dad and the nurse said a few words, my dad excitedly grabbed the nurse's hand and said something, as if thanking the nurse.

At this time, two more nurses came out of the delivery room, holding a child in their arms, my dad hurriedly leaned over to see the baby in the nurse's arms, my dad smiled like a child, raised his arms as if shouting something, I saw this, I can see it, this is the scene when I was born, I don't know why I will return here after Judge Cui finished speaking.

As my dad raised his arms and shouted, the picture was fixed on his happy expression, and then the picture turned to my house, my mother sat on the sofa crying, and my dad was also sitting on the sofa smoking with a sad face.

There was a baby lying on the bed next to me, this baby was covered in black air and seemed to be in great pain, I really don't remember this kind of thing happening to me when I was a child, maybe my parents didn't mention it to me.

My mom and my dad were crying and saying something, my dad put out the cigarette and hugged my mom in his arms and patted her shoulder as if to comfort her, after a while my dad went to open the door, my grandfather walked in with an old man in a tunic suit, and followed by this Cui Xiaobai, Cui Xiaobai has not changed at all, and it is still the way it is now.

The old man and Cui Xiaobai didn't talk to my dad, they went straight to the side of the bed to check on me lying on the bed, the old man said something to Cui Xiaobai, the old man picked me up from the bed, Cui Xiaobai took out a brush from his pocket and clicked it on my head.

I fell asleep quietly in the old man's arms immediately, Cui Xiaobai took me from the old man's arms, smiled and touched my chin with his fingers, the old man walked over and said something to my grandfather and my parents, after talking for a while, my mother suddenly stood up and knelt down for the old man, everyone hurriedly helped my mother, Cui Xiaobai didn't pay attention to them, he bit his fingers, drew a few times on my head with blood, and held me for a long time before putting me on the bed, the picture was frozen again, frozen in Cui Xiaobai's expression smiling and looking at me.

The picture jumps again, this time it's Cui Xiaobai's bar, Cui Xiaobai and others are there, in addition to some familiar faces such as Zheng Sange, Xuanxuan, King Kong and others, there are some I don't know, and my dad is also among them.

My dad took out a small cloth bag from his pocket and handed it to Cui Xiaobai, and said something, Cui Xiaobai nodded and put away the cloth bag.

My dad smiled at him, and then stood up with a bottle of beer in his hand, and said something to the crowd, although I couldn't hear any sound, but judging from the expression on my dad's face, he should be saying something important, and everyone here raised their left hands as if to swear, maybe this scene was the scene before my dad left.

Cui Xiaobai once I said that my dad made them make a heavenly oath, after a few people put down their hands, my dad raised the beer in his hand at everyone, and then drank a whole bottle of beer in one go, after drinking, he smiled at everyone and wiped his mouth, and walked towards the bar door, and finally the picture was fixed on my dad's back when he went out.

Then the picture seemed to jump like a fast forward, first jumping to the first time that Zheng Sange and I met at the old lady's funeral, the picture was fast-forwarding at a very fast speed, and some familiar pictures kept flashing, such as the first time I went to the yin, I and Zheng Sange dealt with the incident of the rich second generation jumping off the building, and Zhang Han came to the store with a big bag to find me, and the final picture was fixed at the moment when Zheng Sange and I went to the yin and he slapped me and sent me away.

After that, the screen jumped, and continued to play in the form of fast forward, the speed made me a little dizzy, Zhang Han and I finally got married, we were very affectionate, and occasionally quarreled.

It seems that Zhang Han was not there for a long time in the picture, I drank in Cui Xiaobai's bar all day, and then I got a new girlfriend, in short, the picture was a little inexplicable, I couldn't see what it meant, and there was a scene where I killed a person who was exactly the same as myself in that fast hunting suit.

After that, I grew older, and I often went to sit in front of a grave in the suburbs without any tombstones, and the final picture was fixed on my back.

Then I felt that my body was fluttering and there was darkness in front of me, and when I felt the light in front of me, I opened my eyes and found that I had returned to Cui Xiaobai's bar, Cui Xiaobai looked at me with a smile, I was just about to speak, Cui Xiaobai interrupted me

"Don't tell anyone about the delusion you have just experienced."

When Cui Xiaobai said this, I was forced to hold back the words in my throat, and I asked him what the delusional realm was, and Cui Xiaobai said that the delusional realm is true and false, and the truth cannot be fully believed or disbelieved.

After listening to Cui Xiaobai's explanation, I was even more confused, Cui Xiaobai looked at me and smiled at me with a confused look, and gave me a cup of the cocktail made of the other side flower, I picked it up and took a sip and asked him if I was a spirit attractor now, Cui Xiaobai nodded, I asked him if he had any privileges or something like that, Cui Xiaobai pointed to the cocktail on the table and said that it would be free to drink this thing in the future.

I picked up the cocktail and took a sip and asked him how much it cost, and Cui Xiaobai said lightly that it was priceless.

After chatting with Cui Xiaobai for a few words, I left Cui Xiaobai's bar, to be honest, I haven't completely recovered from the delusion now, and I have been in a mess on the way back by taxi.

Zhang Han asked me if I had anything on my mind, I said nothing, just a little tired, Zhang Han nodded and didn't say anything.

Cui Xiaobai just said that the delusion I experienced is true or false, and it is obvious that what happened before should be true, and the latter part is unknown.

I have always believed that everything will not happen for no reason, I glanced at Zhang Han sitting next to me, she looked out the window in a daze, I asked her what her plans were in the future, Zhang Han asked me why I asked, I said that I just suddenly wanted to know, Zhang Han smiled and said to me Marry a chicken and marry a dog with a dog, my plan is her plan.

After Zhang Han finished speaking, I took her into my arms, Zhang Han was a little embarrassed, she struggled twice and didn't struggle anymore, she leaned on my arms and muttered to me

"I thought you were my husband when I never met you"

I said to Zhang Han that I think so too, Zhang Han smiled and kissed me on the neck, when I got home, my mother was watching TV in the living room, and when I saw the two of us coming back, I asked if we had eaten, to be honest, I drank two cocktails in Cui Xiaobai's bar after a busy day, and when I got home, my mother suddenly felt a sense of hunger when she asked this, and Zhang Han said that she didn't have time to eat after a busy day.

My mom didn't ask us what we were busy with, saying that there was food left for us at the dinner table, and we came to the table to see that my mom left me a particularly rich meal, with fish and meat, a full 6 dishes, which was too abnormal, in my impression that my mom rarely made such a sumptuous meal except for the New Year's holidays, I pinched a piece of meat from the plate with my hand and threw it into my mouth and asked my mom if there was anything wrong, my mom walked to the dining room and said to me

"There's nothing else, you two eat first, talk while eating"

After saying that, my mother sat on the chair and beckoned the two of us to eat quickly, with my understanding of my mother, this scene in front of me is too abnormal, because since I met Zheng Sange and others, all I have been exposed to are some negative energy things, so I am now thinking about the most pessimistic aspect of something, I hurriedly asked my mother if there was something to hide from us, my mother smiled and said to us

"It's true, it's just that my family suddenly found me today"