Chapter 111: The Truth About Suicide
Gu Ming didn't think much about it, he was just curious, but he didn't expect that what he heard next made him understand a lot of truths, and also solved his doubts when he was a child.
"It's all fate! Everything has already been arranged, and if I am one step ahead and you are one step ahead, nothing will happen...... Unfortunately, we were all late. Gu Yuan sighed, Gu Yuan's tone was gentle, something Gu Ming had never heard before.
Gu Yuan is not without feelings for Zhang Shuihua, on the contrary, the feelings are still very deep, no one knows how complicated and unbelieving his feelings were when he saw the bride at Gu Heng's wedding was Zhang Shuihua.
Zhang Shuihua wanted to speak and stopped, she didn't come here this time to renew her old relationship with Gu Yuan, but because she had a quarrel with her son Gu Ting, she was depressed in her heart, and no one told her for a while, so she came to find Gu Yuan and missed it.
"Ah Yuan, you and I were all at fault back then, and now it's too late to say anything, I can only sigh that I have made people by creation." Zhang Shuihua was also reminded of everything she wanted to bury in the past because of Gu Yuan's memories.
Also, after many years, talking about this is just adding to the sadness. Gu Yuan was the most naΓ―ve back then, and he also valued these things of love and love the most.
"Bloom, you know what? Over the years, I hated you so much, but what I hated even more was that I couldn't forget yourself, and I feel a little crazy when I think about that kind of self now. Gu Yuan said as he evoked a mocking smile.
Zhang Shuihua also knew Gu Yuan's affection for him, otherwise he would not have come to find Gu Yuan at this time, but the past is in the past, even if Gu Heng is not here now. Zhang Shuihua never wanted to be with Gu Yuan.
"Why shouldn't I! But there is no way to get it back, we ...... "Zhang Shuihua is sensible again, and now he is facing a person he once loved, and he is also beginning to be sad.
"No...... You don't know anything, because of the matter between you and me, I have always been obsessed, and even killed an innocent woman, I ......" Gu Yuan has endured for many years, and there are some words that have been kept in his heart, and there is nothing to listen to, Zhang Shuihua's arrival has given this a good place to talk.
Zhang Shuihua was puzzled, but looking at Gu Yuan's tearful appearance at the moment, she suddenly felt that she had been a little too selfish over the years, and had been stubbornly imprisoned in her own world, never taking into account the feelings of others.
However, Gu Yuan's words still made Zhang Shuihua feel a little uneasy, "Ah Yuan, what do you say, you won't say that your wife's death has something to do with us!" β
Killed an innocent woman? My mother? Gu Ming's mind, who was hiding outside the wall, had been circulating indefinitely, and he unexpectedly remembered his mother's funeral, and how he cried at the funeral, but his father didn't know where it was?
Does his mother's death have anything to do with his father? Perhaps it would be more accurate to say that his mother was killed by his father? Gu Ming was a little excited, and his hand clutched the wall tightly.
Gu Yuan didn't seem to know what kind of bomb his words left behind, and he kept talking there. "It's her, I married Ah Yun to get revenge on you, just to let you feel my feelings, to see you sad."
Speaking of this, Gu Yuan seemed to think of his young self at that time, and returned to that childish time, he married Ah Yun with bad intentions, so he deliberately made a big deal and invited Zhang Shuihua.
But Zhang Shuihua didn't come at all that day, his plan failed, maybe Ah Yun had some awareness from that day! But she never told herself.
Zhang Shuihua covered her mouth in disbelief, on the day of Gu Yuan's wedding, she was afraid that she would show some strange expression, so she deliberately pretended to be sick and did not go, "Ah Yuan, I ...... I don't know any of this, it's my fault. "A lot of things are missed, and there is no way to get them back, Zhang Shuihua and Gu Yuan are like this.
Hearing Zhang Shuihua admit his mistake, Gu Yuan was a little excited, "No...... You are right, it's me, it's me who has always only cared about myself, and I haven't communicated well with Ah Yun, I still remember when you were pregnant, Ah Yun also happened to be pregnant, I didn't take care of her, but I threw myself into work and snubbed her. β
Gu Yuan slowly forgot about Zhang Shuihua as early as he got along with Ah Yun, and wanted to live a good life with Ah Yun, even if it didn't involve love, he would do his best to be a husband.
It's a pity that the sky is not beautiful, during that time, the company happened to have a big problem, he was busy with work, he didn't go home every day, and he didn't know when Ah Yun knew about his relationship with Zhang Shuihua, but despite this, Ah Yun didn't question himself, but endured it himself.
But at that time, Ah Yun was also a pregnant woman, and she needed her husband's care and care, but she was suspicious and worried every day about when her husband would abandon her, and slowly she had depression.
"When I took care of everything and returned home, what was waiting for me was the figure of Ah Yun jumping down from the upper floor, and my heart was like a knife at that moment. She's innocent, but she's ......."
In the end, Gu Yuan was a little speechless, Zhang Shuihua never knew that there was such a thing, and it was not clear that Ah Yun had died for this reason.
"I ...... I never knew about these, I thought that ......" thousands of words were in my mouth, but I couldn't speak, Zhang Shuihua didn't expect that there was a life between himself and Gu Yuan.
Gu Yuan sat there silently, he just kept everything in his heart for too long, "This has nothing to do with you, you hurt me at that time, but I passed on this hurt to another woman." β
Now Gu Yuan has long regretted it, but everything has long been irretrievable. Regret and self-blame have been tormenting him day and night for decades.
Gu Yuan, who said everything, finally felt relaxed, but Gu Ming outside the door couldn't help but rush in, when Ah Yun died, he was very young, but he still had an impression of his mother who gave him warmth.
And his mother, who died suddenly, has always been a knot in his heart, and he has checked more information, many of which prove that Ah Yun committed suicide because of the pressure of pregnancy, and it has nothing to do with anyone.
But later, he gradually felt Gu Yuan's secretive attitude towards his mother, so he kept checking his father again, but he didn't expect to know the truth of everything today.