59. Self-inflicted

Jiang Qiyan is as personable and gentle as ever. Holding a bouquet of flowers to Lin Qinglin's ward, he attracted the attention of many little nurses along the way, which may be the sense of déjà vu that everyone thinks is the gentle and affectionate male protagonist in romance novels.

The envy of others is all a burden in Lin Qinglin's eyes.

"Enlightenment, enlightenment...... There you are. ”

"Why didn't you notify me if you hurt so badly? Qinglin, I'm worried about you. "Put the flower next to her bed, it is the bellflower that Lin Qinglin loves.

"It's not that serious, and I don't want you to worry too much."

Look, what a warm conversation, the man is affectionate, the woman is shy, and it seems to outsiders that they are a perfect match.

Jiang Qiyan can always order Lin Qinglin's favorite food and send her favorite flowers, and his intentions for Lin Qinglin are beyond doubt.

It's just that when a person sees through the effort and can't get a return, but there is no way to force himself to give up, the relationship will develop in another pathological direction.

"Qinglin, your affairs are all big things for me, understand?" Seeing that there was still a dazzling gauze on her forehead, her already thin figure became even weaker.

Reaching out and caressing her wounds, he looked at her with a smile on her face.

"Enlightenment, Pain ......"

Jiang Qiyan didn't know what he was thinking, he just kept stroking her wounds, but the strength became heavier and heavier, but Lin Qinglin instinctively retreated, but he still didn't let go.

Until the wound that was gradually healing under the gauze suddenly tore and bled again.

"Kaiyan! Stop! ”

"Does it hurt?"

"......" Lin Qinglin couldn't help but smile bitterly, but he didn't know how to answer his question, how could it not hurt.

"Why are you so stupid, why do you want to help Qin Shiyi block the danger? If you don't help him, won't it be fine? It's still a gentle and caring tone, but the eyes are cold without any tenderness.

On the day Lin Qinglin was injured, he received the news.

All Shenyang knew that Lin Qinglin was his fiancée, and his friends in the police circle would naturally tell him the news.

He rushed to the police station like crazy, and even got the video of the incident before Lu Li.

Jiang Qiyan looked at Lin Qinglin, who was racing all the way, at the most critical moment, hit the steering wheel, hit the van, and then overturned and fell to the ground, almost losing his life.

As Lin Qinglin's fiancé, he was secretly ridiculed by the friends around him who knew what had happened, and the woman he loved was not thinking about himself when other men were in danger, but that man was still Qin Shiyi.

Let him appear in front of Lin Qinglin as if nothing had happened!

Jiang Qiyan is not ignorant of his paranoia to a certain pathology, just like the last time he tortured Lin Qinglin fiercely, he was even more afraid after a moment of satisfaction.

He was afraid that Lin Qinglin would be afraid of her, and he would want to stay away from him even more, and there was no way to shorten the distance between them, and it could only continue a vicious circle!

So during the time when she was injured and hospitalized, Jiang Qiyan didn't appear in front of her, he used this time to calm down his efforts, he was afraid that he couldn't help but want to hurt her as soon as they met.

But alas...... Still hurt her.

"I, I didn't think about it that much at that time, I didn't mean to." It was an explanation, but it was also afraid that Jiang Qiyan would shift the point of anger from her to Qin Shiyi.

"Didn't mean to? That's unintentional? Inadvertent...... Makes me angrier than intentional, you know? It turned out that protecting Qin Shiyi was an instinctive reaction for her, which made him embarrassed.

Jiang Qiyan watched the blood oozing from the originally snow-white gauze fall down little by little.

How much Lin Qinglin was injured meant that she loved Qin Shiyi as much as she could, so he ...... I can only hate more!

"Do you have to chew words with me at this time?" She was very tired, Yan Manxia in front, and now there is another Jiang Qiyan, she really doesn't have the strength to deal with it.

There are some things that she has said thousands of times, but what can she do?

Jiang Qiyan's paranoia, she can't do anything at all.

"You hurt him, can't I even be angry? Qinglin, don't you think it's too bad? I couldn't help but reach out again and pressed the bleeding area on her forehead, and more blood gushed out desperately.

Since you want pain, let's hurt it again! It hurts so much that you remember this man and it only makes you miserable!

"No, don't!" Lin Qinglin couldn't match him with strength, and he couldn't escape his restraints, so he could only suffer the pain he gave.

"Jiang Qiyan! What are you doing! Stop it! Qin Shiyi, who had finished handling her business, couldn't help but make a detour to the hospital to see her situation.

But as soon as she entered the door, what she saw was Lin Qinglin's painful expression when Jiang Qiyan pressed her wound hard.

"Oh? There you are? You are here every day, and others don't know who Qinglin's unmarried is. Since he was concerned about Lin Qinglin's situation, how could he not know that this man appeared in the hospital every day.

