Lu Sen has been living in the sixth grade since the sixth grade, because there are fewer and fewer scholars in the village, so the sixth grade has been withdrawn, she remembers very clearly, the last exam of the fifth grade, she did very poorly,'

Because her homeroom teacher told her that she would be assigned to a class based on that grade. There are several classes in one grade in the town, and Lu Sen is afraid that he will be assigned to a poor class.

Lu Sen's family is not in good condition, and when he goes to school in the town, he only has five yuan of pocket money every week, of which the round-trip fare costs two yuan, which is the kind of tricycle with two rows of stools in it. When you're unlucky, you have to walk on your own legs if you can't wait for the car, and the distance of more than four kilometers often takes a long time.

In the front village, a couple bought a house around the school in the town, so that the students who did not want to live in the school lived in their house, the cost was higher than the school, but the accommodation conditions were much better than the school.

Lusen's sister lived in their house the year before, so when she came to Lusen, it was no surprise that she also lived in their house.

After going over and cleaning up in advance, Lu Sen found that in addition to their seven or eight sixth-graders, there was also a fourth-grader, and the others were all junior high schools. The place where the girls live is an attic, there is no bed, just make a mattress directly on the wooden board.

Every time she climbed the stairs, there was a "squeak" sound, Lu Sen was afraid of stepping on the air or the stairs collapsing, she was a little afraid of heights, so she grabbed the handrail and climbed up every time.

After the start of school, seeing the list of classes, Lu Sen found that many of his former classmates did not come, Xu was transferred, and Xu dropped out of school directly, in that era, the countryside was like that, dropping out of school was commonplace, and it was not unusual. Especially girls, there are many who don't go to school before they graduate, and when they are old, they either go out to work or help their families do farm work.

Lu Sen was glad that her parents were very open-minded, and they said that as long as Lu Sen and the others were willing to go to school, they could continue to study until they graduated from college.

She was placed in class five, and it was a coincidence that she was in the same class with her good friend Yang Ting, and she went to school and left school together every day, which was also very good. They like to go to the toilet together at noon, and it's still the old-fashioned squatting pit, where one person is convenient inside, and the others are waiting outside, and then listening to Lu Sen tell them stories.

But the good times did not last long, the school quickly tidied up the dormitory, and the canteen was built, and each class teacher also received the task of persuading these people who lived outside the school to live on campus.

Lusen's homeroom teacher was an Obasang in his thirties, and after several conversations found that it was useless, he began to look at her and Yang Ting coldly. Later, they were directly transferred to the last row of the class, and they had to propose to give a few words of training at every turn.

Lu Sen's grades are relatively good, and the head teacher has nothing to say, but Yang Ting is not good, she is personally attacked by vicious words every day, and those days are really like nightmares when I think back now.

It lasted for two weeks, and Lusen and the others were defeated, and after compromise, they immediately went through the procedures for living in the school. The head teacher immediately took them to the canteen to eat at night, and helped to serve the porridge, and then fed it to their mouths.

Lu Sen later found out that only the porridge that night could be called "porridge", and the latter could only be regarded as thin soup, with only a few rice grains in it.

There is a drainage pool at the entrance of the cafeteria, and when they go to eat, they bring their own bowls, and they have to brush them after eating, and it is the same in winter.

When he arrived at the dormitory, Lu Sen was dumbfounded, there were three bunk beds in the narrow room, two people lived in the lower bed, and one person lived in the upper bed, which means that there were eighteen people in one room. There is a desk in the middle, and everyone puts a tooth cup on top of their heads

Clothesline for towels. All the pots are placed in two stacks under the desks. In other words, there is no place to dry clothes outside.

Lu Sen had insomnia on the first night, she and Yang Ting squeezed into the bottom bed, and the advantage of sleeping together was that they could bring one less quilt in winter. But since she was older, apart from her own family, she has never slept under a quilt with strangers.

I have to get up very early in the morning, and the breakfast in the cafeteria is the same, with flatbread steamed buns with pickles, and porridge that can't be more thin. At noon, it is always Chinese cabbage roasted tofu vermicelli, Chinese cabbage roasted meat, of course, there is basically no meat in it. Dinner was Chinese cabbage vermicelli, then flatbread, and thin soup. Lu Sen ate this kind of meal for a whole year, and then felt that going to eat was not a matter of enjoyment, it was a task, just a task in order not to go hungry.

These Lusen can bear it, the only thing that makes her unacceptable is the school toilet, a little far from the dormitory, there is only one voice-activated light outside, that is, not long after you go in, it will go out with a "pop", and it is dark around, or the kind of squatting pit that is not blocked by a partition, it is very long.

Lu Sen has the habit of getting up at night, whenever that time comes, she will call Yang Ting to accompany her, sometimes she feels sorry for her, because many times she found that Yang Ting was pulled by her to run towards the toilet with her eyes closed.

If Yang Ting really didn't want to go, Lu Sen could only hold it by himself. Once she tried to go by herself, but on the way back, she met a boy who was on the way to the toilet and was in the field next to it, and she was embarrassed and just wanted to cover herself. Fortunately, it was relatively dark, and I couldn't see each other's looks clearly, otherwise it would be embarrassing to die if I met them on campus in the future.

