Finale Goodbye

It was a nice moment, quiet and comfortable, with a warm world of sunshine and peace outside the window, and only lonely men and women inside...... Of course, the other two strange guys weren't counted in by Kestrels.

What a wonderful scene, looking back on the kestrel in his life, he had never seen it so illuminated by the sun, and the kestrel remembered that it was a good afternoon, when Erin's name was Gloria, and he did not know all about this hideous chaos.

It's as if the timeline has been interrupted, the chaotic and frantic battle in the middle has been completely forgotten, and everything now picks up on that beautiful afternoon.

The kestrel was about to stop for a moment.

He looked at Erin's eyes, and after a short period of beauty, Kestrel suddenly remembered what this guy in front of him was like, although the hostility was weakened a lot, but Erin's bad nature still reminded Kestrels.

"Whoa, whoa!"

The kestrel crowed.

He broke free from Erin's restraints, tightened his grip on the quilt, and kicked his feet to the head of the bed until his back and wall were pressed against him, and there was no room to move around.

"You look like a molested woman of good family. ”

Erin shook her head, looking at the kestrel's ridiculous reaction with some helplessness.

"To be precise, it is a good family woman and a man. ”

Kestrel again.

This eccentric woman...... Why was she taken into custody and treated together, shouldn't she have been put in prison, and why didn't Hybod take her to the Vikings when he left?

A wave of waves was set off in Kestrel Spirit's mind, but then a cold chill froze it all, and Kestrel saw it, and Erin sat on the edge of the bed, smiling evilly, and her slender hand ran up the sheet until she touched Kestrel foot.

"Ahhhh

Kestrel had a psychological breakdown, and he couldn't stand this damn woman.

For Erin, the kestrel had mixed emotions, and he still remembered that beautiful afternoon sometimes, but when he thought of Erin's nature, he felt a damn laugh ringing from his good memories, as if some guy was hiding in the shadows and laughing at his actions.

Kestrel also thought about developing an office romance, but after careful consideration, he came to the same conclusion as before, many colleagues died before they could recognize their names, and some were lucky to survive, but these are all warriors who cut demons.

But these are the dead brothers of the kestrels! how can they fall in love with their brothers?

Strange and wonderful ideas flew away, and poor Kestrel was toyed with by Erin at will.

"Hahaha!"

Erin didn't tease the kestrels, she burst out laughing, and she was almost bursting into tears.

"I said, I've met a lot of people, but I've never met someone as interesting as you, Moon. ”

Kestrel doesn't want to pay attention to her? Sounds to him? Erin's "funny" is not a compliment.

"What the hell are you going to do?"

Kestrel asked again, didn't he think Erin was just idle and had nothing to do to come and toss her? This guy must have some purpose.

This time Erin is getting a little serious? He stopped laughing, and his eyes were still fixed on the kestrel as before.

"What am I thinking about next?"

"After that?"

"Right? After that, didn't you think about it? After leaving this hospital? What should we do. ”

Erin said and looked out the window? His gaze looked a little confused.

"Do what you have to do, go to work, take a break. ”

Don't kestrels think it's a difficult question? After leaving the hospital in the opinion of the kestrels? He may be able to recuperate for a few days, and then return to the purification agency to report, repeating the daily routine he had repeated countless times before, and returning to the life he is accustomed to.

For Kestrel answer, Erin sighed helplessly? You can guess Kestrel answers, but listen to him? Still a little unwilling.

"You're such a pure guy. Erin said.

"To put it bluntly!"

"You're a simple guy. ”

Erin said it again, she didn't care about the kestrel fangs and claws? Instead, he spoke to himself.

"You guy...... As if none of these things have anything to do with you, the moon? You won't be affected by it? Won't be disturbed? Erin stood up, walked to the window, and looked at the warm world, "The war is coming, and everyone is nervous and confused. ”

"Aside from you, I guess you must have been thinking about going fishing after you were discharged from the hospital, huh?"

Kestrel didn't understand what Erin said, so he answered on his own terms.

"I'm just a wage earner, I go to work after the holidays, they want to go to war, it's my job, what can I do?"

