As soon as she got home, Yihan's mother angrily threw her bag on the sofa, and then took Yihan's arm to her room, only to hear Yihan muttering in annoyance: "Mom, you hurt me." ”

As the door slammed shut, Yihan's father stood in the living room in confusion, scratching the back of his head and watching TV by himself.

As soon as she entered the room, Yihan's mother threw Yihan directly on the bed and asked, "What's the matter with you today?" It's not polite at all, and you have lost your face and my dad's face. ”

Yihan sat up straight dissatisfied, twisting his wrist and asking unhappily, "It's nothing, did I do anything out of the ordinary today?" ”

Yihan's mother stood in front of her domineeringly, looked at her condescendingly, her face was pale, and she asked uneasily, "Shouldn't you have taken a fancy to An Qingxiu?" ”

"Bang", Yihan's heart chuckled, she looked at her mother incredulously, thinking, is she so obvious? It's over, how to answer, if you let your mother know that she has crooked thoughts about her small husband, you can't break her legs.

"How come, Mom, what do you say, Uncle Ann is much older than me, how can I like an uncle, really, Mom, you are so funny, you actually think that I like an uncle who is at least twenty years older than me, how can it be, you say yes, his son is only two or three years younger than me, I am like a big girl, at least find a sunny boy......"

"You're lying." Yihan's mother ruthlessly interrupted Yihan's chatter, "Yihan, do you know, every time you lie, you will chatter, and a meaning will be expressed several times, and it will be very unbearable." ”

Hearing this, Yihan put away her smile, she wiped her face, stood up, took a deep breath, paused, and said calmly: "That's right, I fell in love with An Qingxiu, and I can't extricate myself." ”

With a "snap", five finger prints appeared on Yihan's face, and she covered her face with one hand, standing proudly in front of her mother, not feeling that she had made a mistake.

Yihan's mother was trembling all over, her lips were trembling to the point that she couldn't say a complete word, she closed her eyes, sighed deeply, half a sound, and only said when she came to her senses, "Evil." ”

With a "plop", she fell to the ground, the coolness of the wooden floor passing through her lower limbs and reaching her heart. Hearing the movement in the house, Yihan's father in the living room couldn't sit still anymore, so he came over to take a look suspiciously.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Yihan's mother sitting on the ground crying bitterly, and Yihan was standing silently with her red and swollen face covered.

Yihan's father panicked all of a sudden, and hurriedly asked: "What's going on, hey, hey, why are you sitting on the ground, why are you still beating our hearts." ”

"You ask her." Yihan's mother said angrily.

Yihan glanced at her coldly and said to her father, "I like An Qingxiu." ”

"Phew, shameless." Yihan's mother couldn't help but curse.

Hearing this, Yihan's father was stunned for a moment, and the amount of information was so great that he realized the seriousness of the matter after a while, and he was busy patting his thighs and screaming "oops, oops".

The daughter moved her mind that she shouldn't have moved, and she was worried about the old couple to death, and Yihan's mother beat her chest and said, "How should I face Jinse!" ”

This matter is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for this family, Yihan's father pondered for a while, and said indifferently: "Daughter, you can't." ”

The simple six words show the attitude of Yihan's father.

At this moment, Yihan knew that her parents were serious, she held back her tears, didn't even bother to argue, and just sat on the bed silently.

Yihan's mother got up from the ground and sat down together, hugged Yihan's shoulders and continued to say bitterly: "Mom and Dad are not pedantic people, age is not a problem, it's just that your Uncle An already has a family, you must not be a person who destroys other people's families, that is a big rebellion, and God cannot tolerate it." ”

Yihan was silent.

The atmosphere in the house sank significantly, and Yihan's father frowned, not knowing what else to say. Half a ring, threw down the next sentence, "If you insist on this, I will not recognize you as my daughter." With that, he shook his hand and left the room.

"Dad." Yihan's mother called out in the back, but it was the other party's resolute back that replied to her.

"Child, do you hear, your father is serious, we are just such a baby as you, promise Mom, stay away from your Uncle An, don't continue to do this crooked thought. Don't you like to sing, you want to be a star, no problem, Mom agrees with you to form a band, as long as you don't like you Uncle An, Mom will promise you everything. ”

Hearing this, Yihan's tears flowed, what she didn't understand was that she just fell in love with someone, why her parents were as unforgivable as if they had committed a heinous crime.

What she wants is freedom and bold love, not a little Mianyang who only knows how to hide in the arms of her parents. Yihan has what she wants to pursue, and the old-fashioned and feudal dogma can't restrain her. She only cares if An Qingxiu will like her, and doesn't care about the eyes or ethics of the people around her.

But she didn't want to break her parents' hearts, and she couldn't lie.

She likes An Qingxiu, when she sees him, her face is red, her heart beats, and she doesn't speak; Thinking of him, insomnia, anxiety, and dreams. He has the look she likes. An Qingxiu can effortlessly affect her mood, earn her tears, and harness her emotions.

Yihan once saw such a passage when he visited Zhihu, what does it feel like to really like someone? One answer surprised her.

