The sun on the roof of the building was so warm and bright that I thought that if I were a cat or a dog or a chicken, I would have enjoyed the feeling of being caressed by Mother Sun under the sun, and then stretched out or rubbed my feet up comfortably on the concrete floor, and then fell asleep with my eyes closed. But I am a human being, and I always have something to do, and I don't know why people have so many material things: computers, mobile phones, televisions, radios, Walkmans, MP3, MP5, and badminton, table tennis, basketball, and all other things that can be entertained, but they still feel bored and boring, and other animals other than humans don't know a word in their lives, and they don't have everything as developed as humans, but they live healthier than humans (if humans don't abuse them), why is this? I once read an article and there was a sentence that struck me in particular: dogs are the least likely animals to get bored. Later, I imitated some of the dog's postures and expressions, and I felt that it was really not boring at all. But I couldn't find a reason.

I remember saying to Dr. Lou, "I felt like I was being controlled." "I said, I can't remember what Dr. Lou's reaction was.

I remember a long, long time ago there was an online novel called "Tomb Robbery Notes", and there was a chat software called Tencent QQ that was popular all over the Internet when computers first became popular, but these are not the point, the point is that I met a person because of this novel and this software.

"Did you remember anything again?" asked Dr. Lou. "Alone. I said.

Dr. Lou looked at me blankly, and my eyes began to glaze again, his expression began to stiffen, and his face turned gray, and then I saw that his eyes began to leak a murderous intent. His whole body stiffened, and his brow furrowed.

"Didn't you notice something wrong just now?" Dr. Lou's words were in my mind again, and suddenly a hand with bursting blood vessels suddenly grabbed at my face, I jerked back but found that I didn't dodge at all, at this time I thought that my face would be scratched and even have a strong pain, but when this hand touched my face, it was so empty, I saw that "Dr. Lou" had a hideous expression as if he had changed his personality, and he reached out again and grabbed my face almost frantically, this time he grabbed it again. I saw that he was completely like a different person, and just now I felt that way again, "Ninety-nine." "I heard the weak voice of the little testimony, but I ignored it, and I guessed that the little testimony should know all my feelings. But she's just a pass, and she can't seem to help me. can only accompany me silently. Because there is a saying that "love does not need to be said, and affection is not as good as long-term companionship." "At this time, my brain was deserted. What should I do in this dangerous time?

This "Dr. Lou" is obviously not the same person as before. "The guy you met is actually a new mental patient. Maybe you're in the wrong place. Dr. Lou's words came back to my mind, yes, he might be the new patient, just like I met that time. But why did he dress exactly like Dr. Lou?" he thought he was a doctor and could heal diseases, and he always imitated Dr. Lou's clothes. The little witness said weakly. "Oh. I nodded. "Don't worry, he can't hurt you. The little testimony said firmly this time. I watched as he calmed down, his expression as if mimicking a kind person. But no matter how you look at it, it's fake.

I don't know anyone here, but I once saw a news story about a male psychopath in a psychiatric hospital who killed two female psychopaths with his bare hands. "Don't be foolish, who can hurt anyone here? Where do you think this is? There are no patients here who hurt any patients. The little witness seemed frightened, and whispered. Hearing Xiao Zheng say this, I suddenly felt a sense of security, but I still felt that something was wrong. How do you describe my feelings? I want to say, "Do you believe that there are people in this world who can have superpowers?" and said with a smile, "We have it here, the kind of psychopath you think of who has superpowers but has mental illness, psychological disorders, and split personality." ”

"Oh. I chicked, "I know you're not feeling well right now, but you have to trust that you're going to recover." No treatment can be cured in an instant. Think about whether you've been better off since you came here. "Well, it seems like I'm feeling better, and I didn't have anything to do about my condition at first, but I pretended to be calm because I didn't want my family to worry about it, and I didn't want my condition to worsen. But when I came here to meet Dr. Lou, I was very relaxed and I trusted Dr. Lou. "That's it, after all, your illness has been accumulated over the years. You'll soon get used to it. Laugh and give yourself some confidence. "Hmm. I could barely squeeze out some smiles.

You should still believe that you will get better. I should only do what I love. "Did he go to the wrong room again?" I asked the little witness, "probably." "I once heard a voice in my heart, and this voice said, what can you do with me? There will be karma for doing bad things, but what about my retribution? Where is it? Your mother gave birth to you to be targeted by me, and even if my mother finds out about beating you, she will only think that you are mentally ill again." "I said to the little testimony, and I couldn't tell anything about it, except that it was a male voice, and it was very similar to a person I had met. "But that doesn't prove anything, does it?" I said, and again the voice said, "I'm the man, look and feel it." Then I saw in my head what had happened to that person, but I didn't know what to do." I said to the little witness, "Can you imagine how I felt?" and the little witness looked at me mockingly, but didn't speak. That feeling came back to me right now. It made my whole body feel like I had been groped. This feeling has tormented me all the time. I think so. "Who do you blame. "The little testimony seems to be reproaching me. "You've changed back to the way you were. I said, "You're still the same as before, but I believe you've changed because of me." "The little badge is gone, what does it mean? I looked at my pass, it was still clasped around my wrist.

I feel like I'm in the middle of a groping pig now. And this groping pig hand is a netizen I know. He is a native of Hangzhou, Zhejiang, and his hometown is Yuhang Town. The work unit is the Hangzhou branch of Songshan Construction Group Co., Ltd. I don't know what he does there.

I feel that since 2013, he has been observing my life, but not through the camera, but from such a distance, how did he observe me? And when I first added a buckle to him, he said he would tell fortunes. I thought he was a fortune teller, but he said that fortune telling was only an ancestral tradition of their family, not a profession. It made me curious about him. I wanted him to tell my fortune for me, so he asked me about my birthday.

He asked me about my profession, and I said that it was selling vegetables, and it was indeed selling vegetables at that time.

One day while we were talking, he suddenly asked me if you are out there now? I said yes, how do you know, he sent a smile and didn't answer.

Suddenly, one day he posted a button space talk, the content is that real life is a movie without rehearsals, and every day is broadcast live. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, because this sentence was obviously an Internet quote.

Later, I found out that this sentence was fulfilled in my life.