Six years ago

Lin Qinglin came out of the Lin family alone, and despite her grandfather's opposition and Yan Yuecheng's ridicule, she also wanted to leave.

"Shiyi, there is no home." The choked voice, the red eyes, and the body wet by the heavy rain looked embarrassed.

"I'll give you a home in the future, and we'll be family." At that moment, he couldn't tell how moved his heart was.

has never doubted her feelings, but she really knows the distance between the two people. But Lin Qinglin made a decisive choice in this way, and rushed behind him without hesitation, at that moment...... He knew he would never fall in love with a second woman again in his life.

After marriage, they are busy and fulfilling, elopement and romance? But I'm afraid most of the time they are experiencing the troubles of poverty. What about the tuition fees for the next semester? What to eat tomorrow? When it was hottest, I was reluctant to turn on the air conditioner and hid in the school library.

But at the beginning, they were still optimistic, as long as they were willing to work hard, the hard days would always pass. However, the Lin family used their actions to tell Lin Qinglin that as long as they continued to be with Qin Shiyi, they would not give them any way to live.

So Qin Shiyi's part-time job in the research institute was dismissed, whether it was tutoring, takeaway, or going to the construction site to move bricks at night, as long as he could earn money, he would do it.

"Shi Yi, you came back so late today."

"Hmm."

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, he just got home, took a hasty shower and fell on the bed without even talking, and fell asleep with Lin Qinglin in his arms in the next second.

Lin Qinglin was reluctant to wake him up, so he could only secretly take out his mobile phone and turn the noise back for two hours. Tomorrow morning he had his first economics class, and in order to get him two hours more sleep, she had to skip her own class to teach him a lesson.

"Don't do it again next time, isn't the time for practicing already very tight?"

"It's okay, I listened very carefully and wrote down all the key points of the professor's words, do you see my notes are very clear?"

Qin Shiyi rubbed her hair, this girl is really well-behaved and distressing.

is obviously a daughter, and she has never lived in such a dilapidated house at the mouth of the old alley, and she has to think about him everywhere after enduring all kinds of unaccustomed habits.

He knew that Lin Qinglin had never needed to use the school's piano room to practice, the Lin family had a great grand piano, and now she had to get up early in the morning to grab the piano room in order to practice, and even under the coercion of the Lin family, she had been expelled from the orchestra.

At that time, Qin Shiyi thought that in the future, when he had money, he must buy a piano for her, so that she could play anytime and anywhere without looking at other people's faces.

Although life is hard, the relationship between the two people has always been very stable, and there are always more ways than difficulties, but at that time, Lin Qinglin was pregnant.

Her period was a month late, and she had never thought about it before, but Ning Ning reminded her to buy a pregnancy test.

She didn't know if she should be surprised when she saw the results, but she knew it well...... This kid came at the wrong time.

On the one hand, they are still studying, and they are about to be unable to raise a child, how to raise a child; What's more important is that she looks at Qin Shiyi's tired figure every day, how can she tell him...... We have children?

"What's wrong today? So few words? Suddenly find that your fried rice is hard to eat? Qin Shiyi discovered her abnormality.

"I hate it, you're talking nonsense again." She laughed in a panic, but fortunately she didn't let Qin Shiyi find out that it was abnormal.

"Shi Yi, do you like children?"

"I like it."

"Well, will you like our kids too?" looked at him with tentative eyes, in fact, Lin Qinglin himself was also very unassertive, and he didn't know what to do.

"Are you pregnant?" Suddenly hearing this topic, Qin Shiyi asked seriously.

If that's the case, then their lives ...... There are new variables.

"No, why are you so nervous?"

"Qinglin, I'm sorry...... I know you love kids, but we can't afford it right now. He said it very rationally, after all, there are too many problems to consider when it comes to having one more child.

"Of course I know, it's just that in the past two days, I watched a variety show about children and thought it was cute, so I asked you." Yes, right...... Sure enough, even he thought so.

"You're still a kid yourself. Qinglin, give me some time, let's have two children in the future. Before Lin Qinglin came to his side, he had been alone for too long.

The longing for home was far stronger than he appeared.

Qin Shiyi's ideal family, with Lin Qinglin, can also have two noisy children, if it is not for the fact that it is too risky for women to have children, as long as they want it, as long as they want it, it doesn't matter how much it is.

"It's still two, dreaming!"

"Yes, I will work hard to give you a stable home, and give our children a rich material life and full of love in the future." He will try to be a good husband and father.

