When he got home after work, Nan Yao didn't care about chatting with Xiaomi Yihan, and temporarily gave up his favorite books and movies, and after taking a shower, he rushed into his room and began to write letters to Gallen.

The content of the letter is as follows:

You, you've never been acquainted with me!

I completely lost my expectations for you in September, the day you announced that you had a girlfriend. That morning, I remember very clearly, I was on the bus to work, when my finger slid to your Weibo, my heart "chuckled", and tears flowed down in an instant, but I still said "It's good" in my heart.

Yes, you found your happiness, the last unforgettable love made me mistakenly think that you will never be in love again in your life, I remember you said, you haven't sorted out your mood to start the next paragraph. It turns out that this sentence is an excuse to reject me, it's not that you haven't sorted out your mood, you just don't fall in love.

Thank you for tactfully maintaining my self-esteem and not putting me in an awkward position, even though you lied to me, but it didn't matter because I could understand you.

Hey, I've been waiting for you for ten years, but I didn't wait for you after all.

First of all, I would like to congratulate you, congratulations on finding a beautiful girlfriend. I think she's not only pretty, but also excellent, otherwise how would she fit your picky appetite.

Let me guess, how did you meet, did you know each other before I contacted you last year? If that's the case, I'm really sympathetic to myself.

God knows how happy I was when I got in touch with you, and I thought we would have a chance if I came back. I thought that God would miss me once, and that happiness was like buying a beautiful dress that I had been dreaming of for a long time.

But reality hit me hard, and I was still wondering why the meal you said you wanted me to eat didn't move, you know? I was hopelessly stupid, I thought you were the kind of shy guy you are, the kind of girl you wouldn't take the initiative no matter how interested you are.

Because in my memory, you haven't chased others, it's all girls who chased you.

I swipe your circle of friends and your Weibo every day, figuring out your current living status. When I came back, I imagined being with you, probably the kind of person who could lean on your shoulder, drink a glass of wine, and whisper in my ears how much I liked you for the past ten years.

Then you can also tell me that you were so stupid before, you didn't even find out that there was a girl around you who liked you so much, and she had been blind for so many years, which is really hateful. Then we laughed and planned our future together.

But these are my dreams, a dream that is too beautiful to be true, and when I wake up, I am afraid that there is not even any scum left, it is all foam, and it will burst without touching it.

When I realized that what you said "please eat hot pot" was just a polite sentence, my heart was broken into scum, I was afraid that you didn't understand my mind, so I racked my brains to plan how to let you know, but I failed, I didn't have time to speak, you are already famous.

At this time, I really understood the true meaning of the sentence that you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, and only then did I realize that what was said in some emotional poisonous chicken soup was true. Poor I've been fantasizing alone for a long time, but it's okay, now I don't have to worry about it anymore, I'm tired after so many years, it's time to let go, and besides, I didn't have much hope.

When a person is unlucky, he will continue to be unlucky, this sentence is not wrong at all, love is in vain, my new job is not satisfactory, and now I feel that every day is gray, so dark that I wonder if the sun has never come out.

Fortunately, I have made up my mind to say goodbye to my lost youth, I think I need to start a new life, a person can't always live in anticipation, can it?

But I don't think I need to say sorry for your interruption, because my liking for you is forbearing, hiding in the shadows, and not causing you any trouble. Besides, I kept my mouth shut about it during my school days, and I didn't even talk about it with my closest girlfriends.

Next, I would like to recall the episodes of our lost youth, scenes that are dear to me, but may not have any impression on you.

Telling you this, there is no other meaning, it can be regarded as a memory, an explanation of your youth.

In the sixth grade, my sister and I came to the city with our parents. I was timid by nature, so I refused to change to a new school, and I didn't want to go to school every day at home, and then the millet next door came to play with me one day, and I knew that it must be my mother who went to find her.

Xiaomi, you remember, well, you must remember, she and you have known each other since kindergarten, she is also my roommate now, became a doctor after graduation, and now works as a trainee in the hospital. Okay, let's stop pulling her, I'll continue.

After getting acquainted with Xiaomi, I don't refuse to go to school, and I'm glad that I was assigned to Xiaomi's class, the fifth class of the sixth grade. And you, right next door to me, you're in Class 6.

At that time, I was short and could only sit in the front, which was supposed to be the first row, but then the teacher placed a problem student in the first row on the far right of the classroom, near the window and the aisle.

