Chapter 101: Leaving Here and Looking for a New Life
Also, Nan Yao suddenly realized that he should have thought of it a long time ago, how could An Yu be such an indifferent person, how could he take extra care of himself just because he was Yihan's friend. raraa`
The scene from that morning reappeared in her mind again, if An Yu didn't like herself, how could she tolerate lying in his arms, oh my God, why was she so stupid?
When she thought of this, she hated to slap herself to death.
"Have you really figured it out?"
Yihan pulled Nan Yao's hand away and asked with a serious face.
The air was filled with moisture, wetting into every pore of the skin, the blinds were faintly poking out of the steam, and the water in the bathtub was gradually getting cold, not as hot as it had been when I first came in. At this time, Nan Yao's mood and fiery heart have slowly calmed down in his thoughts.
She raised her head to look at Yihan, looking like she wanted to say something, ashamed of her impulse just now.
At this time, Yihan on the other side suddenly smiled slightly, revealing a quiet smile, she couldn't help but continue: "I should have returned to Shanghai after the New Year and won't come back, it's for you to continue to stay here for a while, you don't know, An Yu has asked me to take good care of you"
"Sister Yihan, you tell you the truth, is it still possible for me and An Yu?"
Nan Yao suddenly interrupted the other party's words, staring straight at the other party with a pair of big watery eyes.
I couldn't help but stare at the hair behind Yihan, she really didn't know how to answer Nan Yao's question. But then again, she did feel very strange, it stands to reason that An Yu is not the kind of person who will leave without making a sound, could it be that there is something wrong?
"Yaoyao, don't panic, An Yuding has something urgent to deal with, I'll call him when I go out in a while."
Yihan said this not just to comfort Nan Yao, but she suddenly figured it out, just now her mind was full of Nan Yao and Gallen, and she lost her mind for a while, but now that she thinks about it, An Yu doesn't even pay attention to Yi Jun, how can she care about her ordinary friend Gallen.
Of course, she is not completely sure, after all, she also knows very well that as long as people are in the face of love, they will lose their minds and cannot think about solving problems like normal people.
Hearing her words, Nan Yao's nervous mood eased a little, "Then he won't leave without saying hello?" ”
"How did you ask him to greet you in that situation?"
"That's right."
The heat in the bathroom had completely dissipated, and only then did the two realize that the water was no longer hot, so they quickly got out of the bathtub, dried themselves and went back to the bed in the room.
Nan Yao thought about it, go to Shanghai, and leave here, she was very hesitant before, after all, her relatives are here, and she can't stand it at all if she leaves for a while.
After giving birth to Yi Jun, she had the idea of escaping from here, but it was not so strong, and then the gallon incident happened, but these two things combined were not as big as An Yu's impact.
It's one thing for the intestines to regret it, the most important thing is that Anyu was angry just now, if the other party completely lets go because of this, Nanyao doesn't know how to redeem it.
But she knew that even if she went up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire, she would go to recover the other party, otherwise she would regret it for the rest of her life.
"I have made up my mind to go to Shanghai, and I must recover An Yu."
Nan Yao said with an oath.
Yihan nodded with satisfaction after hearing this, she pulled the quilt up, leaned on Nan Yao's shoulder, and echoed: "Don't worry, An Yu loves you so much, you two will definitely be happy, Yao Yao, do you know, the last time I went to Japan, An Yu told me that Qing Xiu already knew the truth of the matter." ”
"What?"
Nan Yao sat up straight in surprise, and as her body trembled, Yihan left her shoulder and nodded at her.
"And then? What was he going to do? ”
"An Yu said that he regretted it, and fell into deep self-blame for this, and now he is constantly inquiring about my news, if I go back to Shanghai this time, I will inevitably meet him."
After speaking, Yihan sighed deeply.
Nan Yao understands her, if she loves someone to the core, she will not give up on the other party no matter what happens. Yihan has never let go of An Qingxiu, otherwise she would not have such troubles as she has today.
If the past has been completely cut off, how can there be today's sorrows?
Leaving each other, wandering the world, where the heart is, that line always pulls the beating heart, no matter how hard you struggle, you can't break it.
Nan Yao knew that Yihan had given up, her "giving up" was not giving up on the other party, but giving up torturing herself, An Qingxiu was an indispensable thing in her entire life, which was precious.
At this moment, the two of them have their own sorrows and their own happiness
"Can you really forget the past and start over with him?"
"Then can you really forget about Yi Jun and Gallon and start over with An Yu?"
Nan Yao was at a loss by the sudden rhetorical question, she looked at the other party in a daze, and suddenly couldn't help but laugh "poof" after half a sound.
Her smile startled Yihan, thinking that this girl was not insane.
"Absolutely."
Very firm answer.
Yihan believed her answer, because she knew that the other party could do it completely, so ask herself, what about herself, can she really start over with An Qingxiu regardless of her past suspicions?
Through those seductive eyes, Nan Yao saw Yihan's heart at a glance, and she grabbed Yihan's shoulders tightly,
continued very seriously: "Life is too short, don't get along with yourself, whether you can let go is just your idea for a while, others can't hinder you, hey, how to be happy, I know you can't forget An Qingxiu, (Speaking of which, Nan Yao suddenly got up and just told her that An Qingxiu was An Yu's father, and a trace of panic flashed in his heart), oh, no, I can't forget Uncle An, let's take one step at a time." ”
"But he hurt me a lot, as I told you before, because of distrust, he not only abused me, but also killed the child in my belly, I know, in your opinion, Yi Jun is a complete scumbag, that Qingxiu can really be counted, forget it, I just hate myself, why not as free and easy as you?"
Saying this, Han's eyes drooped, and she turned around like a deflated ball, slowly leaning against the head of the bed.
The tears had dried up before leaving Shanghai, and at this moment, no matter how sad my heart was, I couldn't squeeze out a tear from the corner of my eyes.
Nan Yao hugged Yihan distressedly, compared to the other party's suffering, she suddenly found that she was nothing at all. She didn't dare to give any advice, except for the kind of how you can be happy, which is like Yihan can't give advice on her career.
Only the parties themselves know how to do it, love is magical, it is not like other things, right is right, wrong is wrong, it is like the gray lot that is black and white, how it is reasonable, how it is not in line.
In the end, the key is still in the hands of the person concerned, as long as she feels that it doesn't matter, she thinks it's okay, and what is the advice given by others.
The resignation procedures have been completely completed, Nanyao went to the company in the afternoon, and came back after dealing with the last little things. She wants to tell her parents about it, it has always been the wish of the second elder to go home to work after graduation, and now, she is about to leave here for Shanghai.
What should she do if her parents don't say yes?
At this moment, Nan Yao feels as if he has entered the lowest point in his life, and so many things have happened in just one year since he graduated last year.
Whether it's work or love, nothing goes well.
Yihan's house has decided to change hands and sell to Mi, but fortunately, she didn't have a mortgage to buy this house at that time, and there were no additional requirements for how much down payment Mi would give, as long as she met the down payment of the basic provident fund loan. But just like that, the process has to go through a while.
As soon as he got home, Nan's father poked his head out of the kitchen and said happily: "Yaoyao is back, dinner is almost ready, there is fruit on the coffee table, you wash your hands first and eat some fruit, and start eating immediately." ”
Hearing this, Nan Yao's nose was sour, from childhood to adulthood, she grew up in her parents' honey pot, and the four years of college did not make her get used to the days of leaving her parents.