Chapter 365: The heart is like ashes
Xiao Man got up and walked out in despair, and Honglian and Guixiang followed behind with the little rabbit in their arms, "Xiao Man...... Little full ....... ”
If you don't eat, drink, or sleep like a walking corpse, it's useless for anyone to persuade you, Xiao Man heard what other people said, and their voices didn't seem to be able to enter Xiao Man's ears, Xiao Man was trapped in a small box and couldn't come out.
I just don't have to worry about anything, I don't have to think, I don't have to wait, I don't have to look, so that I won't be hopeful, and then I'm disappointed, I won't be sad, I won't be in pain, I won't be sad, and I'm not afraid of losing.
So be it...... So be it...... When you die, everything will end, and you won't feel anything anymore.
Zhou Duchan stayed by Xiao Man's side all day long, looking at her like a living dead, but he couldn't do anything.
Every day, I have to come to pour ginseng soup to Xiaoman, watching Xiaoman getting thinner and thinner, Zhou Duchan is so anxious that he can't sleep all day and night.
Zhou Duchan has never felt that his life has been as dark as now, Xiao Man touched his whole heart, he didn't expect Xiao Man to care about his brother and mother so obsessively, so that now he doesn't even have the courage to live, he knew this, he should have stopped his father from telling her in front of so many people in that situation, or it would be better to talk to her in a different way.
The head is messy, Xiaoman is Xiaoman when he opens his eyes and closes his eyes, he is in no mood, he opens his eyes every day to see Xiaoman, as if he is stunned, Master Qi comes to check Xiaoman's pulse every day, and he shakes his head every time, "It can't go on like this, even if you feed her ginseng soup every day, you can't stay up, you have to think of a way to let her eat, it's been four days, and it's ...... two days at most." Master Qi turned his face and couldn't help but shed tears, Master Qi is a doctor, it stands to reason that he has seen too much life and death, and he has long been used to it, but every time he faces Master Xiaoman, Master Qi still can't face it calmly, regretting and worrying.
Red Lotus They tried all their means, beaten, scolded and scolded but it didn't work, this day was the third day with Lu Dayong, early in the morning Lu Dayong came to pick up the two of them with ** girl, or Mrs. Lu said that Xiaoman liked Xuanxuan so much, so she took Xuanxuan to pick them up just to give them a surprise.
Lu Dayong went to the door, stuffed a few pieces of silver, and asked the porter to help call someone, who knew that it was the uncle who guarded the door, and pulled Lu Dayong to say something about the small concealment, then Lu Dayong panicked for a while and didn't know what to do, and hurriedly returned to the car to discuss with his daughter-in-law to see how it was good, Mrs. Lu cried when she heard it, but she didn't expect Xiaoman to have such a sad thing, I didn't see that the girl who looked so cheerful had eaten so much crying at a young age.
Seeing her mother shed tears, Xuanxuan also pursed her mouth and was about to cry, "Mother...... Mother....... ”
Mrs. Lu suddenly paid attention to Xuanxuan while holding her, quickly wiped her tears, and put Xuanxuan in front of her, "Xuanxuan, do you remember the aunt who came to the house last time?" ”
Xuanxuan nodded, her little hands wiping her tears.
"Okay Xuanxuan, I'll tell you, wait for your aunt to take you to see your aunt, but your aunt is still sleeping, you must wake her up, if she doesn't wake up, you will keep lying by her ear, and keep calling your aunt until she opens her eyes, remember?"
"Yes, I remember."
Lu Dayong took his wife and daughter, and the uncle who entered the Zhou Mansion was very enthusiastic, knowing that he was looking for Xiaoman, and he was also worried about Xiaoman's kindness when he shared his wine last time, and took them directly to Xiaoman's yard.
In the courtyard, Red Lotus and Guixiang were squatting listlessly, with a sad and tired face, "Red Lotus......." ”
"Sister Luzhu...... How did you guys get here? ”
"Don't talk about this yet, take me to see Xiao Man......."
"Oh, oh, follow me......."
Lu Zhu didn't want to believe that this was the quirky and energetic Xiaoman he had only seen a few days ago.
Xiao Man, who was lying on the bed, was dark and thin, his eye sockets were deep, his hair was messy, and he almost seemed to be out of shape, motionless If it weren't for the ups and downs in his chest, he would look like a corpse.
Luzhu put Xuanxuan next to Xiaoman's head, "Xiaoman, I took Xuanxuan to see you, don't you like Xuanxuan the most, open your eyes and look at her." ”
"Xuanxuan, call ...... Scream...... Tell your aunt to get up. ”
Just like when they met for the first time, Xuanxuan stretched out her little hand and held Xiaoman's little finger, "Auntie...... Xuanxuan ...... It's up to you...... Get up....... ”
Shaking her little hands, Xuanxuan thought that Xiaoman was really sleeping, with a cute smile on her face.
"Auntie...... Get up...... Play....... ”
Xuanxuan called over and over again, Xiaoman was still indifferent, Xuanxuan looked at her mother with a puzzled face, "Mother......." The tone was a plea.
"Xuanxuan, if you kiss your aunt, she will get up ......."
The small mouth gently rubbed Xiaoman's face, left and right, kissing Xiaoman's face of saliva, Honglian saw Xiaoman's fingers move, which proved that Xuanxuan was still useful to Xiaoman, she cared.
Honglian also joined in, "Xiaoman, hurry up and open your eyes and look at Xuanxuan, don't you like Xuanxuan the most, Xuanxuan misses you and she comes to call you, you promise her, you want to comb her hair and say that you want to make beautiful clothes, you keep your promise the most, right, you can't lie to children, right...... Hurry up...... You say you're going to be good to me, if something really happens to me, what am I going to do, how am I going to live,......。 ”
Honglian couldn't say it anymore in the end, tears flowed, she never knew that she would have so many tears, she didn't have such a fear in her heart, Xiaoman can be said to be her hope to live after so many hardships, the sustenance of the soul, if there was no Xiaoman's company without her care, Honglian felt that she had already hanged herself with a white ling, she came to this world, she was abandoned from birth, she never felt the warmth of family and the world in her life, only Xiaoman, only Xiaoman made her feel love, She will quietly prepare surprises for you when she takes care of her surroundings, only when she is with Xiaoman, she feels that she lives like a person, flesh and blood are needed, cared for, and cared for.
The people in the room cried, Xuanxuan was a little scared, although she didn't understand but she could feel the sadness, Xuanxuan also began to cry, she remembered what her mother said to herself in the carriage, she remembered what the person lying on the bed said to herself, and the child's sad tears fell on Xiaoman's face one by one.