Three years ago, 16 years ago, I was 16, and I was still a high-spirited teenager.

That would just step in and knock down the first book, "XXXX".

I don't know how thick the sky is, I want to make money, and I want to write results.

A year later.

I suddenly felt like I couldn't.

Two years later, I began to wonder if I was the right fit for the industry, and I left the starting point and went outside.

Three years later.

Tired of pretending to slap his face, at the same time, all the edges are gone, he has lost his spirit, and he has plans to withdraw from the circle.

Because I feel like a piece of shit.

It's been three years,

Still nothing and the same waste.

After the eunuch "The World", I rested for several months.

Play games every day, watch Tik Tok, and break the station.

That's going to be nice, and I thought.

Until one day, the playlist was played randomly and I heard "You Were a Teenager".

Hear the lyrics: 'It says you can't just live your life like this.' ’

At that moment, I suddenly felt endless unwillingness.

I'm only 19.

I'm a young man in the prime of life.

Why should I give up because of this failure?

Why am I so unwilling to quit the circle.

Am I going to be a piece of garbage all along?

On that day,

I reopened WPS.

Wrote an online game type "XXXX".

Written in half a day.

Then I submitted it before the Chinese New Year.

After a few days, I withdrew the email.

I don't think that's going to work.

Pondered for days.

3.11 The theme of playing with was determined in the morning.

At that moment, I felt as if I had gone back to three years ago, when the first chapter of "XXXX" was just written, and at that moment, I was very happy.

Because the story is interesting.

3.11 Finish writing and submit in the afternoon.

3.12 Editing replies are OK.

Send out the book.

My friend asked me, how much you want to get this book?

I was silent for a long time,

Ban Yu,

I said, "300." ”

He said, "So low? I can't make a lot of money this month, and I haven't been writing for more than half a month now. ”

I smiled bitterly: "There's no way, I haven't made any achievements after writing for so many years..."

He said, "Write... It's so hard! ”

Me: "It's hard... But I still have to keep writing. ”

At that moment, it was quite sad.

It's been three years, and the people who wrote books with me at that time, except for those who quit halfway, are either high-quality products or tens of thousands of dollars a month.

A few days before the book was released, it was still relatively average.

After a few days, the results suddenly improved.

Streak also has hundreds of collections, and it is also in the top 10 of the game signing.

I was a little confused.

What the hell is this?

This is a result that I have never experienced at the beginning.

The second Friday after the book was issued, Judgment Day. I was speculating and didn't know what to recommend.

Wait until the time is up.

I took advantage of the teacher's lack of visibility and took out my phone.

Score strong!

Page of the best recommendations.

It's hard to talk about emotionally.

The first time, in fact, is the first time to score strong at the starting point.

And then the book unfolds its own journey.

The score is strong and the score is the first. Advance to six bottles.

The six-bottle game is the first, and the overall top few.

Week 3, Sanjiang.

I was stunned.

Sanjiang!

How many people dream of this thing. Why am I also eligible for spicy chicken like this?

Moreover, when I came to Sanjiang, I only had 9W words, and when I went up, it was just 11W, which is almost the book with the least number of words in Sanjiang at the starting point (but it makes me bad).

I'm very grateful to the two bosses of Loach and Pointer for giving me this recommendation (I'm sorry, I didn't live up to the recommendation of the two bosses)

When I saw this recommendation, I was tired. A lot of people don't know what the background I was in when I wrote this book.

If there are readers who follow it, you can know that the book will be updated at night, the first is almost 10-12 o'clock, and the second is at 1-3 o'clock, early in the morning. However, I had to get up the next day seven days to go to school.

Staying up late for a long time made me very mentally poor and a lot haggard.

My parents said, forget it, don't write it, so you can't bear it, and you don't want to make money now.

My dad also bought me supplements.

In this state, I slowly renewed.

Really, really, very tired.

Too tired to write a book.

Especially my classmates are all playing, and they invite me to fight kings and eat chicken every day. In this contrast, you will want to be a salted fish even more. (In fact, writing books as a profession is a very boring thing, especially for me who wants to make money after writing for several years, and I don't have the passion to write books in the first place)

But hold back!

Sanjiang's results are explosive, although not first, but also third.

However, it was at that time that the book became a little tired.

That will be writing straight male rolls, many people think this roll is good-looking, but many people complain about water.

Yes, that volume is a bit longer.

It was from that volume that I realized my inadequacy.

This book is built on a stalk, and the plot of the game is poorly written. (Because it's the first time I've written this genre, I've used to write urban brainless pretending to be forced to slap my face)

Fortunately, the straight man's roll is okay, and he writes slowly under half scolding and half praise.

Then came the turning point for the book.

Drive the roll!

This is the plot that makes my book completely open high and go low!

I thought this plot was interesting, but due to lack of strength, it was written in a mess!

That's going to be a lot of people gone.

This book is also not working from here...

I would have realized it, but I had no time to save it.

That will also be a strong push, and it will be put on the shelves.

The car roll ended in a hurry, and a lot of things were not actually written.

Then I wrote the comic book volume.

This roll is also written with spicy chicken.

In this book, I said that I didn't want to write a pretending to slap my face, but when I wrote the realistic plot, I still couldn't control it and wrote it as a pretending slap in the face, but fortunately, I could control it a little bit, and the writing was not so forceful.

The shelves were also put on the shelves there.

Well, the first order is more than 2000, because the next few chapters were sent very late, and the average order is a little bit less high-end, but it makes me very happy.

It's several times higher than the goal!

When I saw the first order the next day, I sat in front of the computer and was full of emotion.

It's been three years.

The first time.

It's been three years.

The first time to harvest the alliance leader (here I am very sorry for a few people who rewarded the alliance leader, I'm sorry, the update that this book owes has not been repaid... ）

What makes me even more proud is that I was the first to order that issue.

Dozens or hundreds of books, I am the first, what a glory it is.

However, getting on the shelves is the pinnacle.

The following stories were poorly prepared one by one, and it was difficult to write, but not only did the grades not go up much, but they went down.

At that time, it was painful to write.

When I wrote the loli roll with honey on my mouth, I slept at 3 o'clock for several days a week, and once I didn't sleep directly, and I finished writing very late, thinking that it was not good to sleep late, so stay up late.

That will make people's mental state bad, and what they write will be even worse.

So you can see that the update speed after I put it on the shelves is slower than before it was not on the shelves.

That's because I don't know how to write at all...

The book was poorly prepared, there was no outline, and what came to mind was written, so this situation was created.

So that's why it's the current situation.

I'll be honest.

If I don't finish and continue to water, I can still write a lot, and I still have a lot of plots to write.

The monthly manuscript fee is still several thousand.

But I think it's just consuming readers, and it's just a waste of your starting coins.

I'm still young.

There is no need to worry about making a living.

So, I'm going to finish it so willfully. (Book review scolded, I really deserve to be sprayed)

Rather than water, let's end happily here, although it is indeed an appendix, but this book actually has no pits, it is all fragmented stories, and there is nothing involved.

Here's a kowtow to the readers.

The braggart is a spicy chicken and has failed to live up to your support.

As for the new book, I haven't prepared it yet, so I'm not going to send it for the time being.

I'll talk about it when it's sent.

I don't know how many people will be willing to support it (probably not).

That's it.

That's all there is to the book.

The green mountains are still the same, and we are destined to see you again. (I actually want to see you again, I really want to be scolded by you)

Gentlemen.

Take care.

I wish you all good luck this year, the Year of the Pig, 2333.

Thank you, for being with me.

Lao Tzu loves you.

Momda.