Chapter 167: The most nosy thing is the autumn wind

I was still hiding behind and was silent, Qin Yichang silently pulled his arm out of Hua Feiyu's hand, I couldn't see his expression behind him, and from Hua Feiyu's slowly disappearing smile, I knew that his face must be bad.

Qin Yichang sighed, "Feiyu, I'm really not joking with you. At the beginning, my identity was very embarrassing, I lived a precarious life in the palace, I wanted to live, I wanted to find a support, so I wanted to get the support of Prime Minister Hua, and I deliberately approached you to get the support of Prime Minister Hua. I'm sorry, I just wanted to take advantage of you. Later, I realized that I can't rely on others, and the only one in the world can rely on myself. If I hurt you, it's my fault and I apologize to you. Please don't disturb my life again, okay? ”

I really didn't expect him to be so frank today, and he actually said it, did he let go of the hurdle in his heart? It's just that this is a bit cruel to Flying Rain, even if you haven't loved her, there's no need to say such heartless words, I really can't connect this ruthless person at this moment with the gentle and humble son in the past. Although I think it's a bit cruel for him to say this, I understand him, yes, whoever has experienced those things can't be a simple and kind person anymore, he has no choice, if he can't be strong, he can only collapse, he can only perish.

If she can really make Hua Feiyu die, this may not be a good thing for her. Immersed in a dream that will never come true, it is better to wake her up and let her face the reality, although it is somewhat cruel.

Hua Feiyu still didn't seem to believe it, shook her head incessantly, pulled Qin Yichang's arm, and asked, "I don't believe it, have you forgotten the days we used to be together?" It was such a beautiful time, I don't believe it was all fake! When it rains, you will hold an umbrella for me, but let yourself get drenched in the rain, no matter what, as long as I want, you will try to get it for me. You've said you'll always be there. No, I don't believe those days were all lies! Words can deceive people, but your eyes can't deceive me. I knew that at that time, you were also willing to be with me. ”

Qin Yichang said coldly: "If you don't believe me, I can't help it, I really haven't loved you." You may not know what your dad did, you are his daughter, because of him I told myself from the beginning that I can't fall in love with you, never will. ”

Hua Feiyu was a little panicked, tears flowed down her cheeks, she cried so sadly, "I know, I know my family is sorry for you." But I am me, they are them, and I am different from them. If you want, I can cut it off with that family. ”

Qin Yichang looked up at the sky and sighed, "I'm sorry, it's too late." I'm in love with someone else, and everything can't be done. You will find your own happiness. It's me who is sorry for you, and now it's up to you to beat or scold. ”

The sky was gray, and although it was morning, it looked like evening, and the wind carried a chill to roll up the residual leaves on the ground, swirling under our feet.

Hua Feiyu suddenly jumped up, her eyes were full of resentment, these resentful eyes did look at me, Hua Feiyu pointed at me angrily, "Why, is it for her?" ”

I smiled bitterly, but I still didn't speak. When Xiaozi told me, I knew they couldn't be. Qin Yichang is a very insecure person like me, because of my mother's business, I am afraid of being hurt, and I dare not let myself fall in love with others casually. And he is wary of everyone, and if that person can't give him absolute security, he won't open his heart to that person, even if that person is really good. Feiyu is the daughter of Prime Minister Hua, and she can't bring him a sense of security, so he won't open his heart in the first place, so no matter how hard Feiyu tries, he can't get into his heart. As for whether I really got into his heart or not, I really don't know, because he wouldn't open up to me either.

Since they won't have results, it is better to let Feiyu completely die, maybe she will find her own happiness when she meets someone who really loves her.

If she hates me, hate me, and since someone has to be the bad guy, let me be the bad guy.

Qin Yichang shook his head, "Yes and no!" ”

I was stunned, what did he mean by that?

Hua Feiyu was also stunned, "What? ”

"Even without her, I can't be with you for various reasons. Otherwise, I wouldn't have deliberately avoided you all these years. And her appearance made me decide to make it clear to you that I didn't want to hurt you before, so I haven't been honest with you. Now I have to be honest with you. I've never loved you, I really love her. Qin Yichang bent down, "I'm sorry, please forgive me!" ”

Feiyu suddenly covered his ears, shook his head and said, "I don't listen, I don't listen, I don't believe, I don't believe." ”

Suddenly, a withered yellow leaf was blown down by the autumn wind and fell on my face with a snap, and although it didn't hurt, I was startled.

Before I could recover from the shock, Hua Feiyu suddenly screamed and ran out desperately.

"Flying rain ......" I just wanted to chase out, but I was stopped by someone behind.

Qin Yichang shook his head at me, "It's good to let her figure it out, I haven't wanted to hurt her all these years, so I can't bear to tell her the truth." I now regret why I didn't tell her earlier, and if I had told her, she wouldn't have been so hurt. ”

I angrily shook off his hand, "How can you say that?" It's wrong for you to hurt her like this? You ......" I can't go on. Who am I to accuse him?

Qin Yichang's hand froze there, and it was easy to take it back. He looked at me in a daze, his melancholy eyes with a deep concern. He leaned on the table and sat down, "You sit too!" I have something to say to you! ”

I sat down across from him.

Suddenly there was a gust of wind, and the leaves on the ground were swept up by the strong autumn wind, and swirled under our feet, and a few of them even flew up and flew on the table. I picked up a piece, and before I could make any effort, it shattered in my hand.

Qin Yichang also picked up a piece, but it was also broken.

He smiled wryly, "I know I did something wrong. But now I have to make it clear to her, and it's good for her, for me, and for you. Otherwise, she wouldn't have given up on me, and she wouldn't have looked for happiness. I also feel that I am not qualified and worthy of you. I said these things to her today, in fact, I want to say to you, I want you to know that I have done something wrong, I hope you can forgive me, if you think you can't accept such a bad me. That's it, I won't force it. ”

"You...... Alas! I sighed, how could I not understand his heart. But...... Forget it, it's not about this time, but let's get down to business.

I shook my head, "Lolo, now is not the time to say this. I got it...... I got it...... I want to ask you, are the rumors out there true? ”

"What rumors?" He looked shocked, and a look of disbelief and distress appeared on his face, "You doubt me...... Do you even doubt me? ”