Chinese Yan Shaoqiang suppressed the joy in his heart and tried his best to calm down, after all, he was thirty-three years old, and he had long passed the age of a happy hairy boy.

Or, someone will say, holding a court to convict, this is a bad thing, what is there to be happy about?

But for Yan Shao, a "criminal" who is eager to reform but repeatedly can't find the essentials, this means that the judge will tell him what was wrong in the past according to his behavior.

This also means that Zhu Qianying, the judge, is willing to open his heart to him, and is willing to let him walk into the dark mental journey that he doesn't know.

Yan Shao's heart was excited, but on her face, she still looked faint, and even pulled her arm very calmly.

"Sit down, you've just been discharged from the hospital!"

The bedroom is not big, and the things placed are very simple and practical, the wardrobe is on the left hand side of the door, the bed is close to the floor-to-ceiling glass window of the terrace, and between the bed and the wardrobe, there is a computer desk against the wall, and there is a swivel chair in front of the table.

Zhu Qianying walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, Yan Shao dragged the swivel chair in front of her and sat down as well.

After sitting down, Zhu Qianying didn't say anything immediately, but was silent for a while, trying to rearrange Yi Wei's mood after being kidnapped, and strive to restore the mood at that time without a little bias.

"Yan Shao, there is a saying, five years ago, I actually wanted to ask you in person, but at that time, you didn't give me a chance to ask. Since you feel wronged, then I ask you now, in the days when Yi Wei was kidnapped and you stayed in the hospital, did you ever think about me in your heart? ”

Yan Han only thought that she would ask about everything between him and Yi Wei, but it turned out that it was not.

And her question, it seems, is easy to answer, but the real answer makes it difficult for him to speak.

Because, at that time, he was full of thoughts, but Yi Wei's miserable injuries all over his body, and how to bring Yi Wei's kidnappers to justice, and the others, not to mention Zhu Qianying, even his parents, he didn't think much about it.

Zhu Qianying looked at her with dark eyes, and those eyes were really like a judge, serious and cautious. For Yan Han's silence, she didn't intervene or remind him too much, but just looked at him quietly, very patiently, waiting for his answer.

Yan Han felt like he had been stripped of his clothes and scrutinized under her clear eyes, and he felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but he knew that if even he didn't have the courage to face the truth of the past, then he really had no chance at all!

"No ......"

When this answer was spoken, Yan Han vaguely realized that these two extremely simple words, in fact, showed his ruthlessness at that time vividly.

This was like a sword for Zhu Qianying at that time, fiercely, straight into the heart.

The corners of Zhu Qianying's lips showed a shallow smile, seemingly, mockingly, and as if relieved.

Although, it was five years ago, but now that she mentions it, Zhu Qianying still feels a sharp pain in her heart.

The man on the other side probably didn't know that the happy days of the newlywed days had made her have a lot of unrealistic and beautiful visions for her future married life.

It's just that those beautiful illusions were soon ruthlessly torn apart and ruthlessly destroyed by Yan Han himself!

"Yan Shao, you have been explaining to me all this time, saying that you and Yi Wei have nothing. But in fact, do you know that from beginning to end, what I mind is not Yi Wei! ”

Zhu Qianying thinks that she is not a narrow-minded person, between good friends, take care of each other and help each other, she can understand, but Yan Shao at that time was ......

"Actually, it doesn't matter to me who the person lying on the hospital bed is, who is it, whether you and the person on the bed have a deep relationship or not, it doesn't matter either, the important thing is that I, as your wife, actually have no status at all in your heart. Because you don't have status, you don't even think about me. ”

At this time, Yan Shao didn't even have a reason to defend himself.

"Think about it, if you don't go home for dinner, you will also call Uncle Hai and say it. But when you went to save Yi Wei and took care of Yi Wei in the hospital, did you call me and send me a message to explain? No! Right? ”

Yan Shao is still the same, and there is no chance to refute. Because, at that time, he really didn't think about the need to explain to her.

He just thought that her relationship with him didn't need to explain anything. His behavior did not need to be explained to her, and she had no right to inquire about his whereabouts.

It's just that after she left, he realized that he was wrong!

So, now, in the face of her questioning, he is powerless to refute!

"You might say that you were only concerned about Yi Wei's safety at that time, and you were busy tracking down the real culprit, so you didn't have time. But at the end of the day, that's not the real reason. The real reason is that you don't care! ”

Yan Han was a little anxious, "No, I care......"

It's just that at that time, even he didn't realize that he actually cared more about her than he cared about anyone.

Zhu Qianying got up and took a sip of water to moisten his dry throat, directly ignoring his defense, because, at that time, he didn't let her feel a little cared at all.

"In your subconscious, you've always thought that whether you say it or not, I'm always there! And, whether I'm here or not, you don't care! And as your new wife, you don't care if I'm sad and sad because I've been alone in the empty room for many days! Is that so? ”

She is not wood, she can feel whether others are good to her or not.

And Zhu Qianying's series of questions made Yan Shao have no power to parry.

"Yan Shao, from another angle, if it was Xing Bolun who had an accident at that time, I would have treated Xing Bolun like you did to Yi Wei, and then, like you did to me, what do you think, what will you do?"

Yan Han didn't even think about it, so he said, "I'll kill you!" ”

Zhu Qianying smiled slightly, "That's right, I really wanted to kill you at that time!" But unfortunately, I don't have that ability, so I can only kill my own heart! Do you understand? ”

Since childhood, because of the relationship between her parents, Take's shadow has always been skeptical of love. But people's hearts are made of flesh, and after being gentle with her for a while, her girl's heart, which has never sprouted, finally began to grow buds!

It's just that this young shoot, before she had time to tassel and grow taller, was frozen to death by the frost and snow of the cold winter, and with it, her heart could no longer raise the slightest love related to love ~ love to other men.

In other aspects, she is never cowardly, but emotionally, there are too many uncontrollable factors, so she is afraid!

For example, even though she could calmly face Yan Bo and his wife when Yan Shao was taking care of Yi Wei, she couldn't control it, and her heart was cut and hollowed out little by little!

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