Kestrel looked optimistic, and then his eyes turned weird, as if he had grabbed Erin's pigtails.

"Wait...... Are you confused? ”

Kestrel suddenly realized what Erin was saying this for, and the woman in front of her was confused, she was confused, like a lost lamb, overwhelmed in the desolate wilderness.

What a great time to fight back, but Kestrel was about to taunt Erin, but he suddenly realized that this could be a trap, how could she be confused by a ruthless woman like Erin?

"yes. ”

Erin replied calmly.

This answer shattered all the whims of the kestrel, and he was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"I'm confused, where am I going to go when I get out of here?"

Erin said and sat back on the edge of the bed, looking as if she was consulting a kestrel.

"I should be locked up by you for my crimes, and even if I don't get imprisoned, where can I go?"

Erin muttered to herself.

"Gallinaro, my hometown? Actually, I don't have any feelings for it, and I even have some bad memories of it, and not long ago I fought against the Iron Law Bureau with you to make the port of Maruri like that, and if I go back, I should be killed on the spot, right?"

Erin thought of something else, and smelled a cold aroma on the tip of her nose.

"The Vikings, there are a lot of good memories there, but ...... Some of them are dead, and seeing them again will only add to the sadness, not to mention that if I show up in the Vikings, I will probably be summarily executed. ”

Erin thought about it and laughed again.

"In this way, it's not bad to be imprisoned by your purification agency, at least you can still live...... Will you come to see me?"

Erin suddenly pointed her words at the kestrels, which caught him off guard, but the kestrel reacted quickly.

"Of course!"

Kestrel replied quickly, and he was delighted at the thought of that image.

In the gloomy dungeon, with the sound of evil laughter, the kestrel appeared before Irene's eyes, the damned creature was locked behind an iron fence, shivering from the cold, begging for forgiveness from the kestrels, who would tease her with a smug face.

"It's so good, it's really worthy of being a brother who has died!"

Erin was about to hug her, but apparently she misunderstood the kestrel and was kicked back by the kestrel.

"But you guy's life is really simple, there are not so many worries, everything is just work and daily life. ”

Erin envied the kestrel mentality.

In fact, at this time, the one who can understand Erin best is Lorenzo, they all have the same troubles, they are like lambs wandering in this world, there is no place of their own.

No...... Lorenzo had no home, but he was about to find it, and he had found the place where he belonged, and Erin had just lost everything not long ago.

She tried to redeem herself, but failed, and everything fell into a burning fire.

"What a pity, Moon. Erin said again.

"What a pity?"

"I can't stay. ”

Erin turned her head as she spoke, and the light was just right to illuminate her face, and the kestrel couldn't see her expression in the bright light.

"I would love to stay, but I have no reason and no qualifications to stay. ”

As Haybold said, she had made a mistake and done evil, and Irene was punished.

"I think there is something more worthy of us to do than to fight and fight, but unfortunately, I still don't know what that thing is, and I don't know how to look for it, maybe I will find it at a moment one day, or maybe I will not be able to get relief after living my whole life. ”

Erin spoke something that Kestrel didn't understand, and suddenly something occurred to Kestrel to him, it was like a confession, he had also been to church, he had seen the conversation between the priest and the faithful, just like now, a comfortable moment, the confused believers confessed themselves...... How did the priest do it?

Kestrel thought for a moment and smiled at Erin.

"What would you do if you were in such a predicament?

"Do you mean retirement?"

The work of the purging mechanism is almost everything in the life of the kestrel, and if he loses it all one day, he will probably retire or be fired.

Kestrel thought about it seriously.

"First of all, I have to finish watching "Saker in the Night". ”

He said in all seriousness that Kestrel liked the book very much, and that it was even higher than fishing.

Erin was silent, and after a long time she sighed again, probably because of the difference in brain circuits, many times kestrel is really stupid, stupid is a headache.

"I love that book too, how great it is to be chivalrous in the night, even though people don't know who he is. ”

Erin didn't bother to talk to Kestrel about this, but instead commented on the book.

"yes, I like it too, mainly because it's very immersive. ”

"Sense of substitution?"