I hope so many good things are for you

Give me so many bad things, give me the heavy snow overnight, and give you the ice flowers of the early sun

Tea overnight gives me the steam from the stove for you

The broken street lamp downstairs gave me the kitten at the intersection to you

The spicy hot coriander gives me the meat slices of the hot pot for you

The summer heat gives me the spring sprouts for you

Hand to me pocket for you

Heavy rain, dark nights, insomnia, all for me

The cool breeze, the dawn, and the sweet dreams are all for you

The key is for you, and my lock is for you

She couldn't lie, An Qingxiu was like an indispensable thing in her life, even if it was to appease her mother's heart, she couldn't say the kind of thing that she didn't love An Qingxiu anymore in the future.

After making up her mind, Yihan turned to her mother and said: "Mom, do you know, there is such a sentence in "Five Centimeters per Second", people will meet about 29.2 million people in their lifetime, and the probability of two people falling in love is 0.000049, the world population is more than 6 billion, there are about 29,200 days in a lifetime, and you can meet about 1,000 people every day on average, and the total number of people you meet in a lifetime is 29.2 million people. The probability of meeting is 0.00487 percent, and you will know about 3,000 people when you live to be 80 years old, and the probability of acquaintance is 5 in 10 million. How many bosom friends do people have in their lives? The probability of knowing each other is 3 in a billion. First of all, love must know each other, half of the opposite sex who know each other in a lifetime, and the average person chooses a love target among 1500 people. Then you will really fall in love with several people in your life, according to ten calculations, it is seven in a thousand, and you have to attract each other to love each other, so the probability of two people falling in love is 49 in a million. Even with such a small probability, I still met Uncle An, and now let me give up, it's really unlikely. ”

"Then your Uncle Ann doesn't like you, and your liking will cause him trouble, so you don't care?" Yihan's mother found that a tough attitude was useless to Yihan, so she planned to persuade her from another angle.

"If, after my efforts, he still doesn't like me, then I will give up."

"What do you mean by this so-called effort, don't forget, your Uncle An has your Aunt Jinse, and An Yu's son, people are family people, don't be delusional to be a junior to destroy other people's families."

"Then you don't care, I have my own plans."

Hearing this, Yihan's mother's heart was broken, she was so angry that she tried to suppress her anger, thinking that her daughter's three views were so distorted that she couldn't help beating her chest. Finally, he said "You're so self-conscious" and got up and left the room.

Yes, Yihan's mother gave up, she knew her daughter too well, and once it was her own decision, no one could persuade her. She insisted on this, so she had to sever the mother-daughter relationship, but at this time she didn't want to give up easily.

How she wished that her daughter was just a momentary interest, thinking of how she would face Jinse and how to face other people's pointing and pointing if Yihan did something impulsive in the future. At this time, she was exhausted, as if she had aged several years all of a sudden.

After Yihan's mother left, Yihan sat on the edge of the bed and thought for a long time. It is impossible for her to give up An Qingxiu, after living for more than 20 years, for the first time for a man's heart, it is impossible to meet it, how can she give up easily?

Just thinking of Jinse, Yihan couldn't help but get nervous. Her instincts told her that Jinse seemed to be aware of her undesirable thoughts. An Yu once advised her to stay away from his father, and Yihan felt that An Yu was not a warning given as a son for fear that she would destroy his family, but because of other reasons that could not be said.

An Qingxiu is gentle and elegant, it looks like a pollution-free natural green food, and he will definitely not be a bad person, so a speculation, Yihan is even more sure of his intuition.

Jinse, she is not a simple woman, beware of her. Of course, she Yihan is not the master who is afraid of things, An Qingxiu, I want to decide, Yihan said to himself secretly in his heart.

Thinking of this, Yihan realized that he couldn't stay in this home, but his parents would never agree to leave him. Thinking of this, Yihan decided to leave secretly. After making up his mind to run away from home, Yihan dragged his large suitcase out.

When she opened the closet, she realized that she wanted to bring too many clothes, and it was really difficult to choose between left and right. Besides, there were still a bunch of bottles and cans to bring on the table, no matter what, Yihan decided to bring the necessities first, and then come back to pick them up secretly after his parents went to work.

After packing up, she decided to leave a letter for her parents, found a pen and paper, and hurriedly wrote:

Dear Mom and Dad,

My daughter is not filial, which makes you embarrassed. But I'm really sorry, I can't give up my love for Uncle Ann, and I know that once I do this, you will definitely disown me as a daughter. So in order not to embarrass you, I decided to leave here myself. Don't worry, I will take care of myself, I have grown up after graduating from college, I can be independent, and I can distinguish between right and wrong. You two elders should take good care of your body.

I'm really sorry that your expectations of me have been disappointed again and again, and I didn't want to disappoint you, but I love music, I want to form a band, and I look forward to sharing my songs with everyone. I know that you want me to take the civil service exam and then find a good family to marry. But that's not the life I want, I'm young, I don't want to be comfortable, give me some freedom. I love you!

After writing this, Yihan went to bed......