"You let go, don't you see her wounds bleeding?" Qin Shiyi felt that something was wrong for a while, but he couldn't say anything, so he immediately rang the bell and asked the nurse to come over and re-examine the wound.

When Qin Shiyi appeared, Lin Qinglin relieved his heart slightly, and the situation of being ravaged by Jiang Qiyan that night came to his mind again, if he was grateful to him in the past, now there is only fear left.

"How did you do it, you said that the patient's wound should not be touched, and now the place where she was originally stitched is torn again, and this stitch is estimated to leave a scar." The doctor couldn't figure out their condition, how could the good end of the gauze patch be so badly torn?

Qin Shiyi and Jiang Qiyan were kicked out of the ward, leaving only the doctors and nurses to stitch up Lin Qinglin's wounds again.

"So you're satisfied?" Qin Shiyi said coldly.

"You should ask if you are satisfied? Lin Qinglin wants to protect you regardless of his own safety, you must be very moved. ”

"Did you deliberately break her wounds for something like this?" Qin Shiyi looked at Jiang Qiyan incredulously, where is this something that a normal man does.

"Yes, I broke it on purpose, I want her to remember the feeling of pain, and know that it hurts, so that she can stay away from you." When he said this, his cold expression had completely lost the gentleness he had before.

“…… You're his fiancé! Qin Shiyi didn't want to mention this, but he felt the need to remind him that he shouldn't be so cruel to his future wife.

"Then she also has to have the realization that she is her fiancée." At this point, Qin Shiyi finally sensed that something was wrong, and recalled the look in Lin Qinglin's eyes when he looked at Jiang Qiyan just now...... Where they are normal for unmarried relationships.

"Did you do this to her before?"

"Yes, I like to torture her when she makes me angry, Qinglin is still young, and occasionally she is very willful and disobedient."

"......" Qin Shiyi couldn't imagine that Jiang Qiyan would say such a thing.

"Wouldn't you be happy when I said that? Actually, I'm also helping you, Lin Qinglin...... She is a bad woman in her bones. So how could he know that he was affectionate, but he was stingy to give a little bit in return.

I just want to divide the kindness and love cleanly.

Jiang Qiyan even hoped that Lin Qinglin could deceive him, even if he mistakenly took kindness for love, what did it matter.

But ...... There are women in this world who are so strong, and there are women who are so honest and can't lie.

Falling in love with Lin Qinglin, isn't it Jiang Qiyan's sorrow?

Soon, the doctor stitched up the wound again, and Qin Shiyi and Jiang Qiyan entered the ward again.

"You must be careful this time, the wound is always broken, and it has not been scratched, the wound is easy to infect, and it will be really troublesome at that time."

"Thank you, doctor." Jiang Qiyan could put on a good gentleman's appearance in front of people, and when he walked to Lin Qinglin's side, she instinctively trembled, although it was a very small movement, but it still did not escape Qin Shiyi's eyes.

She's scared!

"Qiyan, I'm fine, you go back early, I'm tired and want to sleep after sewing the wound just now." He lowered his head and said sullenly.

"Okay, I'll go back first today, take care of my injuries, Qinglin has to be good, you know?" Before leaving, Jiang Qiyan left a light kiss on her forehead in front of Qin Shiyi.

When only the two of them were left, the room suddenly fell silent again.

The most unbearable scene still let Qin Shiyi see it.

"This is the marriage you want?"

“…… Oh, yes! I brought it all on myself! ”

This is the second time Qin Shiyi has asked her this question, the first time he asked Jiang Qiyan's woman to provoke her at the banquet.

Looking at her pale face and her eyes like dead ashes, it hurt her for a certain moment.

This is not what she should be.

But in the next second, he remembered what Lin Qinglin had said when he was determined to break up.

[Yes, I just like Jiang Qiyan! Can't you? I grew up with him since I was a child, we are the right family, he doesn't have to waste any effort to understand the world I lived in since I was a child, Qin Shiyi, these are things you can't do no matter how hard you try! 】

[See?] This diamond necklace was given to me by Qiyan, and it is not expensive, only more than 2 million. He thought it looked good, so he bought it for me to wear and play. Qin Shiyi, I still have a lot of such jewelry in my jewelry box, can you give it to me? 】

[Qin Shiyi! My mother hired the top piano teacher since I was a child, not so that I could run to the restaurant to play the piano for others to listen to, you know? 】

Therefore, when Qin Shiyi was most depressed back then, under the suppression of Yan Yuecheng, there was no way to keep even a job as a takeaway, and the girl who said that she would betray the whole world and be with him finally said her truest thoughts.

And many years later, when she was bullied by the man she insisted on saying that she liked back then, what comforting words could Qin Shiyi say?

"Lin Qinglin, you really deserve it! Do it yourself! ”

Lin Qinglin looked up at Qin Shiyi's indifferent expression, yes...... She deserves it!