When Yihan's father found Nan Yao's house, their family was sitting in the living room eating melon seeds and watching TV, and Nan Dad, who heard the knock on the door, got up slowly, muttering "It's so late, who is it", while walking towards the door.

As soon as he opened the door, he found a middle-aged man standing outside the door who he didn't know at all, Nan's father couldn't help but look at it, looking at his age and looking sad.

"Hello! Is this Nan Yao's house? ”

Nan Dad nodded suspiciously.

"Kid Dad, who is it so late?"

Nanmu's inquiring voice came from the living room.

Yihan's father immediately breathed a sigh of relief and continued politely: "Oh, I'm Yihan's father, and I'm here to find her. ”

Hearing this, Nan's father hurriedly beckoned the other party to come in, and neatly found him a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet, "It turned out to be Yihan's father, Yihan's girl is indeed at my house, you come in first, it's cold outside." ”

The sound in the living room was relatively loud, and at this time, Yihan was busy grabbing red envelopes with Nan Yao, and it wasn't until Yihan's father walked up to him that Yihan looked up and saw it.

When she landed, her heart contracted violently, and she stood up from the sofa with a "Teng", "Dad, Dad-you-what's wrong?" ”

Nan Yao knew the twists and turns, and quickly stood up, "What, why don't you go to my room and talk about it." ”

As soon as Nan Yao finished speaking, he hurriedly smashed Yihan's arm, signaling her not to be stunned, Yihan, who reacted, hurriedly pulled her father, turned back to Nan's father and Nan's mother and smiled and said, "Uncle, auntie, let's go in first", with a very embarrassed expression.

Nan's father and Nan's mother replied with a smile, "Then let's go, Yihan's father hasn't eaten dinner yet, I'll go to the kitchen and make some." ”

Hearing this, Yihan's father hurriedly excused himself, "No, no, why are you embarrassed to trouble you?" ”

"It's okay, what's the trouble here, you go talk first, and I'll call you when the meal is ready." Nan Mu replied with a smile.

Nan Yao also rushed over to help, she dragged Yihan's father to the direction of the room, and kept chattering, "Uncle, don't be so polite, don't bother." ”

When she got to the room, Nan Yao secretly winked at Yihan, and then closed the door when she left, as soon as she left, Yihan couldn't wait to ask: "Dad, why are you here, Mom, is she okay?" ”

Yihan's father shook his head and sighed.

"Mom, what's wrong with her?" Yihan suddenly became very nervous, she grabbed her father's arm, her tone was very urgent, and tears couldn't help but roll in her eyes.

"Your mother misses you very much, and you didn't tell us when you left, and when we couldn't find you, your mother fell ill in a hurry. At first, we all thought that you were living a stable life in Anjia, but then we heard that you killed the child and left, child, why are you so stupid, why don't you go home? ”

Speaking of this, Han's father pretended to be angry and stomped his feet, looking like he hated iron but not steel, and two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks in the vertical and horizontal ravines.

Hearing this, Yihan's nose was sore, she couldn't control it anymore, tears rushed out, she couldn't help hugging each other, lying on his shoulder and crying: "I thought you and your mother would ignore me in this life, Dad, I know it's wrong." ”

"Child, you are not wrong, don't be afraid, no matter what decisions you make in the future, your mother and I will support you, as long as you are happy, just one point, don't leave us again, I know, it was your mother who did not do well before, she was just anxious to do that, please forgive her."

"No, Mom is not wrong, it is my fault."

Yihan's tears soaked her father's shoulders after a while, and the knots locked in her heart were untied at once, Yihan suddenly felt that her eyes were clear, and the incident of falling out with her parents had always been a pain she couldn't speak, buried deep in her heart, and it hurt just to think about it.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, it's all over, let's go back to Shanghai with my dad tomorrow."

"Uh-huh." Yihan let go of her father as she agreed.

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When the two of them came out of the room, Yihan said with a smile: "Uncle and aunt, I will go back to Shanghai with my father tomorrow, I really thank you for taking me in for the New Year." ”

"Thank you very much!" Yihan's father followed.

Nan Dad quickly stood up from the sofa and said with a smile, "Where, where, don't be so polite, Yihan Dad, hurry up and eat something, the child has already done." ”

Subsequently, Nan Yao took Yihan's father to the dining table, Nan Yao saw the opportunity and quickly pulled Yihan aside, and asked in a low voice, "Are you really going back to Shanghai tomorrow?" ”

"Well, yes, Yaoyao, do you want to go to Shanghai with me?"

"Yes." Nan Yao agreed very happily.

"I'm not talking about going to Shanghai to play, I'm saying that in the future, we will stay in Shanghai in the future."

Hearing this, Nan Yao paused for a moment, "Are you going to Shanghai?" She muttered something quietly, too suddenly, unexpectedly, at least not for now, but not entirely negative.

"It's so sudden, I'll have to think about it."

"Uh-huh, then are you going to go to Shanghai with me tomorrow for two days?"

