Faced with the letter left by Gu Jianping, my first reaction was to escape, I didn't dare to take the folded case paper, just said a few words to the smoker, and then closed the door. Vertices

Smokeworm left the letter on the table in the living room and walked away without saying a word.

I stayed up all night until noon the next day when I mustered up the courage to open this last letter.

To this day, I still keep this letter, although the fragile case paper is now as old as a dead leaf, but the handwriting left by Gu Jianping is still as clear as it was back then.

Even his cynical face was left on the paper along with these handwritings:

"Big Head Nibbles:

How old I am alive, this is the first time I have written a letter to someone.

Seeing a letter is like seeing a person, oh, no, by the time you see this letter, I'm already hanging, come, say it again, see the letter like a ghost, well, when I say that, I feel much more comfortable.

I am writing this letter with the most sincere resentment, I can't understand why you have been refusing to worship me as a teacher, now it's good, I haven't been able to harvest apprentices, and I have to leave you the inheritance of the South China Sea medical vein, alas, it's really a big loss.

A few days ago, I hid three books under your bed, "Compendium of Materia Medica", "Green Capsule Book", and "Poison Sutra", all of which were left to you.

Today, there is not much left of the medical skills handed down by the ancestors, and the current Chinese medicine is either holding a few incomplete medical scriptures to the death, or only knowing a few home remedies and daring to come out to treat people, or it is a liar, and there are fewer and fewer people with real skills.

I know that you still have your own tasks to complete in this life, so I don't expect you to carry forward the lintel of the Nanhai medical vein, I just hope that you don't let this vein break the inheritance, if you accept an apprentice in the future, you have to tell him that he has an ancestor, named Gu Jianping.

Anyway, I don't expect you to take me as a master, and besides, I don't have that qualification, but I don't have an apprentice in my life, can't I have an apprentice, right?

Alas, I'm really angry, I don't expect you to carry forward the lintel of the South China Sea medical vein, but the problem is that only you can do this, who makes your concentration so strong, studying medical skills, the most important thing is concentration, in this regard, you are indeed a genius.

Slot, I want to say too much, the paper is a little insufficient, I knew I should steal a few more.

Forget it, if it's not enough, it's not enough, anyway, the words I hold in my heart are mainly scolding you, and I guess you don't like to hear it.

But there is one thing, I have to tell you that you guy, everything is good, but it's too boring, don't carry everything alone in the future, know that you can endure big, maybe no matter how big the person is, you also need to share the bitterness in your heart with others, you are so stuffy, sooner or later you have to hold back the problem.

The words are so big that I really don't have a place to put pen to paper, and finally I want to mention that you have to cherish the three books I left you, and if I let me know that you don't cherish them, I won't let you go.

Okay, so be it. Don't think about me, when you hang up, let's go to the Lord of Hades for tea.

Signed: A ghost named Gu Jianping. ”

He didn't write this suicide letter like this in order to deliberately put on a look of looking down on life and death.

Gu Jianping was originally such a person.

You could say that he has long put life and death on the line, but in my opinion, he is just stronger than most people.

When I read this letter, I was no longer so sad in my heart, but for some reason, I felt a great sense of loneliness in my heart.

I finally understood that Gu Jianping's appearance of being stingy all day long seemed to be just a disguise, and he had been using this disguise to deceive himself and make himself forget his loneliness, until the moment before he died, the loneliness buried in his heart finally broke out completely.

There will always be such people in this world, who seem happy on the surface, but in fact, deep down, they are more lonely than anyone else.

Fortunately, Gu Jianping's deception skills are superb, he has lived the way he wants, and in this life, he has never been swallowed up by that loneliness.

At some point, Yunshang came behind me and gently wrapped her arms around my neck, I knew she wanted to comfort me, but after a long time, she couldn't say a word.

I raised a hand and gently held Yunsheng's wrist: "Don't worry, I'm fine." Don't be uncomfortable, if you let Gu Jianping know that we are sad for him, he may not be happy to be like a bird, but he can't let him succeed. ”

Yunshang still just hugged me silently, without saying a word.

I didn't say anything more, letting the air around me be silent.

Gu Jianping's death is a heavy blow to everyone, and it will take some time for us to completely come out of our grief.

During that time, I didn't even dare to approach my bed, because I knew that Gu Jianping's last memory was left under that bed.

Two months have passed, and after all, sadness cannot be reversed, but can only be replaced by the pressure of life and study.

In this semester's unified examination, my grades were not particularly ideal, falling out of the top ten in the county, as for that Shen Ziqiang, after reviewing for a semester, his grades were even worse, I know that after he saw my results, he would inevitably be jealous, and when the results just came out, the school was full of rumors about me, but I didn't have the heart to deal with it.

In the face of this kind of villain, you either don't provoke him, or you can defeat him at once and make him completely lose the ability to resist.

It's very easy for me to destroy a person psychologically, but I don't think it's necessary to do so much, destroying a person's inner world is tantamount to killing a person, and I don't want to bear such a sin.

Since I don't want to do this, I can only choose to ignore Shen Ziqiang's existence, isn't it just gossip, and it won't let me lose a piece of meat.

You ask me why don't I try to change Shen Ziqiang and turn him into a good person? I'm sorry, I don't have that energy, you must know that the reason why villains are villains is because their psychology is inherently distorted, and this kind of person is difficult to change.

This year, I couldn't spend the New Year with Master, and in November, Master and Qiao Sanye went to Maoshan and didn't come back for the New Year.

So far, Zhou Mingxuan has still not been able to find out the whereabouts of Yang Wenjun, this person's whereabouts are extremely secretive, for a semester, I often heard that he appeared in the city, but whenever Zhou Mingxuan and they brought people over, Yang Wenjun had long since disappeared.

At the beginning of spring next year, a new semester will begin, and I am about to face the torture of the college entrance examination.

Originally, I planned to put all my energy into my studies, but I didn't expect fate to play a big joke on me at this juncture.

Qiu Shu is back.

At the same time, Yunshang's master, Feng Chimezi, also came to the Yin Capital.