Qin Ming listened to Qin Hengyuan in a daze, he didn't speak again, in fact, there was nothing to say.

Although Qin Hengyuan still had that face that he was extremely familiar with, and he still spoke in that slow and logical style, his psychology was like a knife stirring when he heard him.

But he can still stand up, after all, he has already vaccinated himself with these things before, and he has also given himself corresponding psychological hints.

This truth certainly made him bitter, but he did not regret knowing it, because he didn't want to be like a fool, and he didn't want to be deceived by the people closest to him.

"The truth is brutal, isn't it?

It looks like I've changed my face, right? But that's the price of knowing, and it's something you have to know, and you can't wait to face it.

But you still surprised me, I thought you would question me loudly, yell at me like crazy, and even cry and ask me if I have no feelings for you at all, but all you gave me was this calmness.

So much so that I can't guess what's going on in your mind right now. ”

Qin Ming waved his hand and wiped the tears on his face, and then replied to Qin Hengyuan as calmly as possible:

"No matter what the reason for raising me is, no matter how much you hate me in your heart, in my heart, you are still my dearest person, and you are still the one who taught me the truth, encouraged me, and accompanied me to grow up.

I want to know the truth, I just want to live a real life, no matter how cruel the truth is, the impact on me is only temporary.

Don't make any choices when you're emotionally confused, when you're impulsive, don't talk too much, that's what you told me. In fact, I feel much lighter now, at least I don't think too much about it. ”

Hearing Qin Ming's words, Qin Hengyuan seemed to be enraged, and suddenly roared:

"Are you mocking me!"

"What right do I have, and what right do I have to ridicule you? You choose to bow to fate for the sake of life, bravely try for freedom, people do things for themselves, where is there right and wrong.

For so many years, I have seen your state, you will be in a daze, you will stand in front of the window and look at the sky outside during the holidays, and it will be a whole day at a glance.

When you see me, you smile, but when you turn your back, you have a sad face.

I know how hard it is for you.

I really want to do something for this family, I want to earn some money, I want to build a new house for my family, I want to help my grandfather get better.

I want our family to be happy, and I want you to stay away from sorrow as soon as possible.

After all, I am your son, and I should share some ...... for you."

"Say no more!"

Qin Hengyuan interrupted Qin Ming with a hideous face:

"No one can share it for me, I can't save myself, and I can't save you.

Do you know how mixed I felt when I saw that acceptance letter?

Agitated? Happy? Extrication? I admit to having these emotions, but more often than not, I feel like the world is falling apart.

Because I've resigned myself to my fate, I've gotten used to this quiet life, and I don't want that ethereal freedom anymore. I just want to be a good father, to be a good father who can make my children happy. A son who can be as filial as possible.

But what can I do? Dreams always come with a waking day.

No matter how long I wear the mask, there will always be a day when I will show my true face, so I can't choose the life I want to live.

I'm more afraid that one day you'll know the truth and know that your life is just a scam.

So I suddenly thought about how nice it would be if it all ended here, but I couldn't be more serious when I saw you coming home and worrying about us.

You say you're uncomfortable, you're tired, and I'm not the same.

But once you know the truth, what will happen next, I can't imagine at all.

So it's more that I don't dare to say it, rather than that I don't want to say it, and I can't bear to say it.

Because no one knows their means better than I do. ”

In the end, Qin Hengyuan had become silent, and the anger that had existed in his body before had disappeared.

Qin Ming looked at him, then took the initiative to lean over and said to his father:

"I used to be too young to help, but now I'm older.

Dad, I don't care what I hear, I only care about what I feel inside, I can feel your love for me, so whether you scold me or say anything, I won't believe it.

Your son isn't stupid. ”

Qin Ming suddenly laughed as he spoke, he didn't rush to ask Qin Hengyuan what his life experience was, nor did he ask Qin Hengyuan who the people he was afraid of.

Because what he wants to do most now, what he wants Qin Hengyuan to know the most, is that he is his son no matter when he arrives.

Qin Hengyuan wiped away his tears and looked at Qin Ming: "Dad lied to you and hurt you, you should hate me." ”

"Then I still doubt you, do you want to hate me too?"

"You stinky boy." Qin Hengyuan patted Qin Ming's head, and then laughed in unison, as if everything that had happened before had been forgotten by them.

After a while, after the mood of the two people calmed down a bit, Qin Hengyuan took the initiative to tell Qin Ming what happened to him after lighting a cigarette:

"Son, a lot of things about our family are similar to what you think.

Your grandfather and I brought you here to complete a mission given to me by the Academy.

This task is to make you grow smoothly in the world to enter the academy. ”

Hearing Qin Hengyuan talk about this, Qin Ming was very surprised:

"Dad, you're also a student at Destiny Academy?"

"Yes, but I'm only a bad student in the academy.

After the first year of the academy, I was not eligible to enter the inner house, so I was eliminated.

Elimination means that you will lose the qualification to systematically learn psionic abilities.

But the academy won't let you go, he'll let you do some very strange tasks.

It's like acting like an actor. ”

"Acting?"

"That's right, it's to set up an exam environment for new students.

It wasn't until then that I realized that many of the people we had met in the incident were from the school. ”

"Are all the victims who have been sneaky fake?"

"Not really. The school people will not have direct contact with the sneaky, but will act as the family members of some of the victims, and even some other characters that are not paid much attention to by the new students.

Every "actor" is a recorder.

A person is responsible for following a new student, saying that it is a record, but it is actually surveillance.

Because the environment of the event is set up by the academy, for us, it is like a moviegoer, what you say in the exam, what kind of analysis you make, and what reactions you make will be recorded.

It is then compiled into a file and submitted to the Archives Department of the College.

On the contrary, behind our backs, there will also be people from the Ministry of Supervision who will monitor us. ”

"In other words, behind everyone's back, there is a pair of eyes looking at you?"

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