"Yes, isn't our purification mechanism very much like a falcon? Fighting around in the dark night that no one can see, although it is not said to punish the wicked, but the demon is not much gentler than the wicked. ”

No one would have imagined that Kestrel liked this book for this reason, but thinking that it was, Kestrel once suspected that the book was written by some retired guy from the purification agency, but unfortunately he never met the author.

"Well, forget it, I shouldn't have pinned my hopes on you. ”

Erin gave up her confession to the kestrels, she thought the kestrel was quite interesting, they were the kind of people that Erin liked, they were simple and pure, but they were not destined to be the same kind of people, these simple and pure guys couldn't guess Erin's complex thoughts.

"In the final analysis, people live to survive, right, only by surviving can we do things, only by surviving can we realize something that only exists in the imagination, only by surviving can there be infinite possibilities, if we die, there is nothing, everything is gone. ”

The kestrel talked about something else.

"If you don't know what that strange thing is, then live it well. Find a warm afternoon, find a comfortable position, throw a fishing rod, and read your favorite book. ”

Father Kestrel enlightened the lost lamb.

"Actually, I had similar troubles, I was quite scared for a while, after all, I am so young, retirement is far away, and the demon thing seems to be unfinished, I am thinking that I will die one day, and I am terrified when I think of the doom of the future. ”

Simple people talk about simple ideas of life.

"But after being scared to the extreme, I am not afraid, after all, everyone will die, right, it's just who comes first and who comes last, so it's a lot easier to think about it.

But every day with the demons slashing and killing, there is a bit of psychological pressure to change anyone, and those psychiatrists in the Black Mountain Hospital are more neurotic than the other, if I can, I really don't want to see them, so I feel tired and confused, so I find a comfortable way to experience life. ”

The kestrel looked at the face that was illuminated by the sun, and it sparkled like gold.

You can do the same, and perhaps the road to salvation is in it. ”

Erin was silent, as if she was thinking about the kestrels' words, and when she looked down, she saw bloody hands, countless dead people digging graves, reaching out and grabbing her legs, trying to drag her into the dark abyss, they silently questioned Erin, and chirped.

"Sure enough, it still doesn't work, no matter how you think about it, I can't be saved, but thank you, Moon. ”

Erin stood up as she spoke, and walked over to the kestrel, who saw Erin's face clearly, as if she had just cried, and her eyes were slightly red.

"You're a good friend, Moon, and I'd really like to stay if I can. ”

As she spoke, she lowered her body and cupped the kestrel's face in both hands, just as before, her pupils completely contained the kestrel and remembered this funny face forever.

"Now that I'm leaving, going far away, maybe farther than the Vikings, will you miss me? ”

Erin asked.

The voice was calm, like an ordinary thing to Kestrel ears, but he vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't think of what was wrong, and this brief warmth completely captured him and made his mind stalemate.

"Yes...... bar. ”

Kestrel hesitated in her voice.

Miss Erin? How could this be, Kestrel wanted to stay away from this guy...... But, but remembering that fine afternoon, on the escape of life and death in Gaulinalo, the kestrel wanted to see Erin again, and before he knew it, Erin was already his friend, one of the few friends.

"It's good, then say to me now, 'Goodbye, Gloria. ”

Looking at the clear pupils, the kestrel was stunned, he felt that something was wrong, but he still said it.

"Goodbye, Gloria. ”

Gloria smiled, every time she was called by that name, she felt relieved, and even her heavy mood improved, as if only then could she shed the disguise of "Erin Adler".

She gently kissed Kestrel on the forehead and said to him.

"Goodbye, Moon. ”

Gloria finished and left, like a gust of wind, the kestrel could still smell the slightly cold aroma in the air, and he stared blankly at the door that had been pushed open, and he didn't know how long it took for him to realize it.

A burst of panic rose in his heart, even when facing the demon, the kestrel had never been so frightened, he felt that he might never see Gloria again, either the difference between life and death, or never see it again, the secret that this woman hid, he never had a chance to find out again.

He staggered and fell to the ground, and he roared in pain, but he stumbled to his feet and rushed out of the room, gasping for breath, but all that awaited the kestrel was the empty corridor, which was so long that it seemed like there was no end in sight.