Chapter 179: Being a Father, Being a Husband
(Cat pounce Chinese The little guy took out a book in the suitcase obediently, lay on the cold bed to read, and when the cold bath came out, the little guy had fallen asleep on the quilt, still, lying on his stomach in a big shape like in the afternoon.
Yan Han really felt that the little guy's sleeping posture was too bold, but the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, he climbed on the bed and leaned over, picked up the little guy and wanted to stuff him into the quilt.
It seems that it is better to let him sleep with him for a while first, otherwise, it will be easy to catch a cold if he always sleeps on the quilt like this at night.
"Hmm...... Mommy ......" The little guy was held by him, half-asleep and half-awake seemed to treat him as a bamboo shadow, and the little face drilled into his arms, "Mommy...... Zaizai still sleeps ......"
Yan Han narrowed his eyes slightly, Zhu Qianying called this little guy?
"Boy, go back to sleep in the bed, otherwise, you will catch a cold!"
"Hmm......" The little guy in his sleep answered vaguely, and when the cold stuffed him into the quilt, the little guy suddenly raised his head, but his eyes were closed, and he kissed Yan Han's chin.
"Mommy...... Good night......"
Yan Han, who was misidentified by his son and changed his gender without authorization, was not annoyed at all, because he earned a fragrant kiss from his baby son for no reason!
Yan Han has been hostile to the little guy since he saw the little guy today. asked for a kiss now, although it was Zhang Guan Li Dai, as if it was stolen, but he was still secretly happy.
He bowed his head and kissed the little guy on the lips, "Good night, baby!" ”
When he helped the little guy tuck the quilt corners, Yan Han suddenly had a strange thought, this little guy just fell asleep on the quilt, wouldn't he be waiting for him?
Come to think of it, there is also a possibility of this.
After all, for the little guy, although this is his home, but for him who is returning home for the first time, this huge bedroom, in addition to being unfamiliar, should be terrifyingly empty, right? Moreover, although he and himself are blood relatives, emotionally speaking, they are strangers who have only known each other for a few hours.
For a child who is only more than four years old, it is normal to be forced to dress during the day, and at night, he will be afraid and feel unsafe!
Yan Han secretly blamed himself for being careless, how could he not have thought of these details at all just now?
Obviously, in the past, as a husband, he was not competent and unqualified, and now as a father, he is also incompetent and unqualified.
Originally, I was going to wait for my son to sleep and deal with some work matters, but now, I felt so guilty that I looked at my son's sweet sleeping face, and my feet seemed to have roots, and I couldn't move away.
He decisively decided not to work overtime tonight and stay with his son here, so that he would not be afraid when he woke up and saw no one.
The cold life has always been very regular, and generally speaking, I basically go to bed around 1 am every day.
At this time, it was only about nine o'clock, and he was lying on the bed, naturally sleepy. In addition, this is the first time he and his son have shared a bed, and in addition to excitement, there are many complex emotions that are difficult to clarify and various questions waiting to be answered.
Including, all kinds of things about him and Zhu Qianying, as well as the reason why this little guy came back suddenly, and the old man in his thirties, really like Zhu Qianying like the little guy said?
These and so on are enough to make Yan Han lie in bed without feeling bored.
However, these questions, for the time being, seem to be difficult to solve, like countless times before, he thought about it and in the end, he would enter the same dead end.
Unable to get any definite answers, he decided not to think about it anymore. Now that Zhu Qianying sent his son back, now that he is thinking about how to get along with the little guy in the future.
The two of them always confront each other like this, and it is never a way.
Now in Chinese New Year's Eve, he has to experience many more than men of the same age, what wind and waves have not passed?
But only this experience of being a father, he really doesn't have it at all!
Then, soon, he discovered that he had the potential to be an old mother.
Because, he had only been lying down for a long time, and he had turned his face to look at the little guy many times. It's not because he has a handsome face like himself, but because he's worried that the little guy will kick the quilt and catch a cold.
After turning his head frequently to inspect, he simply turned his head on his side, his head resting on his arm and lying on his side facing the little one, his eyes, which usually exuded a sharp gaze, were extremely soft at this time, and he looked at the palm-sized face in front of him by the faint nightlight.
Then, he found that the little guy with his mouth slightly open and his nose fanning slightly seemed to be sleeping very deeply, but occasionally, he would chew his mouth, or wrinkle his nose and scratch his buttocks.
It turns out that children sleep, so many small movements and movements?
As if he had discovered a new continent, Yan Han was full of curiosity and inquiry, and carefully observed the little guy beside him.
Under the dim light, the little guy's face looked very psychedelic and hazy, and when he looked closely, he even had the illusion that the little guy in front of him was a dream, and all that happened today was a dream scene.
As if to confirm whether he was living in reality or in a dream, Yan Han reached out and stroked the little guy's face.
The fingertips, gently sweeping the little guy's soft eyelids, touching his cheeks, soft and slightly warm touch, like a drop of nectar, dripping in his long-dried heart, and the numb fingertips that have long lost the function of stroking and perceiving, because of the little guy's slightly warm body temperature, actually revived little by little.
Before noon today, he never thought that he would have a son.
And just last night, he and Qin Xiu drank in the nursery rhyme KTV room, and they were slightly drunk, and he also joked with Qin Xiu and asked Qin Xiu to pass on his son to him.
Of course, Qin Xiu couldn't pass on his son to him, but he really thought about it, if he really couldn't, he would adopt a child, so that his father and mother could at least have some emotional sustenance.
Actually, Yan Han didn't think that he had to have a child, but his father and mother had been nagging from time to time in the past few years, asking him to bring Zhu Qianying back quickly.
In the words of the old lady, "Ying'er is indeed very young, it doesn't matter if you have a child a few years later, but you are getting older and older, do you want to be like your father, who only became a father at the age of forty?" ”
Yan Han, who was so obviously disgusted by his mother, was speechless, of course he didn't want to be a father at the age of forty, but the premise was that he had to find the girl at the age of forty!
When he first read Zhu Qianying's letter, he immediately asked people to secretly look for Zhu Qianying, and on the side of his parents and elders, he didn't want them to be sad and didn't want to alarm them, so he prevaricated the elders and parents on the grounds that he sent Zhu Qianying to study abroad. Cat flutter Chinese