"Mmmmmmmmmm

Early the next morning, the three of them set out on their way to Shanghai.

This time I came to Shanghai, Nan Yao just wanted to see Granny Gu, it had been almost half a year since the last time I saw her, and Yihan told her to let An Yu accompany her in the afternoon, and she was going to the hospital to pick up her mother. Nan Yao refused, she didn't want to see An Yu now, besides, she had more important things to do.

Coming back to the "Sky City", Nan Yao was surprised to find that the store was being renovated, and the hall on the first floor was full of busy renovation workers, and the original books were gone.

She walked to the door suspiciously, grabbed a renovation worker and asked, "I'm sorry, this store is the original "Sky City", has it moved away?" ”

"It's out of business." The worker replied briefly with three words and hurried off to something else.

Leaving Nan Yao alone in the wind, she went to the post bar, and all kinds of inquiries on the official website found out that Gu's mother-in-law died in December last year, on Christmas Day. Some people said above that the letters stored in the "Sky City" were sealed, or perhaps destroyed, in short, those recipients in this life may not be able to receive the letters.

After several tosses, she found the person in the original company, and when the phone was dialed, her heart was "fluttering", and she almost jumped to her throat, because her letter did not have a deadline at the beginning, and it was handed over to Granny Gu to decide.

After hanging up the phone, Nan Yao's heart sank to the bottom of the sea, and sure enough, what worried her still happened, she was told that her letter had been sent out in advance, and she asked the staff in the store to send it when Granny Gu was sick and hospitalized.

In the evening, Nan Yao took a bouquet of flowers to the cemetery, and after finding the cemetery of Granny Gu, she gently put the flowers in front, yes, she bought a sky full of stars, and few people usually come here to buy this kind of flower, but Granny Gu likes it, she knows this.

Nan Yao took a piece of advertising paper from her bag, put it on the withered yellow grass, and then sat directly on the ground, she wanted to talk to Granny Gu, probably what she was talking to in her heart, except for Granny Gu, she didn't know who she should talk to. Looking at the ancient mother-in-law who was smiling very sweetly on the tombstone, Nan Yao said the words that had been held in his heart for a long time......

Granny Gu, you still sent my letter in advance, I don't know how Gallon will react when he receives it, surprised? Abhor? Glad? Recently, I have a boyfriend, his name is Yi Jun, whether it is gallon, Yi Jun, I am not interested at all now.

I know that my love for Gallen is just a memory of youth, and what I like is only what I imagine him to be, but I don't like the real him in real life. I learned from a friend that he and his girlfriend are in a state of falling out right now, probably because of Gallen's mother. I don't know much about the situation, and of course, I don't want to know about it, and I'm not interested in what happened between them.

As for the boyfriend I'm talking about now, Yi Jun, it's really hard to say, many times I wonder what I like about him, and even more often I wonder if I like him or not?

Being with him was a complete accident, and I didn't know what I thought at the beginning, I was still too naïve, thinking that I had found pure love, and that the other party really liked me, and later, I slowly realized that I was wrong, and I didn't dare to tell others a few things about me and him.

I'm afraid that they will persuade me to break up, saying that I am a fool, but in fact, I am not stupid at all, I just want to simply like someone, treat love simply, that's all.

You know, Yi Jun still has a picture of his ex-girlfriend in his wallet, and I always knew that, and he thought that if he didn't tell me, I would never know, huh, how could it be.

I was sitting on a park bench with him that day and chatting, and I went to the bathroom halfway through, and when I came back, I wanted to scare him, so I deliberately went around behind him, and was about to press his shoulders when I suddenly saw him looking at the photo in his wallet.

I almost couldn't help but just grab it and throw it away, but in the end I held back, and at that moment, my heart couldn't stop dripping blood. I'm annoyed, I'm angry, but there's nothing I can do.

Sometimes I wonder if I am not good enough, so he will not forget his ex-girlfriend, so he will be doubly good to him, only to find out later that I was wrong, the better he treats, the more unscrupulous he becomes.

Do you say that everyone is like this, and my previous "thoughts" are all wrong?

I can tolerate him being foul-mouthed, tolerating his pettiness, and tolerating him not being so attentive to me, but I really can't tolerate him not forgetting his ex-girlfriend, since he still loves her, why is he still with me?

It is said that love is sweet, but why is it more bitter than Coptis chinensis to me, every night before going to bed, I will be very aggrieved, I can't help crying nose, this situation has been going on for a while, I don't dare to tell anyone at all, and I don't have the courage to say the breakup.

This time we had a stiff fight, it was worse than the previous one, he said to calm down for a while, he never contacted me again from that day until now, he didn't even have New Year's blessings, I think I should let go, but I need time.

If I were to rush over and break up with him now, I wouldn't be able to do it, I don't know what I'm afraid of, I hate my cowardice, and many times I envy Xiaomi.

I knew I had to make a decision, give myself a month to let go of the other person, and thankfully, my liking for him had already been worn out by him, and I think my main concern now was just to give up the "habit".

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