In winter, if the school fetches hot water, you have to wait for the next night self-study, and then everyone carries the water bottle to the kitchen of the canteen, two large pots, full of hot water, everyone holds an iron spoon to fill the water bottle with water, the ground is very slippery, and now I still have palpitations in retrospect, and the safety hazard is really big.

In the second semester, the school carried out a health inspection, and the dormitory began to score, once Lu Sen wanted to go back to the dormitory because of something, and happened to see the dormitory director of the dormitory next door take out a quilt from the dormitory, and then throw it directly into the trash.

Lu Sen knows the head of the dormitory, the sister in the next class, who is a gangster, looks quite Lori, and doesn't match the personality at all.

Later, I saw the girl crying and chasing out, and there were three girls standing next to her. She ran to the trash can to take her quilt out, but was pulled by the sister, and then slapped her a few times.

Lu Sen looked stupid and stood not far away in a daze, until the eldest sister called out to her, "What do you see, do you want to be beaten too?" That was the first time Lu Sen tried the feeling of weak legs, so frightened that she hurried back to the classroom, she struggled for a long time, and did not dare to bring the teacher over.

Yes, she is very cowardly, besides, what qualifications does she have to sympathize with others, she is not bullied by the boy sitting in front of her every day. Later, she learned that it was the so-called "school violence".

After learning to get out of school, Lusen was admitted to the best junior high school in the county, and of course, living in the school is still inevitable. Because she is farther away from home, in addition to the meal card money for the canteen, her living expenses have risen to 20 per week, but it costs 16 to take the car back and forth.

The inspection of dormitory hygiene in junior high school is much stricter than when I was in school, and it is so perverted that it looks like a soldier. And at that time, every time you were deducted points in the dormitory, the head teacher would find you, scold you until you doubted your life, and if you had too many times, she would directly blast you out and let your parents come to accompany you. can also understand, the deduction is their bonus.

Lu Sen remembers very well that she was in the same class at that time, so she stayed

The dormitory was also the first on that floor, and public health just started in their dormitory.

That is, when they wake up in the morning, they not only have to clean their dormitories, but also build toilets, sinks, corridors and stairs. The floor should be mopped, and the pool, walls, and handrails should be wiped down. At first, the perverted school also stipulated that those who cleaned public health were not allowed to be late for early reading, but later found that it was unrealistic and allowed to be ten minutes late.

Lu Sen unfortunately became the head of the dormitory, once, at night, someone in the dormitory was caught talking by the dormitory manager and deducted two points, usually one point deduction The head teacher has to die or live, and two points must not kill him.

The result was obvious, Lu Sen was called out and scolded for more than ten minutes, tears were scolded, of course, crying because of grievances, she didn't speak herself, and then she knew who was talking and couldn't say it, so she could only lower her head and let the head teacher criticize her with her head and face.

Meals in the junior high school cafeteria are very expensive, so Lu Sen made a dish in the morning, ate half of it, put it in a drawer, and continued to eat it after buying a portion of rice at noon. Of course, she wasn't the only one doing this, there were several at that table. Once, at noon, the principal came to inspect the area, probably to see everyone's lunch food, and when he saw them eating the leftovers of the morning, he couldn't help but ask, "Aren't these dishes already cold?" ”

No one answered her, and several people only cared about eating, not daring to look up, and at the same time, they also felt very ashamed. Seeing that they didn't respond, the principal didn't say anything anymore and left.

Later, the food in the cafeteria was cheaper, and Lu Sen always thought that it was the reform that the principal made after seeing them eat leftovers that day, but it was of no use to people like them. I still can't afford to eat food in the morning and evening, but then I am willing to eat a hot dish at noon.

Although the cafeteria in junior high school is a little better than learning, the dishes are still the same. Tofu and bean sprouts are always in the morning, and those are always the same at noon. So at that time, Lusen felt that it was very hard, it was very hard to study, it was very hard to live, and it was very hard to eat, and I felt that there was nothing that was not hard.

There was a rich girl in the class, the kind with a bad temper, and no one wanted to sit at the same table with her. The head teacher arranged her to Lu Sen, and she was humiliated by the other party every day.

Lu Sen remembers very well that once because she was unintentionally squirting saliva when she spoke, her table mate immediately spat in her face. Just because she didn't want to copy her homework to her deskmate, just as she turned to pick up something, her tablemate smashed her head with her elbow, and then hit the table behind her with a "bang".

Afterwards, he just said with a hippie smile that he didn't mean it. Lu Sen later went to the head teacher and asked to change the seat, but the head teacher only said one sentence to her, "If even you can't stand her, no one can stand her." ”

Looking back on these things now, Lu Sen wants to cry, she has suffered too many sins in the past, and she has lived too many poor days, which makes her cherish her current life very much.

When I was in high school, the school's room and board were much better, because the college entrance examination was approaching, and the school mainly focused on grades and didn't care about other irrelevant things. At that time, Lusen got up at half past five in the morning, and in the winter, to prevent himself from lying in bed, he jumped directly to the ground as soon as the alarm went off, and then began to get dressed.

Evening self-study is until half past nine, and it is delayed until ten twenty in the third year of high school. At noon, there is also a lunch self-study, that is, every day except for the few hours when I sleep, I study at other times.

The people in the dormitory are crazy, and when they go back to the dormitory after self-study at night, they have to shine a flashlight until one or two o'clock in the night. At that time, I felt that if I couldn't get into college, I would be sorry for my efforts.