These are the goals he wants to work for, and for the sake of his ideal life, watching him keep running, watching him sometimes fall asleep even while sitting. If you can only choose one between the child and Qin Shiyi...... She had no choice but to give up.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, forgive Mom, I'm sorry...... You're at the wrong time. "We can't afford you.

On the day of the miscarriage, she lied and deceived Qin Shiyi and said that she was shopping with Ning Ning, and Qin Shiyi believed it.

At the door of the operating room, Lin Qinglin cried heartbreakingly, he was really reluctant.

"Qinglin, it's okay, it's going to get better, it's going to get better."

With a pale face, she deliberately put on a heavy makeup for herself and returned home, Qin Shiyi didn't notice anything wrong.

It wasn't until she went to take a bath that Qin Shiyi accidentally knocked over her schoolbag, and a hospital visit record fell in front of him, that he didn't know where Lin Qinglin had gone today.

"Shi Yi, have you seen my hairpin? I can't seem to find it. She changed into pajamas without knowing anything, looking for her hairpin everywhere, and Qin Shiyi put this medical record in front of her, so that Lin Qinglin couldn't even refute it.

"You, I...... This ......" is incoherent and doesn't know how to explain it, as if it's not right.

"Lin Qinglin, what did you do!" After being together for so long, Qin Shiyi had never spoken to her in such a serious tone once.

"I'm sorry......" She was also sad.

"Why don't you say a word to me about such a big thing, just run and beat it yourself? Do you have me in your heart? "Disappointment! He was disappointed to the extreme!

I can't believe that the girl on the tip of my heart would lie to him like this.

"I just keep you in my heart and don't want to tell you." Knowing what the outcome would be, she couldn't bear to let Qin Shiyi make a painful decision with her.

"Have you ever thought that I am also the father of the child? I didn't even know he was here when he came, and he just left? "How can he be embarrassed?

"Shiyi, we can't afford it!"

"As long as I have a bite to eat, I will never starve you, let alone the child." In the final analysis, my self-esteem was completely torn apart.

Don't even the people he loves the most believe that he can feed them? He's ...... What a failed man.

"Shi Yi, let's not be stubborn, okay? I'm sorry I didn't consult you and made my own decisions, but trust me, I really ...... It's painful too. ”

Later, Lin Qinglin seriously reflected on her decision this time, she knew that it was wrong to conceal Qin Shiyi's point, and she hurt him with self-righteous reasons, which also became an important fuse for their breakup.

……

And when Qin Shiyi heard the news of pregnancy and miscarriage at the same time again, no wonder he was so angry.

"Why didn't I get the news of the pregnancy?"

“…… Having said that, what can be done? She didn't know that Tang Xueqiao would be so bad, and she didn't know that the child would fall, if she really wanted to settle the account, should she ask the "murderer" to ask clearly?

"Lin Qinglin, you will always be so selfish!" On the way to the hospital, watching the blood continue to flow out of his body, he couldn't bear to know how scared he was at that moment, thinking of the scene at that time...... It's really hard for him to settle down!

So after making sure that she was safe, he deliberately snubbed Lin Qinglin, and never went to see her and cared about her.

"If you are selfish, you are confident, isn't your kindness and morality selfish to me?" It's just too much of a double standard.

"Okay, I won't say much about the child's business, then let me ask you why you pushed Xue Qiao down, do you know how high this ship is? Do you know what you're doing? ”

"And what do you think I'm doing?" It's so funny, she's a victim from start to finish. And Qin Shiyi not only counted the lost child on her head, but Tang Xueqiao's self-directed and self-acting was also her fault.

"You're killing someone." I can't believe that a girl who is innocent in her heart will become so hateful.

"Since it's been determined that I did it, why didn't you call the police and arrest me?" I heard that Donald had already looked for Lu Li, and it seemed that he was determined to kill her.

"Qinglin, I don't want to see you become a murderer, you are not allowed to do such a thing again, you are different from Xue Qiao."

The sentence "different" is very complicated in her ears, because she is "different", she deserves to be wronged so much.

"Qin Shiyi, you are really blind." Not blind in the eyes, but blind in the heart.

For so many years, there was not even the slightest trust.

"What about you, do you dare to say that you haven't changed?"

"No, I've changed, thank you Tang Xueqiao for letting me know that kindness in this world is really superfluous. You go back and tell her that she caused me to lose my child...... I'll definitely report it! Word! ”

With such heavy words, her expression was so cold that she had no temperature, if the world had no way to give her a fair back, then she wouldn't need it.

And Tang Xueqiao will never forgive these things she has done.