042 Chiba
Cotton once said that if you like it, you will tell the colt, but Chiba feels that "I like you" is such a thing, I am afraid that I will not be able to say it in this life. She had too many concerns, and she was even afraid that because of this sentence, she would not even be polite at the end. But she didn't realize that the more she thought about it, the more she proved that she cared.
Chiba's struggle again brought Joyama back to his senses, he knew what he had just said, but he actually said it like that.
has never experienced the love of children and children, and does not understand what love is, but Dingshan understands that he does not want to marry Chu Ge as his wife, and when he was a child, he accepted his mother indiscriminately, and when he grew up, he understood that it was impossible for him and Chu Ge. But for Chiba, he suddenly became a husband and wife, and he has been thinking about how to respect each other like guests, and he just wants to be able to get along peacefully, but every time he sees Chiba's smile, he looks forward to seeing each other next time. He also didn't expect that one day, he would be full of hope that a woman would smile and be happy because of him.
However, the current situation is unstable, there are too many troubles behind Dingshan, and he can't even gain a firm foothold in this capital, so he can't give Chiba anything.
"I'm leaving." Chiba grabbed the hem of her skirt and left in front of Joyama in a gaffe, stumbling under her feet and almost falling, and when she made up her mind to try to stand firm, she found that Liang Dingshan had been behind her.
They went one after the other like this, waiting for Chiba to return to the main courtyard, and she finally couldn't help asking, "What are you doing with me?" ”
Dingshan was stunned, yes, what is he doing with Chiba? He subconsciously stepped back, but he caught the loss in Chiba's eyes at once, and the person who took a step back took two steps forward, getting closer to her, and his complicated mood finally turned into a sentence: "I said that I would treat you well, it was simply and sincerely good to you, not what I said that day, what is it to fulfill the responsibility of a husband." ”
On Chiba's arm, there seems to be a strength that Dingshan has just pulled her behind, it doesn't hurt or feel uncomfortable, but it seems to be relieved that she has never had before, and if she thinks about it, she will be distracted, she really wants to indulge in it unscrupulously, but she ...... It's inferior.
"Chiba."
Suddenly hearing Liang Dingshan shouting his name, Chiba raised his head suddenly, and his crystal moist eyes flashed with incredible light. There are few people in this world who can call her by her name, and her father's love has long faded, and all that is engraved in her memory is the sorrow and pain of her grandfather and grandmother shouting her name, and the mean ridicule of her cousins.
For the first time in many years, she longed to hear someone call her Chiba again.
"Today's words are very sudden, but these days have been running non-stop, and I am inevitably a little impetuous." Joyama finally sank his heart, no longer so close to Chiba, retreating not to stay away, but not to let Chiba feel pressure, he smiled slightly, "When I return from the banquet the day after tomorrow, I have a lot of things to say to you, everything I thought in my heart after the day of the wedding." ”
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand, and after hesitating repeatedly, he lifted the shawl that slipped from the crook of his arm for Chiba, like a real husband, a man who loves his wife.
Chiba felt that her cheeks were like fire, she was really afraid that Liang Dingshan would blush when she saw her, and her heart was obviously excited with a hundred flowers blooming, God knows why it would become when it came to her mouth: "It's just that I want to go to the banquet the day after tomorrow, in a word, I really don't have to bother like this." Me, I...... I'm going back. ”
She turned around and ran into the door, thinking that she had concealed what she was thinking, but her clumsy and hurried back had already betrayed herself, so that Joyama could rest assured.