Chapter Eighty-Eight: One Last Thought

Nan Yao tried to restrain her emotions, but in the end she found that she was just doing useless work, tears were like rushing rivers, she hurried back to the bedside, wiped away the tears with paper, covered her mouth with her hands and sobbed secretly.

In fact, An Yu stood at the door and never left, he couldn't let it go at all, just now he heard it very clearly, it was Nan Yao's cry. Although he didn't know what happened to the other party, he could probably guess that it must be related to Yi Jun.

Gathering courage, he knocked on the door again, "May I come in?" The low, magnetic voice penetrated the strong, as if it was whispered in Nan Yao's ear.

"No, no." Nan Yao sobbed and whispered.

The strength of her whole body seemed to be drained, and she didn't even have the strength to speak loudly, and her hands and feet were cold, and she only hugged herself tightly at this time, hoping to warm up her cold heart a little.

An Yu outside the door couldn't hear the mosquito-like sound at all, because he was too worried that something would happen to the other party, he couldn't care so much, and unscrewed the doorknob.

Pushing open the door, there was no Nan Yao on the bed, and following the cry, he found that the other party was squatting in the bed, his head buried deep in his knees, and his long black hair was scattered on both sides.

"Are you alright?"

An Yu walked over and crouched next to her and asked in a low voice.

Nan Yao only cared about crying, how could she have time to answer her, and according to the situation in front of her, how could she be fine, her heart was about to cry.

An Yu gently held the other party's shoulders, slid his hands to his arms, and it took a lot of effort to pull her up, and then hugged her horizontally, and after putting him on the bed, he was turning to leave, and Nan Yao grabbed his arm.

"Don't go."

She didn't know why she said this, her brain seemed to be confused by crying, she didn't care about her identity, she didn't care about any boundaries, at this moment she just wanted the other party to stay with her.

An Yu sat down next to the bed, Nan Yao quickly moved inside, looking at the other party's eyes with teary eyes, he was covered in hair, and a layer of fine beads of sweat seemed to appear behind his back.

As soon as he sat up completely, Nan Yao quickly turned around and hugged the other party's neck, buried his face in An Yu's neck, and continued to sobble and cry.

At this time, An Yu's whole body was stiff, and he didn't dare to move at all, "plopping and plopping", and he felt that his heart was beating strongly at this time.

I don't know how long this position lasted, until An Yu couldn't hear the cry, he slowly took Nan Yao's arms away, and seeing that the other party was already asleep, he stood up and hunched his waist, gently picked her up a little bit, and then moved it back, and after laying it flat, he pulled the quilt up.

After getting it done, An Yu slowly moved back, ready to get out of bed and leave here.

"Where are you going?" Nan Yao suddenly opened his eyes, his cloudy brain was full of paste at this time, he cried a lot, and his head hurt.

The sudden words startled An Yu, he pointed to the door, signaling that he should go back to the room, Nan Yao stared at him with two eyes, and muttered, "Don't go." ”

Hearing this, An Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally decided to stay, too, he didn't feel at ease if he left like this, what if the other party couldn't think of anything stupid to do again in the middle of the night.

When he lay down stiffly, before he could sort out his mood, Nan Yao suddenly came over, grabbed him with one hand, and buried his face on the other party's shoulder.

As if his neck was instantly fixed by shackles, An Yu turned it with great effort, and when he saw Nan Yao's frowning brows, he couldn't help but raise his hand to gently smooth it, and then smiled.

This night, An Yu slept very soundly, because there was always a marshmallow in his arms, he could feel the temperature from the other party's body, and he didn't even know when Nan Yao would leave the next morning.

When the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone on Nan Yao's face through the gap in the curtains, she woke up, and her head hurt with a "buzz".

She turned her head and looked at An Yu who was sleeping, with heroic sword eyebrows, long eyelashes hanging down on her lower eyelids, a straight nose, a slightly upturned upper lip, and wheat-white skin......

This was the first time she had seen An Yu so closely, and at this time she realized that the other party was very good-looking, and she was stupid for a moment.

After reacting, he quickly turned his head, looked up at the ceiling, ashamed of his behavior just now, sighed softly and prepared to get up, but as soon as his head moved, he found that he was being held in the arms of the other party, and he was still pillowed on the other party's arm.

"Teng", her face suddenly turned red to the root of her ears, turned her face and looked at it again, almost to drool, at this moment, she finally knew why she named An Yu as a "school grass" in the post bar when she was in college.

The feeling of guilt immediately hit, Nan Yao regretted her impulsive behavior last night, at that time she was so heartbroken that it was difficult to recover, her brain seemed to be uncarried, and it was no longer within the scope of her reason to do things.

Thinking of Yi Jun's matter, Nan Yao felt sad for a while, after she got up, she secretly left An Yu's house, and when she arrived at the high-speed rail station, she sent WeChat messages to An Yu and Yihan respectively, lying that there was an urgent matter at home, so she went back first.

Staying up too late last night, An Yu slept until half past nine in the morning before waking up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that Nan Yao was not there, he quickly jumped off the bed and searched everywhere at home, and only when he returned to his room to take his mobile phone and saw the news that he knew that Nan Yao had gone back.