So once I changed my seat every two weeks, I had to sit at the back of that problem student every six weeks. Every two weeks I sat behind him, I lived like years, wishing that time was like an arrow flying out, until I saw you out of the window, and at that time, I changed my mind, and I wished that the two weeks I sat near the window could pass slowly, preferably like a snail crawling.

The first time I saw you, you wore a white long-sleeved sweatshirt and walked slowly past my window to the next door. My eyes followed you, and I didn't want to take my eyes off for a moment, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: "This boy is so beautiful." ”

With an "ahh

The scene of the first time I met you was so beautiful, although my scalp was torn so painfully, but I was so happy that I was bubbling.

Later, I would peek out of the back window at the door of your class, and as soon as I saw you coming out, I would quickly get up from my seat and pinch the time to go down the stairs with you. God let us share a staircase, which is really glad to have it.

Do you remember, there were many times when we went down the stairs between classes, and you would fight with your little friends on the stairs, and then you would run into me. Every time I pretend to look at you very upset, my face is full of disgust, and when I look at you, you always say "I'm sorry".

Looking back now, I was really duplicitous at that time, one thing on the surface, and another set on the inside. When I was squeezed by you, I was actually not angry, but I was a little happy, really, very happy, and I hope to be able to get closer to you like this every day, even if it's just for a short moment.

I didn't know your name until November, until our midterm exams. The math teacher announced in the classroom that the highest score in the whole grade in this exam was in our class, 118 points, congratulations to me. (The sixth grade math and Chinese problems are followed by 20 additional questions, so the total score becomes 120 points) She said that there is another person tied for first place with me, you in the next class.

Of course, it wasn't this time that you and "Gallon" were trumpeted, but the flag-raising ceremony on Monday morning, when a leader came up to inspect and the vocal band needed to perform, and you, as the leader, led a group of students to perform vocal music. Do you play the trumpet? Forgive me for not knowing anything about musical instruments.

It was on that day that Millet who was standing next to me secretly told me that you look at the boy who stood first, he was the one who said the same score as you last time the math teacher said he was in the same score as you, his name is Gallen, and I was in kindergarten when I was a child, and we were familiar at that time, and we played together every day, but since we were in elementary school, we have been estranged.

I wanted to ask for more news from you, but the head teacher came over and told us not to whisper.

That's when I realized that your name was "Gallon", what a special name, and I couldn't help but think of "Blackcurrant". Maybe your mom or dad likes blackcurrant so much that they gave you a name like that.

Later, when I saw you again, I was inexplicably a little admired, and you know how majestic you are when you are in the lead when you are with the vocal band. Even though your school uniform pants are a little short, revealing half of your white socks, it doesn't hide your handsomeness.

My crush on you is like a big tree root rooted in the ground, and as the sun and moon accumulate, it gets deeper and deeper, winding to every part of the earth's leylines, and clinging to the earth.

But my pure crush almost died, I don't know if you still remember Dai Wei, is it your first love? Hahaha, at that time, we were the grade flower of the whole grade, I don't know who rated it, maybe it was recognized by everyone and it was completely possible.

But I'll be honest, she looks really average, she's too dark, I don't like black girls, her skin color greatly reduces her beauty, but she is really cute when she laughs, and she has two super cute tiger teeth.

That day, Xiaomi secretly told me that you and Dai Wei were in love, God knows how surprised I was at the time, in my opinion, we are just a group of milky little children, how can we know how to fall in love. Although I still liked you at the time, it was not contradictory, because I didn't have any intention of falling in love with you at that time.

Your story quickly spread in our grade, and I don't know if you know about it, but it's really become one of the gossips that everyone must talk about after dinner.

To tell you the truth, I also participated in their discussions, but I remained neutral and listened to them, I just listened.

But it didn't last long, and then I voluntarily quit the discussion, because I found that the more I listened, the more unpleasant I felt in my heart, and it was probably jealousy.

When I went back to school after New Year's Day, I went to the toilet, and I happened to run into your little girlfriend Dai Wei, who was with another girl who was also more famous in our grade, the girl who was very mixed up at the time, and would fight, and she was not soft on girls and boys.

I was very impressed with her, because once after lunch, when I was washing the dishes, she didn't want to line up and directly inserted her bowl into the bowl I was brushing, of course I was not happy.

snatched back her faucet, she threatened to find someone to beat me, and then I didn't know where the courage came from, so I went straight back, you look for it, see if you are looking for someone to beat me or I am looking for someone to beat you......