Standing barefoot by the window, holding the phone in his hand, the corners of his mouth raised, An Yu showed a heartfelt smile.

After returning home, Nan Yao didn't have time to pack her things, she quickly ran to the door of Yi Jun's house, of course, she didn't plan to go in, just stared blankly in the direction of his house.

Nan Yao thought, he still came to this point, when it was the last thought, it was good to take a look.

The first time I fell in love, it ended in this way, it seems too unsatisfactory, and I can't keep myself when I should go.

"What are you doing here?"

Yi Jun's cold words suddenly sounded behind her, Nan Yao was startled, she turned around, and saw the other party's indifferent face, and her heart instantly froze to the extreme.

Yi Jun didn't wait for her answer, and walked straight past her, and was grabbed by Nan Yao.

"Do me a favor."

"You say."

"Give me a month, I know we've broken up, but can you give me a month to forget about you, a month will be fine."

Yi Jun turned his head and snorted coldly, he wanted to refuse, but looking at Nan Yao's red and swollen eyes, his heart suddenly softened, and the line of defense in his heart suddenly collapsed, he couldn't help but hug Nan Yao, and no matter how much the other party pushed, he wouldn't let go.

"Okay, you can say anything."

Hearing this, Nan Yao was relieved, and his two hands stopped struggling, not to cater to each other, but to feel that it didn't matter anymore, when it was the last time, it didn't hurt to hug it.

After letting go, Yi Jun suddenly regained his indifferent face, he knew very well that he didn't love each other, even if he got married in the future, he wouldn't be good to her, he couldn't be merciful at this time, otherwise it would only be more painful in the future.

"This month, we are in normal contact and meet normally, but you remember, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend anymore." Nan Yao specifically emphasized the last sentence.

Yi Jun showed a puzzled expression, obviously, he couldn't quite understand the meaning of the other party's doing, in fact, Nan Yao himself didn't know, the only thing she could be sure of was that she was separated so suddenly, she couldn't adapt, so she wanted to give herself a month to make the transition.

She knew that maybe no one could understand her behavior, but Nan Yao didn't care, she didn't want others to understand, because she knew that this month, Yi Jun would not do anything gentle to keep her, but would only show her indifferent and ruthless side even harder, and the blows again and again would eventually make her desperate.

She's just trying to make herself feel better, that's all, and, a month's time, that's enough!

"By the way, what about the lipstick you said you bought me?"

The sudden sentence almost made Yi Jun not react, he scratched his head unwillingly, and said: "The human flesh was brought back, and he said that the customs didn't give it, so he didn't bring it back......"

"You didn't buy it at all, did you?"

Nan Yao unceremoniously interrupted his lie.

"No, I've paid for it, believe it or not."

Yi Jun was a little annoyed, he felt that the other party had changed, the tone of Nan Yao's talk to him and the look in his eyes were different from before.

After realizing this, he couldn't help but ask, "Yaoyao, do you still love me?" ”

"Love you?"

Nan Yao asked suspiciously, this question is really difficult for her to answer, and many times she is doubting herself. In fact, it's fake to say that there is no little bit of liking, otherwise why be together? But to say that I love it very much is also false.

Nan Yao knows that she is a slow person, to put it bluntly, her liking for Yi Jun is like counting, when she first started to slowly accumulate upwards, the other party's excessive behavior again and again suppressed the momentum of increase, and in the end, not only did not increase, but also used up the original little base.

Seeing Nan Yao's hesitation, Yi Jun couldn't help but ask again, "If you don't love me, why are you so good to me?" ”

Hearing this, Nan Yao couldn't help laughing, this was the funniest joke she had heard recently, she looked at Yi Jun, and the other party panicked for a while, wondering if she was crazy.

"Nan Yao, let's break up, you won't do anything you can't think of, let me tell you, there are many good men in the world, and I don't deserve ......"

"Stop."

Nan Yao immediately intercepted Yi Jun, she was afraid that if she didn't stop the other party, maybe the other party would say something more outrageous.

"I'm good to you because you're my boyfriend, which is the treatment you can get as my Nan Yao boyfriend, and, fortunately, you still have self-knowledge and know that it's not worth it for people like you."

"How can you speak to me like that?"

Yi Jun's whole body was trembling, and the Nan Yao in front of him suddenly made him unrecognizable, completely different from the little sheep before, not only did he speak in a cold tone, but even the eyes that looked at him made him feel strange.

The dog jumps over the wall in a hurry, and the rabbit bites when he is in a hurry, let alone a human ......

On the way back, Nan Yao thought a lot, how could she make so many people around her worry about her? If she keeps being cowardly, the other party will only become more violent, and she will treat others in her own way, which she knew when she was very young.

Yes, what about reluctance, what about falling out of love, these are nothing compared to the long years ahead. If you can't live a strong and happy life, what's the use of paranoid guarding ethereal love.

She knows that this period after the breakup will be very difficult, she will not get used to it, and she will be sad and sad, but time will take away the pain, and a month is enough.

"Then how do you want me to talk to you, I have given you the least respect, I still have something to do, go back first."

After saying that, Nan Yao turned around and left straight away, without stopping for a moment, Yi Jun kept calling her name behind her, and she didn't even look back......